Lost Without You (Jimmy Sullivan)

Jimmy’s P.O.V.
The whole month had passed and we were able to get my angel back. Ruby and I had called the cops and within a months time, I was able to show how good of a father I could be and now, my baby girl was here in my arms once again. I missed her so much, she was everything to me and I was so happy that I was able to take care of this precious baby girl.
Today though, was the day that I was going to go and be with my brothers in the first concert that we have had since the day we had broken up. I was better now, I was able to play without Brian. Yes it hurt a lot but still, I knew that my brother was with me forever and always, along with my baby sister. We got a replacement for Brian for the time being, his favorite guitarist Slayer. He was humbled to be with us and he suggested a guitar player for us.
Ruby.
I was shocked, heck everyone was shocked about this. When we were leaving for tour, Ruby came with us and so did baby Abby. She was so happy to be with all of us.
“Daddy!” Abby exclaimed sitting on my bunk. She had her stuffed peanut in her arms holding it tightly. I came and sat down beside her and held her close.
“You know you don’t have to call me that baby,” I said holding her. She cuddled to my chest smiling at me.
“I know but you feel like my daddy,” She told me. This made me feel kind of good but then again, weird. How can I ever replace my brother? I couldn’t ever replace Brian. I held her though, happy that she was here with us again and she pulled away and looked up at me.
“Where’s mommy?” She asked me.
“Mom or Ruby…?” I asked confused. She giggled.
“Ruby silly,” She said making me chuckle. I shrugged.
“Probably with Matt,” I pointed out. Ever since the month had ended, Ruby and I haven’t really been talking much as I had wanted. I wanted so bad to be with her, to kiss her and told hold her close. But when my brothers asked her to play for us, things seemed to be fading. She seemed so humble with being Brian’s fill in and seeing her play actually made me angered inside. She wasn’t really there for Abby either. She was but then again, she distant from us and it was really bugging me.
Abby nodded and came and laid in my bunk and cuddled to the pillow. I covered her up and kissed the top of her head and came out of the tour bus seeing Ruby with Matt holding one of Brian’s guitars. This made my blood boil. That was one of Brian’s first guitars, the one that he played just a day before he died. She had no right in holding that guitar.
“Why do you have that?” I asked her with a growl. My hands were clenched and I was glaring at the woman that I could possibly be in love with.
She looked at me and then to Matt, ‘I was just taking it to the bus…” she said and I came and grabbed the guitar from her hand and stormed off to the bus and placed it into it’s case. They came in and Matt was wondering what was wrong with me.
“What the hell is she doing with Brian’s guitar?! Do you freaking realize that this was the last one that he played?!” I yelled and Ruby looked at me with a glare.
“It was your idea for me to come on the band,” She said crossing her arms, “And to be honest, ever since I did you’ve been a jerk,” She told me and I wanted so bad to smack her.
“Ever since you started you’ve been a cocky jerk!” I yelled at her and came out of the tour bus just wanting my best friend back. If he was back, nothing like this would be happening.

Notes

i know this story is sucking, I really just want to end it -_-