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Syn's Deep in My Blood

Burn It Down

Emily’s words got me wondering. Since we left Vegas, Jess is horny all the time and only wants to have sex with our songs as background. We already listened to the entire City of Evil while doing it and she couldn’t get enough. Why didn’t I notice the signs before? She was obviously using my pills behind my back and I was too occupied fucking her like a rabbit, trying to keep up with her chaotic and insatiable sexual desire.

When I got back to the room, she was listening to her iPod, resting on the bed, with closed eyes. I leaned beside her and her headphones were so loud I could identify the song, a classical one. Her face looked so calm and peaceful that for a moment I thought she had fallen asleep. I could tell she missed playing, she missed her life. But she seemed so happy with me on the road too, always telling me how she loved the life I had and just by being by my side, she was complete. I’m starting to think she is lying just to please me.

I kept analyzing her, consumed in thoughts, when she opened her eyes with a gorgeous smile at me. The classical song had ended to give place to a much heavier one, probably a Zep tune. That’s when all her quietness vanished in the air and she transformed into that horny beast I had to tame every night now. Her hands all over my body, her nose on my neck, and the earphones stuck on her ears like it was glued there. She was completely taken by the music and her body rhythm settled our sex pace. I don’t think she even noticed I was there too, she was mentally distant and it made me feel like a mere sexual object for her. It wasn’t exactly something I wanted to be. I mean, not only that.

When we were done, I watched her sleep for a few minutes, rehearsing my best speech. I couldn’t scare her away but at the same time I needed to make her talk to me, to tell me the truth about the pills and everything.

“Hey blueberry.” she whispered softly, her blue eyes shining purity now. Way different than before. “How long you’ve been there, staring at me?”

“Not too long…”

“When you stare at me like that, I know you have something to say. What’s on your mind?” she pulled the sheets upper on her body and brushed my hair close to my ear.

“I was just wondering… if you miss your life back on Cali, your friends at the orchestra and stuff. Do you?”

“Hm, not really. I’m pretty tired of having to practice 8 hours per day to get a single piece right, you know? And I don’t really miss the people there. They are the cockiest kind of musicians, believe me. Why do you ask?”

“I dunno, I thought maybe you needed to get back for a while.” I shrugged but just by the look on her eye, I knew she got it wrong.

“What? Do you… do you want me to go?” her eyes widened at me. “Cause you sound like you do.”

“No babe, of course not! I’m just… worried about how… how you’re handling all those exhausting travels and concerts routines and… I thought that maybe you are feeling a little homesick?”

“No, believe me, I’ve never been happier my entire life.” her eyebrows rose together but wasn’t really convincing me.

“Are you really happy or… is it the pills speaking for you?” I glance deep inside her eyes and they narrowed at the same time. I didn’t say it the best way, did I?

“Oh my god, Emily told you, didn’t she? I knew it, I knew I couldn’t trust her. Even when I’m the one holding all her secrets for years straight.” Jess’ fury made her stand up from the bed and go pick up her sleeping clothes while shaking her head unstoppably.

“She’s worried about you and now I am too. How long have you been using the pills behind my back anyway?”

She looked back at me slowly after dressing up and that glare on her eyes I had never seen before was there to haunt me. Oh shit, I’m making her angry with me now. I hate that.

"Behind your back? You were the one that gave it to me in the first place!”

“I gave you only once. I’m not responsible for the other times you used it.” I sat on the bed, the sheets only covering from my waist down, and crossed my arms. Are we really fighting over this?

She sighed and replied after a few seconds of uncomfortable silence.

“Okay, fine, I took a few to have sex with you and to watch the concert tonight. Satisfied?” she slapped her hands on her thighs.

“No, I’m not satisfied. Why did you hide it from me, J?” my eyes softened at her. The last thing I wanted now was to go to sleep after fighting with her. Maybe Emily planted too much seeds in my mind anyway…

She walked back to the bed and lay down with her back to my waiting face and didn’t answer for a while. “Jess?” I could only mumble.

“I don’t know, okay?” she breathed heavily but didn’t get back to face me. “I just…like the way it feels. It’s like making love to waves of music notes. It’s amazing, Zacky.”

“I know it is. And I’m not saying you can’t have fun once in a while but… you can’t just pop it every night and just disappear from me like you did today, okay? If you wanna do it, we do it together.” I elbowed my body on the pillow and kept talking to her back and the locks of her purple hair.

“Okay, I’m sorry.” she sounded upset and I didn’t know what else to say.

Did I do the right thing? Did I say it in the right way?

I was about to wrap my arm around her body when she covered herself with the sheets again and moved more to the other side of the bed than to my side, like she wanted to keep distance.

“Goodnight.” she turned off her lamp and left me behind in the dark.


Her mouth took almost all my length inside at once and when she started moving her walls on my foreskin, the ecstasy was explosive. I even had to bend one arm on the wall and the other I held her hair, controlling the sides she needed to go. Once bumping my head on her left cheek, once on the right, as her tongue made zigzag movements everywhere. My heart raced like I was about to have a heart attack.

“Hell, Emily… now you’re killing me.” I didn’t care if anyone would show up on that corridor, I was loud as fuck, hissing and panting, as she went faster and deeper to answer my urges.

“Untie me, baby. I need to touch you so bad.” she pulled off and whispered, her eyes glistening in bliss and lust up to mine. How can I not surrender to that?

“No.” I managed to resist and held her hands tighter against my belly, making her fingers splayed on my skin. She gave her angriest glare and went back to my dick, sucking harder than ever.

Her teeth started to graze me in a threatening kind of way along with her finger nails, like she was gonna bit me or scratch me at any minute while the devil burned through her huge pupils. I just loved the way she got wild and intimidating while stoned. But this time I needed to show her I could be just as wither as she was. Just as overbearing as Gates treats every women he puts his eyes on. Apparently, she liked that kind of thing. And if she wanted me to treat her like he does, I would do it.

My fingers pressed her head deeper and now I couldn’t really control my grip on her hair. She moaned in pain probably and I felt my balls finally stirring. I held her head still for a while to see if I could keep delaying my final orgasm but it only made me get there faster. And this time I flooded her mouth with my load. Damn it, it felt good but that was unfortunately the last round for me…

“Fuck… Emily...” she opened her lips and licked it to swallow my seeds spread on them. I was growing hard again just by watching her and had to held my words, cause I just wanted to fill her ears with compliments about her performance but… not tonight.

“Can you untie me now?” she smirked and sat on the floor, but I brought her up to my arms and held her against the wall, pressing her whole body with mine.

“No, or I would be bored as hell now. And our night just started, babe.” I reached for her reddened and swollen lips and took her into a deep and fervid kiss. She tasted like me, like her at same time and love was all I could feel while her tongue danced with mine.

Why her body acts like I’m all she wants but she keeps searching for him somehow? Why don’t you have the balls to ask her that, Rev? Cause you might be scared of the answer?

I held her arms above her head with one hand as my other hand drew her curves, ribs, until I could get a good squeeze of her full breasts. She moaned lingeringly in my mouth and I pulled my lips back.

“I have an idea.” I peeked over my shoulder quickly and assured myself I had seen it right. Haner’s door was really opened and the room was dark. It was definitely him walking out before. “Wait here.”

I went inside our room and brought the bottle of Jack, a box of matches and as I drank a little, I dragged Emily’s hands along with me towards Brian’s room, with only one thought in mind: payback. She hesitated when I pushed the door.

“Jimmy… where are you going? You can’t break into someone’s room.” she looked at my hands and frowned at the matchbox.

“We’re not breaking in, the door is open. And I want to lend some cigarettes, I’m out of them. C’mon, I’m sure he won’t mind since he already borrowed a lot of things from me before.” I made sure I sounded really sarcastic. I knew she got the message when she looked away from my gaze.

By the time I managed to pull her inside the room, she had a worried face. Hm, well, I can play with her fear a little, right?

A strong smell of cologne filled our noses at the second we entered as I turned the lights on and started pretending I was really looking out for smoke.

“Damn, Gates seems to drink a bottle of perfume per night or what! Oh, well, yeah, he’s probably out hunting chicks by now. That’s why, right?” I raised my eyebrows at her and she licked her bottom lip, clearly annoyed with my insinuations. “I’m glad I have mine here with me.” I winked and she finally smiled, leaning on the wardrobe.

I took the chance and ran to her, kissing her lips quickly. And when she was distracted enough, I entangled her with my arms and walked us to the bed. His bed. I really wouldn’t mind if, by any chance, he would caught us here fucking senselessly on his room. My deepest wish right now was to see jealousy burning on his eyes.

“Jimmy, what are we doing? You said you were just looking for cigars, c’mon, let’s get back to our room and snort another row.” she tried to hold my body up but her strength wasn’t enough without her hands and I ended up falling on top of her anyway.

“Hmm, I told you our room is boring. Don’t you like it in here?” my lips talked as close as I could be from her ear and I noticed how the skin of her neck shivered.

“No, James, I prefer our room.” she answered promptly.

“Oh... don’t say you weren’t wondering how… comfortable this bed is. Oh, see? His mattress is clearly softer than ours. That lucky bastard always gets the best rooms.” I made sure her body was sinking on the bed as I moved my hands from her thigh up to her hips.

“So we just changed rooms without telling him?” she opened her mouth, begging to have mine again.

“Hm, let’s say we did.” we kissed passionately and in the middle of it, I stretched my left arm to reach for the JD bottle. In a really sloppy way, I let it pour over her mouth and it ended up dripping on the bed.

“JIMMEY!!” she screamed during a laugh, almost choking with the whiskey. Her body trembled with the coldness of the liquid falling on her chest and I watched her nipples getting harder instantly.

I couldn’t handle my needs anymore, my mouth fell directly on her breasts, sucking all the liquid that was still dripping.

“Don’t worry, if he doesn’t find anyone to fuck, he’ll be happy to know he has our great friend Jack to keep him company for the night.” we both laughed at my stupid sentence and this time I let the liquid cover every part of her torso, belly and a little bit flowing over her thighs.

My tongue travelled all the way until I reached her lower belly. She vaulted her back and spread her legs automatically to the heat of my tongue sliding over her clit, sucking all the alcohol that had fallen in there.

“Ahhh fuck babe… don’t you dare moving out now.”

I squeezed her breasts tightly and she started thrusting against my mouth. I could feel her inner walls moving in my bottom lip so that was my cue to move my tongue inside her, tearing a big scream out of her throat. Her tied hands tugged at my hair and I accelerated my movements. In and out, in and out, and her body was contracting in pleasure again.
I wonder if he can do it better than me. If he can make her head fall back and her body tremble like that.

“Yeah James, I’m so close…” to that whining, I took my thumb to her clit as I kept thrusting my tongue as fast as I could. Her walls pulsed and clenched longer together with her legs closing around my head. I heard loud gasps from her mouth right after so I figured she had gotten there. “Oh sweet lord, that was amazing, Jim. God…”

“You liked that, huh?” her whole body relaxed and as soon as she let go of my hair, I stood up and went to grab the box of matches along with a cigarette I found in the table.

Emily wasn’t even aware of where I was, she was still enjoying her post orgasm, when I pulled her hand and made her body stand up and bump on mine. She opened her eyes widely and I smirked.

“You have no idea how good it is to have a smoke right after fucking.” I lit the match and let it fall on the bed. A wave of fire spread quickly over the sheets soaked of Jack and my smile grew immense.

“OH MY GOD, JAMES, WHAT THE FUCK!! LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID!” she jumped away from close to the bed and I could only laugh. “Why are you laughing, go get the fucking fire extinguisher or something!!”

“Cool off, the sprinklers will work in a few seconds. And as it doesn’t happen, hmm, we can make the flames look exactly like the fire inside us.” I grabbed the bottle and poured the alcohol around the bed, increasing the fire to a bigger flame. She tried to stop me but it was worthless.

That was when the fire alarm rang loud on our ears. I could see panic dripping from her eyes.

“JIMMY, STOP IT!! HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND?”

“Hmm, yeah, just a little. They say it’s good to lose it once in a while, right?” I walked towards Brian’s bags and saw something interesting there. His favorite fedora hat. Yeah, perfect burning material! “Oh look, Brian forgot his hat! It’s so old, I think he needs a new one.”

I grabbed it and showed to her with an evil grin before I could let it fall on the burning mattress. Emily’s jaw was fallen on the ground as her hand covered it. In a few seconds, the hat was completely turned into dust.

“Jimmy, tell me you didn’t do this…” she shook her head and the water began to flow from the ceiling. “He's gonna kill you!”

“He doesn't need to know it was us.” I was so calm, so delighted with my acts, that I walked through the door slowly and Emily had to push me to walk faster to our rooms.

“Get your clothes, we need to vanish for a while. Maybe they won’t suspect it was you. Untie me now, damn it!” she showed me her wrists and I cut it with scissors. She sighed in relief and went to put on some clothes on the speed of light. I could definitely run naked but I think it was best if I was dressed, right?

We were soaked but fully clothed when we left the room, and since no one had appeared on the corridor yet, we ran to the fire escape. I held her hands tight on mine and we climbed down the stairs to the first floor. We were about to get out by the front door when Emily pulled me back.

“Jimmy, no! That’s the lady that saw us upstairs. She’s talking to the securities, they are heading to our room. If they see us…” she whispered.

“Okay, let’s… go to the parking lot downstairs.” I dragged her back to the stairs and as we got there, the place was apparently clear. Wow, the adrenaline was so intense I thought I was in a movie or something.

We both smiled to each other and ran towards the exit, feeling the breeze of freedom already blowing in our hairs. But then, well, we heard sirens along with red and blue lights arriving. Shit… too soon to call a victory.

“Fuck, Jimmy… they called the police. Are you happy now? We’re going to freaking jail!” Emily brushed her wet and messy hair back and before she could cross her arms on her chest, I pulled her hand on mine again.

“Let’s just… pretend we have nothing to do with this. We’re just walking in the street.”

“No… what… what are you doing…” I placed my arm around her shoulder and started dragging her to the front of the building, watching as the officers and a fire squad was getting inside the place.

“Shh, just follow my lead. They won’t question us, they won’t even notice us. We’re just a happy couple taking a late night walk. Stoned as fuck.” I snorted a laugh and kept walking, trying not to make eye contact with anyone.

We were almost escaping from their sights and turning the corner when a woman’s voice called out.

“Hey! It’s them! They were naked in the hallway!” the lady had recognized us. Fuck.

“Oh shit, run, Emily.” I could only whisper and our pace increased and so did the adrenaline.
“You two, don’t move!” two officers approached us and it was too late to try anything. “Lean on the car, both of you.”

We obeyed the orders and as soon as the officers were sure we didn’t have any weapons, they let us stand back up. I was trying hard to suppress my laugh and Emily had totally opposite feelings as I could see. Guess she never went to jail before?

“Jimmy? Emily? What the fuck is going on here?” Brian appeared out of nowhere with a frown on his face. For the first time in months, I was glad to see him.

I didn’t have a quick answer to his question. I just smirked while swimming inside Emily’s startled eyes as she looked at him, wishing I could see the look on his face after knowing what we did. Maybe that's how payback looks like?
“That’s really the persons you saw close to the burning room, mrs?” one of the officers asked the lady and she didn’t hesitated on agreeing.

Matt hid his face behind his palm, shaking his head in shame. He couldn’t believe Jimmy was being arrested… again. Jess had the same feeling about Emily, but being arrested was a first for her. There wasn’t a tattooed superhero to save her from jail this time. In fact, her superhero was looking damn pissed with them after he knew what happened to his room.

“We were just fucking, alright? We didn’t burn the room!” Jimmy was doing all the talking while Emily didn’t pronounce a word, not really brave enough to face anyone now. “Right, Emily? Tell them!”

She didn’t say a word and tried to hide her face with her messed hair. She was feeling a crazy urge to laugh of all that denial from Jimmy, it was pretty obvious they had just gotten out of that room, they were soaked from the sprinklers water. How can he still deny it? But Jimmy was already chuckling for her.

“Sir, are you gonna press charges?” the officer ignored the two loaded felonies and moved to Brian, who was as mute as Emily.

He looked at Emily and tried to make her look back, but she didn’t. He was even more enraged now than when he left his room because of their screams. He’d expect something like this from Jimmy but not from her. And what the hell were they doing in his room anyway?

“No, of course not, he’s my band mate and she’s… his girlfriend. It was probably an accident that they… ended up inside my room.” Brian tried to defend them despite of his fury.

“Hey, you can’t just let them go. If he’s not pressing charges, I am. This man asked me if I… wanted to watch them, you know… It was really disrespectful.” the cleaning lady pointed to Jimmy with a disgusted grimace.

Emily gasped a laugh and turned her head down. Jimmy didn’t even bother to hide his giggles.

“Oh, c’mon, there’s not a living person in this world that doesn’t like live porn. I just thought she…” Jason, who had arrived later, shook his head. He felt partially guilty for all of this. The woman did the same, her face turning red at his remark.

“Shut the fuck up, Jimmy.” Matt couldn’t take it anymore, he demanded with his index finger pointed to his friend. That wasn’t even a little bit funny for him. He was tired of having to deal with his band mates’ crap. Why they always have to act like teenagers?

“If she’s pressing charges, I’m taking them into custody. Turn around, hands behind your back.” the officer was apparently done with that scene either.

Emily was the first to turn around and show her hands. When she did it, her eyes fell automatically on Brian’s. She wanted to tilt her head to run from his gaze but something held her there. A strong feeling of disappointment was all she could see pointing on his irises. And all he wondered was how much blow she had done to participate on this mess with Jimmy. Those weren’t definitely the eyes he was used to look when they made love. She was so different, her eyes were widened, her face was evil, nothing like the woman he had… fallen in love with.

From that moment on, Brian noticed how vicious and dangerous they were to each other. Sid and Nancy. Kurt and Courtney. He had enough examples of how those relationships ended. Could he stop it? Yeah, he only knew one way: taking her away from him.

“You’re both under arrest for unlicensed use of fire and indecent exposure, you have the right to remain in silence, everything you say can and will be used against you in…”

“Hey! You can’t arrest us for something we didn’t do! Hey!! Easy, don’t push her!” Jimmy was still blabbering when they were set on the backseat of the police car. Emily almost hit her head on the door while watching how Jess couldn’t even face her.

“I’m gonna talk to her, she won’t press charges. And I’m calling a lawyer.” Matt approached the car window with an angry glare.

“Thanks Matt. And sorry.” Emily replied and they drove away to the closest police department.

Emily looked around her cell. She was the only woman arrested in there so she was alone. Jimmy had a cell mate, but he was too sleepy or drunk to care about their presence. He didn’t even have a place to sit there, the guy was lying on the only bench. And snoring. But somehow, he still had that silly smile on his face. His eyes were shining just like in the day Emily met him. The only light that could guide her inside that cold and dark place they were.
She felt like smiling either.

“Hey, officer!! Can you arrest me with that stunning and hot girl on the cell just beside mine? She’s looking too lonely and I’m too horny!” Jimmy shouted and the officer only gave him a huffy stare. The snoring guy moved a little but didn’t wake up.

Emily laughed loud, wishing they could at least touch through that steel grid. She walked closer to his cell and he did the same, licking his lips quickly.

“They are taking too long to take us out, don’t you think?”

“Hmm, well. Last time they had a hard time taking me out, but then Larry paid a few people and they let me go. CAUSE WE ARE REALLY FAMOUS ROCKSTARS AND WE’RE PLAYING IN A FESTIVAL TOMORROW NIGHT, WE WON’T BE HERE FOR TOO LONG!” he shouted again and this time the officer didn’t bother to look. But another one came towards them.

“Hey, Bonnie and Clyde, come over here.” he called them and they walked to the front of the cells. “No one pressed charges…”

“So free us already so we can fuck inside our room without disturbing anyone again. Or maybe disturbing a little. We’re still allowed to scream, aren’t we?” he winked at Emily, hyped as ever, and she rolled her eyes.

“You didn’t let me finish. No one pressed charges but... after your friend saw what happened to his room and his personal belongings, he said he wouldn’t pay your bail before tomorrow. So… my suggestion for you, ‘rockstars’, is to get comfortable and try to sleep, you’re only getting out of here when someone pay for it.” With that, the officer turned his back and waved goodbye.

“WHAT? NO! Haner, you motherfucker!” Jimmy kicked the grid and leaned his arm along with his head on it. Emily approached him again and tried to touch his skin with a few fingers.

“You gotta buy him a new hat.” she whispered

“My ass!” he led his face closer to hers and through the grid, they could hold their hands at least. “I gotta buy him a girlfriend. Cause mine is already taken.”

“Yeah, she’s taken.” Emily licked her lips and grinned, noticing she could reach for his mouth on the tiny space. She leaned closer and their lips crashed into a not so deep but fondly kiss. Emily didn’t close her eyes, neither did Jimmy. They were too busy drinking each other’s light despite of the dark place they were.

“I love you, James.” she mumbled on his lips.

“I love you more.”

She had finally achieved her goal. Bring him back to life.

Notes

hahaha team drums where are you?? maybe a night in jail will put them back on track??(or not...) =p

things are heating up between the two best friends huh? hahaha xD

what u think??

Comments

Damn it! Where the fuck was I when you were writing this?? Just remembered I was rotting in hell(university!)
Anyways, I really wish I could have read it earlier because I'm sure nobody wants to miss out on a story like this one :)
It takes a lot of patience to continue doing something which is really beautiful and worth somebody's time. You have a lot of patience, girl! I wish I had some too:p

You should become a professional writer, this story has everything and every detail that any writer and I mean professional writer would put in her story. There's love, a lot of passion, music, pain and a tad lot of emotions (I'm running outta words, damn it!)

I honestly had no idea that Jimmy would leave in the end. I just kept on hoping that Emily might change him and my hopes were multiplied when Emily found out that she was pregnant. I really wish Jimmy could have met his little one :)

And Brian's unconditional love for Emily really, really touched my heart. It was really amazing how both of them held on to each other throughout the story. Some chapters brought tears to my eyes, some made me grin like a chesire cat and some particular chapters made me wanna smack Brian so badly!

The story of Jess and Zacky was really sweet. I loved the way Zacky helped her out. And then there's Matt and Kim. At one point, I thought they won't be together forever. But you surprised me! But I felt so, so bad for Mei. It just broke my heart to see her shatter when Jimmy left. But glad that she slowly moved on :)

This is beautifully written and every action done and every words said by the characters felt so real. Thank u sooooooo much for giving us something as special as this to read!!

Holly Holly
8/3/16

I seriously read this entire thing in two days. That's how hooked I got on your story, haha. Anyways, I absolutely loved it. Your characters are so vivid and easy to relate to, and there was never a boring moment of the plot. It was so painful to see how the three of them were hurting each other so much through their actions, they truly are very connected to each other. I also really enjoyed the way you chose to end. Outstanding job! You should be very proud of yourself for writing suck a great story and sticking to it for the long haul. :)

Welp... it's taken me about a month, and I'm only on chapter 27...

DaniIsWeird DaniIsWeird
5/28/16

I'm going to try to tackle this in one night because DAMN! 92 CHAPTERS! I congratulate you on being able to write a story that long, because mine are usually like one shots that look like they're supposed to continue but I lose ideas and end up with 20 different unfinished fics

DaniIsWeird DaniIsWeird
5/18/16

@Kimmie
oh yeah Kiiim!!! It ended huh?? hahaha Took long, but it finally did!

Oh aaaand finally someone remembered Jess and Zaaaaack heeereee hahaha you girls always say that the other said it all but there's always something missing haha :P
I had to give that happiness to them, cliche or not, they deserve it ;)

And I got your point when you say its a little happy ending hahaha It's bittersweet, and I think their lives will always be. In my head, that's Emily's and Brian's punishment for what they did and it will be forever hunting them, that guilt. I kinda like that idea cause then... Jimmy was sort of 'avenged onefold' (seven is too much =p) hahaha yeah I know, I have devious and perverse thoughts! hahaha

And you said again ppl had commented on it all but... no one talked about my last killing :(
I thought that would be the most commented subject but I guess I was wrong hahaha I killed a7x, you wont hurt me??????? hahahaha xD

Yeah, there were a few ppl that called me Ley before and its not a nickname I like much buuuuuuuuut when the person makes it special, then its different. You earned that right Kim =p hahaha (Leandro once called me that and I instantly remembered of you hahaha)

And that last paragraph of yours couldn't close it better!! Now I truly believe on those things you said, I do. Thank you very much for helping me understand myself and being part of the slow process of my growing up, you have no idea how this was important to me and your presence here too! <3

Thanks for letting me use you here and you're welcome for letting you take The Horse with you ;) hahahahah

Love you! <3

Leyla.lp Leyla.lp
4/3/16