Lost Without You (Jimmy Sullivan)

Jimmy’s P.O.V.
I woke up snuggled up to Ruby with a smile on my face. I didn’t have any nightmares and I actually slept. I was happy to be having this and not only that but, I kissed her. I kissed this beautiful girl and I felt proud about it. I liked her a lot and I just hope that we could be more then friends sometime in the near future. She was so much fun to be with, she was there for me all the time. How can I not be with her?
“Morning,” I whispered to her. I felt her body jump in my embrace and she wiggled out of my arms and got out of the bed and straightened out her clothes and walked around the bed and into the bathroom without even a word being said to me. What was her problem? Why was she being so mean all of a sudden?
I sighed and sat up in bed wondering what I could do about that. Maybe a nice home cooked breakfast can help cheer up whatever, that was. I got out of bed and stretched, going downstairs and started to make breakfast while blasting some good music. I was dancing feeling happy for once. I wasn’t worried about my sister and my best friend passing away. I could still feel them with me though. The memories came and went and it stung but the stung was falling away thanks to Ruby.
Her holding me last night felt amazing and the pain just seemed to subside and her telling me everything was going to be alright helped me believe in them words again. They were gone, there wasn’t anything I could do about it but to get better and get a good word from the judge and get Abigail back.
I know my sister would have been mad at me for doing something like this but then again, she could of understood completely. It would of happened to her too, I know it would of.
I heard foot steps descending down the stairs and I looked over and saw Ruby coming down looking very beautiful, just like she always did. She was wearing a band t-shirt with her dark blue jeans which I must say hugged her butt very, very well, letting it go a bit tight on her big thighs and come down to her claves loser, then her eyes, them beautiful brown eyes shinning like always. Her full lips, her bottom lip being slightly ticked inside her mouth looked cute on her, made her look even more innocent. Her red bands were pinned back so you could see her fair skin.
“Jimmy!” She exclaimed causing me to jerk from my state of mind and looked down to the pan seeing the butter burn onto the pan. I quickly dumped the whipped eggs in and felt my cheeks grow warm.
I finished up breakfast and handed Ruby her plate and her cup of orange juice and set it down in front of her while I grabbed mine and sat across the table from her and I smiled. She just looked down to her plate, her hand coming beside her plate and her fingers drummed on the table nervously.
“You alright?” I asked her actually kind of worried. I didn’t want anything bad to happen to us, I didn’t want her upset with me for any reason. She looked up at me and nodded, looking down to her plate again. What was wrong with her?
“Yeah I’m just thinking,” She told me. I came and grabbed her hand.
“I’m here for her honey,” I smiled at her and she looked up to me and smiled that beautiful smile at me making my heart flip. God Ruby was so beautiful. I wanted to tell her so bad how much she meant to me but it wasn’t the perfect timing, not yet.
“I know I….I just don’t know Jimmy. I feel…used is all,” She said and shoved her plate away, “What you did last night…it freaked me out,” She explained to me. I held her hand, tightening my grip.
“Why baby girl, what happened?”
“Please,” She whispered, I could see the tears in her eyes, “Don’t call me that,” She whispered. I saw the tears falling from her eyes and I got up and went around to her and held her tightly. She stood and cried on my chest. I held her close, hearing her cry made my heart break. I would do anything for her. I would do anything for this precious girl that I was holding in my arms. I wanted to know why she was so sad.
“He used me,” She cried. Her hands gripping onto my shirt tightly. I felt my heart tear into two. Who in the world was using this precious girl? Who can do something like this to her? Why?
“Who did honey?” I whispered.
“Mitch…he used me…his wife came back,” She cried. That…that jerk! I held her, showing her that I was here for her no matter what. Hearing that this guy did this to her made me want to go and kill him. How can he do this to her? How can anybody do this to her?
“I promise Ruby,” I told her, letting my fingers run though her hair, “I promise I would never hurt you like that. Ever,” I told her and held her tight.
All I wanted to do was to hurt that jerk that hurt her. How can he do something like this to her?
“It’s going to be alright Ruby,” I whispered to her, “I promise,”

Notes

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