The first month of the trip was amazing. Zack and I spent his days off sight-seeing and going to places I never thought I would ever be able to go to. We tried exotic foods and stuff like that. It was really amazing.

"Zack you're due to the table," Matt yelled from the front of the bus.

"Okay," he yelled back. He had to go out to Vengeance University merchandise table for a signing. "Don't have too much fun without me," he said laughing. I looked at him and smiled.

"I love you," I told him kissing him softly. He ran out of the bus. Matt walked back.

"Lex," he said.

"Yeah," I said turning around looking at him.

"I think you're pregnant," he said. My eyes widened.

"What," I said shocked.

"Lex seriously look at yourself. You're having all the symptoms," he said.

"I'm not pregnant Matt we were protected every time we had sex," I explained.

"It's not 100% effective," he said. I shook my head.

"I know I'm not Matt," I said.

"Okay, I’m just telling you,” he said walking out. I sat down on mine and Zack's bunk. I started to think about what Matt told me. I couldn't be pregnant that would ruin everything. I would have to go home and end this amazing trip. I laid down and looked up and just thought about everything.

Brian walked in. "Hey Lex," he said sitting down at the end of the bunk.

I sat up. "Hey," I said.

"What's wrong," he asked.

"Nothing just thinking about stuff," I said.

"Like," he asked.

"I don't know. How amazing this trip is and everything," I lied.

"Oh," he said.

"What's wrong with you," I asked.

"Oh nothing just missing Zoe," he said.

"Why don't you call her," I asked him.

"I just got off the phone with her. She's busy at the shop I guess so she couldn't talk," he said upset. I sat up and hugged him.

"It'll be okay," I told him. I pulled away.

"You'll be back home soon back in her arms and you guys can be happy for a period of time before you run off again," I told him.

"I'm thinking of asking her just to move in with me and to quit her job. I can support her on my own," he told me.

"Well Bri that's her choice. She might say yes, but she could say no," I told him.

He nodded. "I know," he said. Matt came walking in.

"Zack called for you. He wants you over at the table," he said. I looked at him confused.

"Why," I asked.

"I don't know," he said laughing.

I looked at Brian. "It'll be okay. I promise," I said getting up and walking out. I got in a golf cart and was driven to the table.

I got out and was let into this caged area. I smiled at Zack and walked up to him. There were fans surrounding the fencing. There were just about to open up the gate. "Why'd you call me here," I asked.

"I don't know. I thought it would be cool if you came and saw all this," he told me. He sat down and got a stack of posters out and a sharpie. I pulled up a chair out of the way and sat down. I watched all the fans excitement in their eyes as Zacky Vengeance, my love, signed a piece of paper and took a quick picture of them. I wonder what would happen if they knew who I was? They probably do and they probably wanna kill me. Jason Berry was standing there helping Zack with everything. They were so serious.

After about thirty five minutes the signing ended. Zack grabbed my hand and we rushed to the golf cart and rode back. "It's amazing how they cherish you," I told him laughing.

"Yeah I know, huh," he said smiling.

"I want you to hang out by the stage tonight," he told me. I looked at him.

"I always do," I told him. "I love watching you guys kick ass on stage," I said.

"I know but still I just wanted to make sure," he said laughing.

"Okay," I said. Everyone got ready for the concert. It was the normal routine. Bri spent hours in the bathroom doing his hair while Zack spent an hour picking what glasses he would wear. Finally they were on their way out. They told everyone to have a great show and to kick ass. I stood at the side of the stage with the Berry's. I loved those guys.

"Hey Berlin. How y'all doing out there," Matt yelled out to the crowd. The crowd screamed. "Tonight is gonna be a kick ass show," he said.

"Yeah Shads but first you know what I discussed with you," Zack said into the mic. Matt looked over at him and smiled.

"Of course, do your thing," Matt said.

"Okay so this has never been done before by us. As most of you know I've been with a girl named Lex for almost a year now. And you guys this girl is amazing. I've known her for years," he said. Jason Berry walked up to me and patted me on the back.

"This is your cue," he said laughing. I looked at him.

"What do you mean," I asked. He pointed out to Zack.

"Get ready for the surprise of your lifetime," he said. I listened to what Zack was saying.

"Lexy Hall is the best girl in the world. At first she loved the infamous Synyster Gates but now we're happily together," he said. He turned and looked my way and smiled. "Lex will you come out here," he said smiling. I felt my face turn bright red. I slowly walked out. The crowd yelled in excitement. "Okay you guys this is Lex," he said. I waved my hand. "The reason for me doing this though is," he said taking off his guitar. Matt grabbed it. He got down on one knee. "I know we haven't been together for that long Lex, but I love you more than anything in the world and I would love to spend the rest of my life with you. Will you marry me," he asked me, his smiling going from one ear to the other; his eyes looking deep into mine. My heart swelled up with emotion. I couldn't believe he did this in front of a crowd. It meant so much to me. My eyes started to fill with tears. Zack pulled out a gorgeous ring. I nodded my head and slipped in on my finger. The crowd went wild and Zack jumped up and hugged me. Based upon all the proposal stories mine is by far the best. I walked off the stage and back where I was before. I was so happy but then I started to think. What if I was pregnant? I definitely needed to go get a test.

"Hey Jason," I yelled over the music. He pulled me into the back room.

"What," he said.

"I'm gonna go run somewhere real quick. If Zack notices tell him I'll be back," I told him. He nodded and walked back off stage. I walked out. There was a store down the street from the arena. It was close enough to walk.

I got to the store and bought two pregnancy tests. I paid for them and ran back to arena. I went into one of the bathrooms and did the first test. I patiently waited. That was the longest three minutes of my life. It was finally time. I picked up the test and stared at the results.