Indestructable
Everyone's Up Now
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~BRIAN'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
A blood curdling scream was heard throughout the house and I rushed to Ame's room and seen her sitting straight up screaming as if she was being killed. I rushed over to her side and shook her violently.
"AME AME WAKE UP!!" I yelled and her eyes flew open to see me looking at her straight in the eyes with worry. She was breathing heavily but I held her close. I heard the running feet coming towards the room and I looked over to see Matt and the others standing in the doorway.
Matt came to my side and rubbed Ame's back in comfort as I pulled her into my chest. Her breathing had calmed down some but still was shaky. I looked at her.
"What happened?" I asked worried.
"My dreams...The dream of my mother and father being murdered and them laughing at their please! The gunshots! They echo through my thoughts!" Ame yelled. I pulled her close and held her tightly. I knew she wouldn't be going back to sleep or none of us for that matter. I kissed the top of her head.
"Stay with her. I'm going to go get something to help her calm down." Matt whispered. I nodded and got in bed with her holding her to my chest. I looked over at the clock and it was 4 in the morning. I looked down at her and she was asleep again. Matt quietly opened the door and seen her asleep and walked back out. I laid my head back and let sleep take me.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AME'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I awoke at 5am and seen Brian asleep in my bed. I quietly got up and got my clothes for the day and went into the bathroom and locked the door. The thoughts of what happened those years ago came back to mind. I opened each drawer to find something sharp. I found the perfect thing. A razor. I turned on the water and stripped before stepping in. The water pouring down my back didn't relieve the tension like it usually did. I took the razor from my hand and cut my legs. I always wore pants so no one would suspect a thing. I cut deeper and deeper. I sat down in the shower and watched as the water washed away the blood and left the open wounds on my legs. The tension went away. The pain I needed to feel from the razor helped me.
"Ame hurry up in there I got to piss." Brian said knocking on the door. I jumped.
"I'll be out in a damn minute!" I yelled as I washed the razor and my body. The cuts were still bleeding. I turned off the shower and got out sitting down on the toilet seat lid. I looked through the drawers again and seen bandages. I quickly wiped off my legs and applied the bandages.
I finished drying off and slipped the razor into my pocket. I unlocked the door and Brian pushed by me and I shut the door for him. I began brushing my hair and always letting it air dry some before brushing it again. Brian came back out with a confused look on his face.
"Did you start you period?" Brian asked.
"No why?" I asked acting confused.
"Then why is there blood in the shower?"
"Oh I cut myself shaving." I said quickly and he bought it. Note to self, clean after showering. Brian smiled and hugged me tightly.
"You get to meet all your favorite bands tonight. Aren't you excited?"
"Hell yeah! Can't wait!" I said putting on a fake smile.
"Good. Meet me downstairs with all your things." I nodded and he left the room shutting the door behind him. I sat down on the bed and rolled up my pant leg looking at the bandages. I shook my head and pulled them back down. I grabbed my shit and lugged it downstairs.
I seen the rest of the bags and I laid it with them. I grabbed my guitar and put it in the case laying it beside my bag. I walked into the kitchen and seen all the guys sitting at the bar drinking coffee. I sat down beside Jimmy and he was so hyper it wasn't even funny. I pulled his coffee cup away from him.
"Why did you do that for?"
"I should be asking who gave you the coffee." I said shaking my head.
"Matt did."
"Figures." I said rubbing my temples. My head was bursting in pain and I went to the medicine cabinet in the bathroom and got out 2 Advil. I swallowed them dry and waited for them to work. I heard the guys yelling something and I walked in and Brian got up and grabbed my bags. He carried them outside to the bus and I knew I wanted to lay down for just a little while before we actually got to Vegas.
A blood curdling scream was heard throughout the house and I rushed to Ame's room and seen her sitting straight up screaming as if she was being killed. I rushed over to her side and shook her violently.
"AME AME WAKE UP!!" I yelled and her eyes flew open to see me looking at her straight in the eyes with worry. She was breathing heavily but I held her close. I heard the running feet coming towards the room and I looked over to see Matt and the others standing in the doorway.
Matt came to my side and rubbed Ame's back in comfort as I pulled her into my chest. Her breathing had calmed down some but still was shaky. I looked at her.
"What happened?" I asked worried.
"My dreams...The dream of my mother and father being murdered and them laughing at their please! The gunshots! They echo through my thoughts!" Ame yelled. I pulled her close and held her tightly. I knew she wouldn't be going back to sleep or none of us for that matter. I kissed the top of her head.
"Stay with her. I'm going to go get something to help her calm down." Matt whispered. I nodded and got in bed with her holding her to my chest. I looked over at the clock and it was 4 in the morning. I looked down at her and she was asleep again. Matt quietly opened the door and seen her asleep and walked back out. I laid my head back and let sleep take me.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AME'S POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I awoke at 5am and seen Brian asleep in my bed. I quietly got up and got my clothes for the day and went into the bathroom and locked the door. The thoughts of what happened those years ago came back to mind. I opened each drawer to find something sharp. I found the perfect thing. A razor. I turned on the water and stripped before stepping in. The water pouring down my back didn't relieve the tension like it usually did. I took the razor from my hand and cut my legs. I always wore pants so no one would suspect a thing. I cut deeper and deeper. I sat down in the shower and watched as the water washed away the blood and left the open wounds on my legs. The tension went away. The pain I needed to feel from the razor helped me.
"Ame hurry up in there I got to piss." Brian said knocking on the door. I jumped.
"I'll be out in a damn minute!" I yelled as I washed the razor and my body. The cuts were still bleeding. I turned off the shower and got out sitting down on the toilet seat lid. I looked through the drawers again and seen bandages. I quickly wiped off my legs and applied the bandages.
I finished drying off and slipped the razor into my pocket. I unlocked the door and Brian pushed by me and I shut the door for him. I began brushing my hair and always letting it air dry some before brushing it again. Brian came back out with a confused look on his face.
"Did you start you period?" Brian asked.
"No why?" I asked acting confused.
"Then why is there blood in the shower?"
"Oh I cut myself shaving." I said quickly and he bought it. Note to self, clean after showering. Brian smiled and hugged me tightly.
"You get to meet all your favorite bands tonight. Aren't you excited?"
"Hell yeah! Can't wait!" I said putting on a fake smile.
"Good. Meet me downstairs with all your things." I nodded and he left the room shutting the door behind him. I sat down on the bed and rolled up my pant leg looking at the bandages. I shook my head and pulled them back down. I grabbed my shit and lugged it downstairs.
I seen the rest of the bags and I laid it with them. I grabbed my guitar and put it in the case laying it beside my bag. I walked into the kitchen and seen all the guys sitting at the bar drinking coffee. I sat down beside Jimmy and he was so hyper it wasn't even funny. I pulled his coffee cup away from him.
"Why did you do that for?"
"I should be asking who gave you the coffee." I said shaking my head.
"Matt did."
"Figures." I said rubbing my temples. My head was bursting in pain and I went to the medicine cabinet in the bathroom and got out 2 Advil. I swallowed them dry and waited for them to work. I heard the guys yelling something and I walked in and Brian got up and grabbed my bags. He carried them outside to the bus and I knew I wanted to lay down for just a little while before we actually got to Vegas.
2/18/13