The Little Girl
Visiting Them
Soon it was time to go to the gravesite. David was driving while I was in the car with the rest of Disturbed. Ivan's band was bringing up the rear with Avenged in the middle. I looked out the window and hoping I wouldn't break down at just the sight of their grave stones. The thoughts of when I met my mom and dad came back. She was an angel. Her wings shown in my thoughts as clear as day. I seen the gate that led to the cemetary. I closed my eyes we entered. David parked the car and I slowly got out. Brian park beside up and got out and immediately grabbed my hand. I looked up and him as David and Ivan walked together showing us where they're buried. David stopped and I seen the names on the front. My mom's name was Heather and my father was Luke. I walked up the gravestone and looked down reading the day they were born and died. Overwelming sadness and hate came over me. I looked up into the sky and fell to my knees in a fit of cries.
"Why did you leave me? Why did you have to die?" I said only to where I could hear. I looked past the headstone and I seen my mom and dad staring at me and ushering me to come over. I stood to my feet and walked away.
"Baby. I can't say why we left you there and I'm so sorry that you had to go live with our cousins. I never thought that they would treat you so badly."
"Why didn't my uncles take care of me?" I asked tears still flowing down my face.
"When I was pregnant with you, they moved and I couldn't ever find out where they lived. Baby believe me when I say this, I wished from the moment I seen you hiding behind that couch that I would have found another way to get a hold of your uncles." I hung my head and cried. I felt my mother's hand push gently up on my chin.
"Don't cry over us being gone. We will always be with you. All you have to do is call me and I'll be with you. All the guys are here to help you get over our deaths. We must leave you now. If you need us call us baby." Mom said.
"I love you mom and dad."
"I love you too baby girl." My mom and dad said in unison. I watched as they floated up into the air. I walked back to the grave stone and knelt down and started crying once again. I stood to my feet and looked up. 2 rays of sunlight shone through the clouds and directly onto me.
I closed my eyes and the sun felt like the warmness of my mom and dad's embrace. I lifted my arms into the air and the sun went back into the clouds. I opened my eyes and smiled. I walked back over to the guys and straight into the car. I reached into my jacket poket and pulled out a flower I made. I went back over to the graves and laid the flowers down. I kissed the grave stones before going back and getting into the car. We drove back to the venue and I wanted to stay in the bus during the show. I sat there and drew the entire time.
"Why did you leave me? Why did you have to die?" I said only to where I could hear. I looked past the headstone and I seen my mom and dad staring at me and ushering me to come over. I stood to my feet and walked away.
"Baby. I can't say why we left you there and I'm so sorry that you had to go live with our cousins. I never thought that they would treat you so badly."
"Why didn't my uncles take care of me?" I asked tears still flowing down my face.
"When I was pregnant with you, they moved and I couldn't ever find out where they lived. Baby believe me when I say this, I wished from the moment I seen you hiding behind that couch that I would have found another way to get a hold of your uncles." I hung my head and cried. I felt my mother's hand push gently up on my chin.
"Don't cry over us being gone. We will always be with you. All you have to do is call me and I'll be with you. All the guys are here to help you get over our deaths. We must leave you now. If you need us call us baby." Mom said.
"I love you mom and dad."
"I love you too baby girl." My mom and dad said in unison. I watched as they floated up into the air. I walked back to the grave stone and knelt down and started crying once again. I stood to my feet and looked up. 2 rays of sunlight shone through the clouds and directly onto me.
I closed my eyes and the sun felt like the warmness of my mom and dad's embrace. I lifted my arms into the air and the sun went back into the clouds. I opened my eyes and smiled. I walked back over to the guys and straight into the car. I reached into my jacket poket and pulled out a flower I made. I went back over to the graves and laid the flowers down. I kissed the grave stones before going back and getting into the car. We drove back to the venue and I wanted to stay in the bus during the show. I sat there and drew the entire time.
11/15/13