I spent a week crying over the fact I would never be able to start a family. Zack was pretty upset also, but he did all he could to make me feel better. He called up Matt and told him that they needed to push the tour forward a week due to all this. Zoe and Val insisted on staying with me and Zack helping me move out. They literally did all the work. In the week that we were there I got moved into his house and we were ready to just go back out to Europe and finish up the tour.

It was finally time for us to go back. I wanted to go but at the same time I didn't. "You ready to head out," Zack asked.

"Yeah," I said walking down the stairs.

"Are you doing okay today," he asked. I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Yes let's just get out of here. Maybe doing this will help me get all of this off of my mind," I told him. He placed a light kiss on my lips.

"It'll be okay," he told me. "Look forward to the bright side. We'll start planning our wedding soon," he said smiling. His beautiful green eyes looking deep into my soul.

"Sounds great," I smiled and gave him one last kiss.

"Alright let's go," he said. We grabbed a couple bags and headed out.

We arrived at the airport. The guys were waiting there for us with the bus. When we saw them we hurried over there so we could leave quickly. I could tell by their facial expressions they all felt terrible for the news we were given a week ago. Jimmy walked up to me and gave me a huge hug.

"I'm so sorry Lex," he whimpered.

"Don't worry about it Jimbo. I'm getting over it. I spent the last week crying over it. I think I'm to the point where I just don't care anymore," I told him. He pulled away and looked at me.

"Lex your childhood dream was to have the perfect family," he said. "I know how much that meant to you," he said.

I shrugged my shoulders. "I know that was, but nothing can change it," I told him.

"I know I just feel terrible," he said.

"Well let's stop talking about it and make the remainder of this trip wonderful," I told him.

He nodded. "Okay," he said. We got in the bus and headed for the next city.

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The rest of the tour went great. Going out there with the guys for a few months really did me some good. My mind was completely off the fact of the infertility. I was happy again like before. Sadly though it was our last night here in Argentina. Zack really wasn't around due to the fact he was having his signing. So I just sat there and hung out with Brian.

"So Lex you happy that you're engaged," he asked. I smiled and nodded.

"Yes I can't wait to be Lexy Baker," I said excitedly.

"Yeah I still wish you could be Lexy Haner though," he sighed. Whoa wait a minute what did he just say? Me and Zack have been together for little over a year now I figured he was over me by now.

"Brian I thought you were over me," I said.

"I'll never be completely over you Lex, but I can love someone almost equally and accept the fact that you love someone more than me," he told me.

"What about Zoe Brian," I asked sternly.

"What do you mean," he asked.

"You're not going to break her heart are you," I asked.

"No I love Zoe Lex," he said.

"Then why are you tell me that you love me," I asked.

"You should already know this," he said.

"Well I thought you were over me now that I am engaged to Zack," I told him. My anger was slowly rising. He gave me a confused look.

"Why are you so angry," he asked me.

"Because Brian you are with my best friend and I can't have you love me more than her," I told him.

"Who said I loved you more," he said. My face dropped.

"What," I said confused.

"I love her more Lex. If I didn't I wouldn't still be with her," he told me. Now I felt terrible for even bringing that up. I got up and stormed out of the bus and ran to Zack.

Zack saw me running towards him in tears. "Guys I'm sorry one sec," he said rushing towards me. I ran up to him and fell in his arms. "What is the matter Lex," he asked.

"I just need to be with you," I told him. He cupped my face and forced me to look at him.

"What happened," he asked.

"Nothing to worry about," I told him.

"Stop lying Lex. Tell me," he begged.

"Brian just told me he still loves me okay," I snapped. He let go of my face.

"What," he said.

"It's not a big deal just please get this over with so we can go home and get away from here," I said. I tried to walk away. Zack grabbed my arm.

"I thought you were going to stay with me," he said.

"Why you're pissed off at me," I told him.

He sighed angrily. "Lex why are you being like this," he asked.

"Because my life sucks okay," I pulled away and stormed off.

I found myself somewhere I didn't even know. People were everywhere. I just walked and stopped at an area where I could sit down. My phone started to ring. I pulled it out. "Hello," I answered.

"Where are you Lex," Zack asked.

"I went for a walk I'll be back later," I told him.

"We're about to go on stage can you please at least come say goodbye and a I love you," he asked.

"Yeah," I sighed. I hung up and walked back over to the buses. Zack was leaning against Avenged's bus.

"Hey," I said. He looked at me. You could see that he had been crying.

"Lex what has gotten into you," he asked.

"I'm sorry Zack really I am. Having Brian tell me that just pushed me over the edge," I said walking towards him.

"You still love me don't you," he asked.

"Of course I do Zee. I love you more than anything," I told him.

"Okay well can we put this behind us," he asked. I nodded.

"Of course," I said.

I spent the remainder ten minutes with him before he went on stage with the guys. Afterwards, we headed straight for a hotel and in the morning we would be heading out. I ignored Brian for the rest of the trip I didn't want anything to do with him. I'm even surprised Zack managed not to say anything to him.