When I Was Your Man

“Matt?“
“Mhm?“ He replied while he chopped the veggies into smaller pieces. Karma scolded him earlier. How the hell was I supposed to know that they need to be this small for her fucking risotto thing? And why does she look so fucking good in her pajamas? God damn it. I'm in love like some teenager or something.

“You know, I’m really thankful for yesterday,“ she said. “Tomato.“ Matt smiled for a second, then handed her the red fruit. They had a moment yesterday, and they both knew it. It felt like he was slowly managing to crack her shell, a feeling that made his heart feel light as a feather. He was careful about false hopes, though. Matt knew he couldn't bear hoping and losing again.

He called a doctor this morning, and he drove over to examine Karma’s foot. He pulled a few splinters out and put it in another bandage. She was also supposed to take antibiotics to prevent toxemia, and Matt's hand, too, had been taken care of. Fortunately, his injuries weren't half as bad as they looked the night before, and most of the blood Matt reckoned was his actually came from Karma's foot.

The guys called some minutes ago, stating they still had an appointment with the local police in the afternoon. Everyone needed to make a statement about the accident with Sarah. Since the police found no brake marks, they were forced to conclude that she did it on accident. But of course, a judge would have to determine that. The guys would return to Big Bear in time for dinner. Sarah was in custody for now, and as far as they knew, she couldn’t even get out on bail.

“Like I said, I couldn’t have left you out there,“ Matt chuckled. She stared into his eyes. He once again realized how unprecendented and beautiful her green orbs were. No wonder she was elected Sexiest Woman Alive twice. There was a lusty fire in her eyes, and Matt knew all too well what it meant.

Karma’s hand landed on his arm. “I still remember what you said last night. About, well, hoping this will get you laid,“ she said with her flirty voice, and he decided to go along.
“Oh, do you?“ He said with a chuckle. His hands moved to her waist and effortlessly placed her onto the counter. The scrapes on the insides of his hand were long forgotten. “And now you’re ready to pay me or what?“ Her lips curled into an innocent smile. “Well, I’d try.“

Matt grinned. Her hands were suddenly placed on the back of his neck. Her fingers tangled in his hair just the way he liked it. The sight of her dirty look made his jeans tighten uncomfortably. He leaned in and finally kissed her, a sigh escaping from his mouth when he tasted her sweet lips. His hands moved to her ass as they sighed against each other.

Her tongue slipped inside his mouth. Matt felt this inexplicable electric spark as it brushed against his. His heart hammered violently against his ribcage, almost as if it was ready to burst from all the endorphins rushing through him. He pulled her closer to him by the legs, then moved his hands to her backside and pressed her against his crotch. She let escape a lusty moan as their cores connected. She makes me so fucking hot.

Her fingers determinedly moved to the hem of his t-shirt, and they broke their kiss so she could pull it off. Matt’s lips found her neck, and then he sucked gently on her sweet skin. He was careful not to leave marks.

Karma's hands roamed his naked upper body. The more she touched him, the louder their joint moans became. She slipped her hand underneath the waistband of his jeans, and Matt seethed out a couple of unholy swears.

She was waking the beast inside him, and he knew exactly that was what she planned. With a dirty grin, he yanked off her t-shirt. She was braless as he'd hoped. Her perky breasts were just enough to be covered by his hands, and her nipples were fully erect. The sight turned him on so much.

He took one of her perfect breasts inside his mouth and massaged her nub with his tongue.In the meanwhile, his hands moved further south and slipped inside her shorts. A warm dampness greeted him. It earned him loud moans.

She whimpered as his fingers teasingly stroked her through the thin fabric of her panties. Her nails raked down his back. “I need you inside me,“ she panted, and it was all it took. Matt quickly disposed of her shorts and took her panties along.

The view of her glistening, freshly shaved lips was too inviting. He let out a long moan as his fingers moved up and down her wetness. Matt quickly reached behind him for a chair, then sat down. His face was at the same height as that beautiful view in front of him.

He licked his lips before finally burying his face in her juicy goodness. The sounds she was letting out were music to his ears. Matt added two fingers into her before he started circling her swollen nub with his tongue, building up a steady rhythm. Her fingers tugged at his hair and she moaned.

Her body started jerking, and he knew she was close already. He couldn’t wait to slam into her. Quickly, he disposed of his jeans. He was thankful the counters were just high enough for those purposes. He did not spend a second thinking about the day when he bought them. Back then, it had been important to him that he could do just that on his kitchen counters, although his girlfriend at that time had left him just weeks later.

Then he lined himself up at her entrance and pushed the head in.

She whimpered. “I need all of you now, fuck me please,“ she begged, and he couldn’t help but slam inside her. He gave her no time to adjust to his size. She could take it, he knew that. They both moaned into each other’s mouth as Matt worked up a quick pace. She held on to the counter for dear life.

Soon, he felt her inner muscles contract again. His fingers moved to rub her clit while he thrusted into her harder. She threw her head back and let out a long moan. Her walls clenched and his name left her lips over and over as she came on his member. Matt groaned and spilled his load inside her.

Her eyes opened in shock. “Matt, you… you didn’t use a condom,“ she said matter-of-factly. “Uh, no. Why? I thought you used an IUD anyway? Just… I didn't think of going upstairs to get one...“
“Yeah…“
“So… it’s alright?“

“Uh, it’s just… You know, there’s been so many… women. After we... split.“ She said, looking down.

He pulled out of her, knowing they should not have this conversation with him inside her. “Uh, yeah. I did… A lot of them.“ He softly pressed his cheek against hers as he leaned over her body. She took a deep breath, obviously uncomfortable talking about the subject. “Just wanted to… you know, be safe.“

Matt wanted to be angry at first, but she was right, after all. He didn’t even know a number anymore. He just stopped counting. She was right to worry, and he did, too. He used protection all the time, but you could never be too sure.

“I just donated blood last week. They run tests every time,. And there was... no-one since I saw you again. That was months ago,“ he said calmly, knowing she would now figure that he just couldn't after seeing her again. “Oh, uh… alright. Sorry for… You know…“
“It’s alright. I’d worry, too. But yeah…“

She seemed to sense how awkward their subject was. Within a second, her lips were on his to make him stop talking. He pressed her sweaty body into his as they lazily kissed. He then realized this was the first time she actually kissed him without it leading to sex. This was true happiness to him. He knew he wanted to keep it, and he knew there was only one way to find out.

Cards on the fucking table, Sanders, he told himself.

His voice was quiet, and it sounded like it didn't belong to her. It felt like he was hearing some talk like in a movie, not being able to sense that it was actually himself. “Karma? I’m gonna be honest with you. I’m in love with you. I don’t know if I… ever stopped." He swallowed. His throat felt constricted, almost like he knew he shouldn't say those words to her. But there was no turning back now. He cleared his throat.

"And... I wanna be with you. No matter what. We can do it right this time, I know we can. I just… I can’t do this if we’re… nothing more. I’m too old for that friends with benefits kind of bullshit or whatever we are right now.“

He scanned her face for the faintest facial reaction. It was all or nothing.

Notes

OMG!!! He just asked her the question of all questions!

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