Everything seems to be going great for the band Avenged Sevenfold, after wrapping up the third leg of their European tour the guys feel the need to celebrate and relax.

Everyone except Johnny that is.

He’s been having some personal problems and is struggling to keep them away from his friends and family meaning that he only has him self to deal with the demons. Will he be okay? Or will the weight of the world on his shoulders crush him? And how will he react when someone close to him finds out his secret?

**This is my first A7X fanfiction so I’m slight nervous about posting it…
Please comment and rate so I know whether to continue it or not

Please note that it will contain the ideas of self harm and suicide, hence the rating

Also I’ll try and update as soon as I can but I have some university work looming over me that just might have to be done before. (Wouldn’t it be great if I could hand over this story instead of turning in an essay?) :)**

1. Chapter 1 - My little secret;

2. Chapter 2 - Close call;

3. Chapter 3 - In daylight;

4. Chapter 4 - Homeward bound;

5. Chapter 5 - Back to reality;

6. Chapter 6 - The Dream;

7. Chapter 7 - Almost;

8. Chapter 8 - Fading;

9. Chapter 9 - Emergency;

10. Chapter 10 - Discharge;

11. Chapter 11 - Rest;

12. Chapter 12 - Blood and Beer Cans;