Positive! I was pregnant! Great now I'll have to go back to Huntington and end this amazing trip. How was I going to tell Zack? He was extremely happy about the proposal I didn't want this to ruin it. I pulled out my phone and called Zoe.

"Hello," she answered.

"Hey Zoe," I said.

"What's wrong," she asked. "Isn't a concert going on right now," she asked.

"Yeah Zoe I'm pregnant," I said straight forward.

"What," she said shocked. "Are you sure," she asked.

"Yes I went and bought a test and did it and it was positive," I told her.

"Have you told Zack," she asked.

"No, Zoe he just proposed to me," I said.

"What are you serious," she asked excitedly. I wanted to squeal back in the phone with her and show how excited I really was about being engaged to him but I had bigger problems to worry about.

"Yeah," I said. "I wish I could be excited but no I have to fucking be pregnant," I whined. "And plus I just figured out I was pregnant," I said.

"Well you're going to have to tell him Lex," she said. "Are you positive it's his," she asked. I was shocked she even brought that into the question.

"Of course it's his," I snapped at her.

"I haven't slept with anyone in like two years except him," I said.

"Okay sorry just making sure," she said. I sighed. "How am I going to tell him," I asked.

"We're having such a great time down here. I don't want to leave," I said.

"Well Lex there's not much you can do," she said. "Why don't you on his next days off fly down here get a doctor’s appointment and get a for sure before you cancel your trip," she said.

"That's a good idea. I'll tell him after this concert and discuss that option with him," I told her.

"Okay give Brian a hug for me," she said happily.

"I will thanks Zoe," I said.

"No problem I'll talk to you later. I love you," she said happily.

"I love you too," I said hanging up. I walked back over to Jason and Matt Berry and stood there thinking of how to tell Zack.

The concert was finally over. Zack walked up to me and wrapped his sweaty self around me. "Hey fiancé," he said happily. I smiled at him.

"When you're done I really need to talk to you," I told him.

"Oh no you're not okay with the proposal are you," he asked worried.

"No, no, no Zack I'm extremely happy that we are engaged now. It's something else," I told him.

"Well is everything okay at least," he asked.

"I honestly don't know," I said truthfully. He sighed.

"Okay well let me take a shower then we'll talk," he said.

I nodded. "Okay," I said. He gave me a light kiss on my cheek and we walked out.

Zack took a quick shower then we walked back over to the bus. He sat down on the couch. "Okay what's going on," he asked. I sat down next to him and grabbed his hand.

"Zack... I'm pregnant," I forced myself to say. His eyes widened.

"What are, are you sure," he stuttered.

I nodded. "I think so. I bought a store test and it was positive, but I was thinking on your next few days off me and you should fly out to Huntington and get a for sure from a doctor," I told him.

"Yes definitely," he said.

"I hope you're not mad at me or anything," I said letting go of his hand.

"No Lex. No why would I be mad," he said wrapping his arms around me. "I would love to have a child with you. I just don't think right now is the best time. I mean Avenged is just really starting to hit it off. We're constantly wanted in venues and festivals. If we had a kid now all that would have to stop," he said.

"No it wouldn't have to stop I just couldn't be with you through it all," I said.

"No I wouldn't let you raise our child by yourself Lex,' he said.

"Zack you have a responsibility of going out and giving the world the amazing music you guys come up with. I'll be fine raising this child on my own," I explained to him. He shook his head.

"I'm not going to let it happen," he said. Matt walked in the door with Jimmy.

"There you guys are," Matt said.

"What the fuck guys just ditch us," Jimmy said.

"Sorry guys me and Lex had to talk," Zack told them.

"Wait you guys are still engaged right," Jimmy asked.

"Yes of course we are just another problem," Zack said.

"I'm pregnant," I said straight forward. Their jaws dropped. Matt gave me a look of I told you so but still had a shocked face.

"What," they said in unison.

"We're not totally positive yet, but the day after tomorrow when we get the five days off we're gonna fly back home to go to the doctor and then either me or both of us will fly back," Zack said.

"Okay we can postpone the tour a little if you need to guys," Matt said. I shook my head.

"Absolutely not. You guys have to keep going. You have a few more months left here. Based upon what the doc tells me will determine what will happen," I told them. They disagreed and forced me to let Zack stay with me and they'll just postpone the tour 'til after the baby was born. I was pissed off for a little but soon got over it.

I told Brian the news and he actually seemed to be happy. I gave him the hug that Zoe wanted and it made him a lot better. After the show we drove to the next town and got a hotel. It was great sleeping in a big bed with Zack. The only sucky part was all the fans surrounding him. We finally got inside the room and had time to ourselves. We just cuddled and talked about everything from the proposal to the pregnancy to our future. We were going to get the baby out of the way before we started to plan the wedding. We both wanted a huge wedding with all of our family and friends. Soon we both kind of drifted off into a sleep cuddling together.

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Zack and I got off the plane in Ontario. We had Val pick us up and take us back home. She was really excited that we were expecting a little one. I wish I was. It was great to be back home, though. Val dropped us off at my house because that's where Zack was staying before.

"Lex," Zack said.

"Yeah," I asked.

"I think you should move in with me," he said smiling.

"Really," I said laughing.

"Fuck yeah. We're getting married and possibly having a baby we need a bigger house then this," he said laughing.

"Plus, I have a huge mansion sitting alone and empty a little while away," he said.

"Well if you pack up my stuff and move it," I said jokingly.

"You know I'll do it," he said laughing.

"Well I think it's a great idea honestly," I said.

"I'll put in a thirty day notice once we have time to get it done," I told him. He nodded.

"Call the doc," he said.

"Already did. I have an appointment tomorrow at noon," I said.

"Wow you're on top of things," he said laughing.

"Mhmm," I said.

We kind of took it easy the first day back. Zoe and Val came over and spent the day with us. They discussed everything and demanded that they would help me move into Zack's this week. I doubt it would happen but whatever.

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The next day I got up and took a shower. I got ready and everything. Zack wanted to go with me so he got ready also. I was surprised he wanted to go. I mean paparazzi seeing Zacky Vengeance at a prenatal care unit. That's a good story!

We got to the doctors and patiently waited to be called in. "Lexy Hall," a nurse called from a door way. Me and Zack got up and hurried into the hallway. She took us down a hall and into a room. I sat up on the bed while Zack sat in the chair at the bottom of the bed.

"Okay Mrs. Hall you're expecting, right," she asked.

"I just need a for sure answer if I'm pregnant or not. I took a test and it was positive so yeah," I explained.

"Okay the doctor will be in shortly and we'll get you to a sonogram machine," she said.

"Okay," I said. She took down all my information and everything and walked out. My stomach was turning. I was so nervous I couldn't even think straight. The doctor soon walked in. He asked me some questions and took me to the machine. He squeezed the cold gel on my stomach and put the instrument on it and moved it around. Mine and Zack's eyes were glued on the screen.

"Um Lexy I got good news and bad news," he said.

"Really," I asked worried. I looked at Zack. He had a worried expression also.

"Well you're not pregnant and that's the good news. I could tell you were worried about that," he said removing the instrument and cleaning it off. "I think we should take you to get an exam," he said.

"What why," I asked.

"It doesn't look right to me," he said.

"Have you been having an abdominal pain," he asked.

"I've always had abdominal pain," I told him.

"Okay well there is a possible chance you could have Pelvic Inflammatory Disease. It's important that we get you tested right away and start your treatment," he told me.

"What," I said. My stomach dropped. "If I have that then there is a possible chance I could never have kids," I said starting to freak out.

"I know we'll do everything we can, but right now it's important we check," he said. I looked at Zack. I'll never forget his facial expression. It was literally every emotion.

The doctor did a lot of tests to see if I had the disease. Zack was standing by me the whole time holding my hand. The doctor told us we would have the results pretty quick because he put urgent on it. Zack and I waited out in the waiting room for about two hours. We were worried sick. Finally the doctor came out. "Mrs. Hall," he said. I stood up and walked up to him.

"Did you get the results," I asked.

"Yes," he said opening the folder.

"Well," I said.

"You are positive for it. It's important that we get you on some antibiotics and get this cleared up. You will have to come in for appointments and I'm sorry to tell you this, but you are infertile," he said. My heart fell. I was never going to be able to start a family. I burst out into tears and fell into Zack's arms. How could this happen to me?