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The Diary Of Bree

Naked Truth

I ran back onto the bus in such a hurry to express my anger that I forgot that they guys were getting ready for the show. I ran up the stairs only to run into a very, very naked Matt Sanders dancing and singing ‘Situations’ by Escape the Fate.

I giggled, until he turned around and I got the full view. My eyes widen, and not for the reason you think, well yeah maybe it is for the reason you think, but hey I am a girl after all. In fact his eyes widened too at the shock that he was just seen butt naked and dancing. His face turns red as does mine as he shuts off the music playing through the speakers, and looks for a towel. No such luck. I had just done the laundry on the road so there was nothing around the bus to cover up.

I walk by him and entered the bathroom to grab him a towel, after I hand it to him his color goes back to normal, and now I feel like I can talk to him.

“Ok, now besides the fact that I am scarred for life, why didn’t you tell me you were touring with Hollywood Undead?”

“Yeah sorry about all this, its different for us to have a girl with us so we normally just walk around naked. I’m surprised that it took this long, and I meant to tell you that we were touring with them but I forgot. I didn’t know if you liked them or not.”

“Of course I like them. You went through my ipod you should know. I have like all of there songs. Anyways I came to tell you that, and to grab my guitar to go rehearse before you guys finish getting ready, and I’ll leave you to whatever you were doing before.” I giggled and he gave me a cocky smirk as I grabbed my guitar and left the bus.

I walk up the steps to the stage, grab a chair that was placed on the side, and one of the mic’s that were already on stage. Then I started my song. Wow, I never thought I would be saying [i]my[/i] song. I played the first cords for the intro then started my singing.

[i]Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen.
So unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you.
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste.
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway.

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right.
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be,
Arrived too early.[/i]

I stopped because I noticed a very either drunkin’ or stoned Jorel Decker a.k.a J Dogg was trying to crawl onto the stage with little success. I stood there for a while just watching him and laughing at his failed attempts to just climb up to the only two foot high stage.

I put my guitar down and got off stage to see if he wanted some help.

“Hey J” I said with confidence, now that I was more comfortable around famous people.

“Do you need any help?”

He looked over to me.

“No I do not, do you need help you sexy young lady” He was talking in a sing-song voice and I couldn’t help but giggle and play along.

“Are you suggesting I am a damsel in distress?” I said with a slight attitude to get his attention.

“Maybe I am and maybe I’m not, but I’m sure I could make you one very easily.” He smiled then slowly started walking towards me.

I giggled again.

“I dare you, I bet you can’t.”

Now he was face to face with me.

“How much would you like to bet, money, or” he looks me up and down “your body would work too”

I stood my ground as he put his hands on my hips and brought his face so close to mine that I could tell he seriously needed a breath mint. He leaned his face into mine about to kiss me when I was pulled back. I turned around to see who it was only to find a very angry, and finally fully clothed Matt Sanders.

“Matt, I….we were only kidding around chill out.” I looked at his face beat red from anger and restraint from punching J right then and there.

“I thought you needed to rehearse” he said in a stern tone.

“ I am, I mean I was but he just stumbled out and was trying to get on the stage and it was really funny, and I went to help him and we started talking and I just got distracted. I’m sorry”

I look down at the floor disappointed in myself for letting Matt down. He put his hand on my shoulder and I looked up. His color was back to normal and his expression was softer then before.

“It’s ok, just go and finish rehearsing. The guys are almost done and we will need the stage for the rest of the time before the show.

“Ok”

I hopped back on stage and continued on with my rehearsal. I finished just in time for the guys to walk off the bus and take there places on the stage.

They finished rehearsal and took their places backstage waiting for the show to officially start. As people piled in Hollywood Undead took the stage. They started with ‘Bitches’ to pump up the crowd then ended with ‘Turn off the lights’. As the lights dimmed signaling the end of their performance and the start of Avenged’s each member took their respectable places on the stage just like in rehearsal. They opened with ‘Scream’ and they planned on ending with my song ‘Afterlife’.

My hands were shaking and I was sweating like a pig by the time it was my turn to go on stage. I took my seat in center stage and looked out into the silent crowd. I took a deep breath then looked back stage to see the band silently cheering me on.

“So here I go” I said softly into the mic and the crowd cheered.

[i]Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife

'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I'm choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I'd hope you might
take me back inside when the time is right.[/i]

I was crying by the end of the song as I played the last chord and the crowd erupted into applause. I waved then said thank you as I walked off and met the bands back stage.

The show was over.

It was about 1 AM and they were still getting all of their equipment packed. I was exhausted. I just wanted to go to sleep.

I walked off to the side and sat down letting myself give a long yawn. Jimmy came up and told me to go back to the bus and get some sleep, and that he would handle all the work.

I nodded thanking him and walked onto the bus. I jumped into the first bunk I saw and I was asleep before my head even hit the pillow. I went to bed alone, as far as I know.

I woke up the next morning, or rather, the next afternoon considering according to my cell it was 2 PM. I felt something hard against my back and when I turned around I couldn’t believe who was in the same bunk as me with his body pressed close to mine.

Comments

Sorry for the last ch being posted 3 times...I really have no idea what happened and how to remove them since when I go to edit the ch. doesn't show up...if you know how please tell me
FIRgirl93 FIRgirl93
10/27/12