The first few weeks back in Huntington weren't that great. Zack and I have been pretty distant seeing the fact I had to catch up on all my clients. Him and the guys were in the studio working a lot. I think they were starting to work on a new music video, but I wasn't totally sure. Since we've been back I haven't seen or talked to Brian. Zoe was wondering why everything was so different between us and I just said that hell broke loose. I didn't think she wanted to hear the full story.

It's been about three in a half weeks since me and Zack had a decent night together just me and him. I decided to leave work early today just so I could spend time with him. I walked out of my station. "Zoe I'm heading out," I told her.

"Okay I'll see you tomorrow," she said happily.

"Okay," I said walking out. I got inside my car and left. I pulled into my driveway only being greeted by an unfamiliar car. Hmm that's weird. I got out of the car and walked inside.

"Zack I'm ho- what the fuck is this," I said angrily. Gena's lips were on Zack's. Zack jumped back.

"What the fuck are you doing," he yelled to Gena.

"Zack I can't believe you. I thought you of all people wouldn't do this to me," I stormed upstairs. I got a bag out and started throwing clothes in it. I heard a knock on the door. "What," I snapped.

"Lex let me explain," I heard Zack's voice. I grabbed the bag and swung the door open.

"There's nothing to explain," I snapped and stormed passed him.

"Lex where are you going," he asked.

"I'm going somewhere far away from here," I yelled and slammed the door.

How could Zack do this to me? How could he cheat on me with Gena? Maybe that's why he was so distant? I got in my car and sped off. I called Val. "Hello," she answered.

"Can I come over," I asked trying to hide my tears.

"What's wrong," she asked concerned.

"I'll tell you when I get there," I told her.

"Okay," she said. We said our goodbyes and I drove to her and Matt's house. I got out and knocked on the door. She answered and I fell into her arms.

"He fucking cheated on me Val," I cried.

"What," she said shocked.

"I just caught him with Gena," I explained.

"What the fuck. He's engaged to you. Why would he do something like this," she said freaking out.

"Do what," Matt asked.

"Zack cheated on Lex," Val said.

"What I'm gonna go kick his ass," Matt snapped.

"No Matt just leave him alone," I snapped. Val took me into her room and we had a heart to heart talk about the situation. I felt the need to hate Zack but I couldn't. She pointed a good thing out. What if she kissed him? The only way to know was to talk to him. But I wasn't ready.

I sat there for a little while. At about eight I left. Val wanted me to stay there that night but I really wanted to go see Brian. He always used to know how to cheer me up despite the fact that I'm unbelievably pissed at him.

I got my phone and dialed his number. "Hello," he answered.

"Bri what are you doing," I asked.

"I'm at home. Lex, I thought you were mad at me," he said.

"I'm coming over," I said hanging up. I drove to his house.

I got out and walked up to the door and knocked on it. Seconds later it was open and Brian was standing in front of me. "Lex what is going on," he asked.

"Can I come in," I asked. He moved aside signaling me to walk forward. I did so and sat down on his couch. "Zack cheated on me," I straight up told him.

"What," he said in shock.

I nodded. "Walked in on him and Gena," I sighed.

"Lex I'm sorry," he said sitting down next to me. I shrugged my shoulders.

"Don't worry about it. I'll forgive him probably because I have a feeling it wasn't his fault," I explained.

"Lex you can't forgive him for cheating on you," he said.

"You're just saying that cause you love me Bri," I said looking at him.

"No I'm not just saying that Lex. Yes I love you but I don't want you to get hurt," he said looking into my eyes.

"Where's Zoe," I changed the subject.

"She's not coming over tonight," he said.

"Oh," I said.

"Why so sudden change of subject," he asked.

I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know maybe because I'm overreacting on all this and don't really wanna talk about it," I told him.

"You're not overreacting Lex. You act like this didn't even hurt you," he told me.

"Well you cheated on me what makes him different," I told him.

"I didn't cheat on you Lex. Michelle was just over here. We didn't do anything," he told me. "You overreacted there," he said. I looked at him.

"No Michelle was in your house," he cut me off.

"So what if she was in my house. She had a house key and let herself in. She wouldn't leave Lex," he explained. "I love you enough to never hurt you like that," he said looking in my eyes. I looked down at my feet. Brian cupped my face. "What made you think I would do that to you Lex. I love you," he said. I looked into his eyes. Next thing I knew Brian's lips were on mine.

The kiss suddenly intensified. Brian picked me up and carried me up to his room not breaking the kiss once. He laid me down on the bed and continued to kiss me. He moved to my neck and gently kissed it. I let out a soft moan as he continued. Brian removed my shirt and continued kissing me down my body. I removed his shirt and brought him back up to my mouth. We passionately kissed as I reached for his belt. I removed his pants and he did the same to me. Soon enough we were having sex.

I laid on Brian's chest heavily breathing. Did I just really have sex with Brian? The guy I've been trying to avoid and get over for a long time. Why am I so stupid? Oh god Zack. What am I going to tell him? And Zoe. What about her? God I'm such a fuck up. I tried to clear my thoughts and fall asleep. Finally, I succeeded.

The next morning I woke up with Brian cuddled up behind me. I turned over on my back. "You awake," he asked me.

"Yes," I said. He sat up.

"Good morning," he said happily.

"Brian this was a mistake. You know it was," I told him.

"I don't feel like it was a mistake Lex. It was meant to happen," he said.

"I'm engaged to Zack and you're with Zoe. This was completely and utterly wrong," I told him.

"You're just guilty Lex, but look who cheated on you," he said. I sighed.

"I think that's the only reason why I did this," I said. My phone started to ring. I picked up my pants and pulled it out of the pocket. "It's Zack," I sighed. I pressed answer and held it up to my ear. "Hello," I said.

"Lex can we talk," he asked.

"I was just about to come over Zee," I told him.

"Really," he said.

"Yes," I told him.

"Okay well then I'll just go and see you later then," he said.

"Okay," I hung up.

"Brian I have to stay with him. I love Zee," I told him. Brian's face filled with anger.

"He cheated on you Lex," he snapped.

"And it looks like I'm just as guilty," I snapped.

Brian sighed. "What is it going to take for you to realize he's not good for you Lex," he snapped.

"Brian you're not good for me. You're the one that made me completely miserable for years okay," I slipped on my clothes and stormed out. He ran out after me.

"Lex please," he said. "I'm sorry," he said.

"I don't need your sympathy Brian I came here for someone to talk to and you ended up fucking me. You're pathetic and just so you know I'm going to tell Zack about this because he deserves to know. So does Zoe," I yelled.

"You didn't fucking stop me," he yelled back. I looked at him opened the door and walked out. I slammed the door behind me and sped off.

I drove back home. I walked and saw Zack on the couch. "Zee," I said. He turned his head towards me.

"Lex," he said standing up.

"Stay," I said walking up to him.

"We need to talk," he said.

"I know," I sat down.

"I didn't cheat on you Lex," he said.

"You kissed Gena, Zack," I said.

"She kissed me right when you walked in," he explained.

"What," I asked confused.

"She came over to talk about everything and she just kissed me and I pushed her off of me," he explained. "I didn't mean for you to get hurt Lex," he said looking down in guilt.

"Zee I'm sorry," I told him. He looked up at me confused.

"Sorry for what you didn't do anything," he said. I sighed.

"I had sex with Brian last night," I said straight forward.