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Shepherd of Fire

I Am Your Lust

"Really? Already? Congratulations, I guess?" Synyster gently pulled away from me and laid back.
Shadows and I looked lovingly at one another and nodded. Honestly, I didn't even care if it was like the last birth again, as long as He always looked at me like that.
Gates stood up and pulled his pants back on, "I'll leave you guys to it. Thanks for including me, that was fucking hot." He leaned over and gave me a kiss before leaving as he chuckled lightly to himself.

I turned to my King, "What happened with the Elite?" I tried to ask confidently. I didn't want to bring it up, but I had to show Shadows that I deserved to be His Queen and was not a pushover that would only sleep in His room and have His babies.

The loving look in His eyes was replaced with flashing red eyes as He pushed me under Him. His wide grin was wicked and dominatingly playful, "Wouldn't you like to know?" He got in my face and hissed through clenched teeth, "None of your business, sweetheart." And just like that, I suddenly had the Demon from earlier that day back in our bedroom.

Gathering all the courage I had, I flipped Him under me and squeezed my hands around His thick neck. Normally, I wouldn't be able to pull off this move, but I had clearly surprised Him and His eyes teased back at me as His hands went to my ass. He thought I was being playful back, but He was about to find otherwise.

I narrowed my eyes and hissed at Him like He had at me while my hands went tighter, "I'm not just the mother of your children, Shadows. I am Queen. You made me such. Treat me like one or I'm leaving you."

For torturous moments on end the air was thick with horrible silence. His eyes searched mine, as He at first didn't believe me to be serious. I held His gaze and blazed my eyes back until He clearly understood that I was. I didn't back down.

Suddenly huge arms were wrapped tight around me as He pulled me into Him and possessively claimed my lips in His. Satan passionately moved His hands all over me, His lips quickly moving over my jawline and down my neck hotly as He growled--
"My Queen."

After He fucked me again, my nipples began leaking and soon I had James in my arms again while we both looked down into His beautiful face. Shadows kissed my forehead.
"The Elite needed a show of power. They have been talking because I haven't been seen enough. Rumors of me going soft. So I destroyed five of them. Now they want a ceremony to celebrate the birth of our first son. I told them I'd consider it."
"We do need to be out in public more often. Together." I looked insistently up at Him.
"Yes, together."

As we were all settling in to go to sleep, I realized there was a small ache inside and I looked down. Shadows' hand rubbed over my tummy, "You're already growing. This shouldn't take long."

Once again, I wanted to go on missions and couldn't--I was growing too fast. I missed my teenager and wondered how much he'd been corrupted. But not only could I not go on missions, I could hardly leave our bed. The growing and still feeding another baby took all of my energy, no matter how much I ate. Shadows made sure I got anything I needed and held me as much as He could--He could tell I was uncomfortable and tired. I insisted He get out to make sure His legions and demons saw Him out and about, but He was never gone for very long--which made me extremely happy. I did my best to keep Him sexually satisfied, but I could tell I fell a little short.
Almost two weeks went by and now I had a babbling James next to me in bed most of the time, until one day he was walking and started getting into all kinds of trouble. That's when I had to call the caretaker in to help me, since now I was huge and could hardly get out of bed.
A surprised Shadows strode in the room after a mission one day and looked down to find James running up to Him and wrapping His leg in two small arms. His eyes raised to mine in surprise, "He's walking?"
I grinned and watched as Shadows swept James up in His arms and tossed him in the air a few times. James giggled gleefully, which made my King beam with pride and made me sigh.
"Hey there, little guy. You're growing up so fast." He held our boy into His side as a little hand poked at His dimples.


Shadows eyes sparkled at James and then over at me, "Never thought I'd be called THAT name." He finally said as He bounced James on a hip. The two were purely adorable.
"I have no idea how he even knows that word," I smiled as they came over to me and the Devil sat on the edge of the bed next to me--all His attention on His little boy who kept happily talking in nonsensical words.

"How's mommy feeling today? You haven't been bothering her, right?" Shadows tickled our little boy. James giggled and his Father let him crawl to me.

"Mommy's fat." James poked at my swollen belly as I quirked an eyebrow at him and Satan laughed, "Why is mommy fat?"
Now he was speaking in sentences?
Shadows shook his head, also surprised, "You're going to have a little brother or sister very soon. Do you know what that means?"
James shook his darkening hair in agreement, "I sleep with you tonight, mommy?" He curled up to me and killed me with cuteness.
"Sure, baby."

In the dead of night, I woke to the sounds of my own screaming. The pain was twice as bad as the moment Shadows had ripped James out of me. I leaned forward, hugging my belly and crying. James was startled awake and soon alarmed and crying. My Love picked him up and carried him away from the bed.

"Your mother's about to bring your sister or brother into the world, James. Right now you have to stay with the caretaker, but you'll be back as soon as it's born, okay?"
"Mommy's hurt." He sobbed.
Shadows kissed the little boy's head, "She'll be fine, James. We'll see you soon."

And then James was gone and the Dark One was by my side again. The pain wasn't as bad currently, but now a wash of just enough pain to turn me on. I could feel Him dragging His eyes over me, "You okay, darlin'?"
I leaned back into my pillow and bit my lip, letting myself enjoy it as I brought my knees up, "Please, Shads...."
He stood at the end of the bed, tapping His finger to His mouth in thought, "Would you like to get Synyster in here?"
"What!?" I shouted. Why was He not just licking me already?
"You know He loves to fuck women into labor--his all time fantasy is fucking someone while she's in labor the whole time."
"The baby....am I not dilated?"
He looked at me, "Not at all, honey."

Damn. I thought with this much pain at the beginning, I'd be farther along, "I don't care, Shads, just somebody fuck me, please--" I was shamelessly begging.

Then there he was, gawking at me as he stood next to Shadows with his arms crossed.
"Holy. fuck."
I could still tell it was Synyster, but he looked completely different, "Doing the pool boy thing again, Gates?" I questioned as I writhed in front of him.
He'd clearly forgotten to change back from the form he took on earth. Synyster always took a form that was still a version of himself. Leave it to Gates to be that full of himself.

This version was so young. His hair wasn't black or long, but shorter and a dark blonde. His frame was still cut, but not quite so built. And all he wore was swim trunks. He smirked when he remembered I had a thing for teenage boys. Apparently we were each other's fantasies right now.

Syn turned to the Devil, "You're seriously letting me--?"
Shadows popped both dimples and handed him a condom, "Go for it. Just to warn you, if I get too excited watching this, I'm fucking you while you fuck her."
Gates just shrugged before losing the swim trunks and gaining an erection.

"You have any idea how fucking hot you are right now, Diem?" He rolled on the condom and slid all the way inside me. I groaned in relief and bit my lip as my eyes skirted down his young body. His light brown eyes met mine as he began thrusting into me-- one of his hands rubbing over my belly.
"Come on, baby. I know you like pain so you must be close. Come for me."

I cried out as my orgasm hit me as hard as his cock was. When I glanced back up, I could see my Evil One step up behind Synyster and look down at me. With one hand, He reached around Gates and rubbed my belly before standing back up, "She is beautiful isn't she?" He leaned into Syn's ear, His eyes burning lustfully into mine as He ripped open another condom with His teeth, "Is that young ass even tighter, Gates?"

I quickly inhaled when I could tell that Satan had entered Synyster. Young Syn's eyes closed as his head dropped back onto Shadows' shoulder.
"Oh, fuck." It came out a deep, hoarse whisper as he continued fucking me.

The Dark One's head fell forward as He clenched His eyes shut, His hair falling in His face. All I could see was His beautiful face and His large hands gripping Syn by the hips. Watching Gates jerk at every thrust was beyond hot.
"I haven't had her in a whole goddamn day, Gates, so this will be quick." Shadows grunted and my eyes rolled back at the echoing, needy sound of His raspy voice.
In answer, Synyster picked up his pace as he held onto my knees.

Once again I was writhing underneath them, so extremely wet and turned on--between the pain and the getting fucked and young Synyster and watching them fuck.
"Gates!" I screamed and grabbed at the sheets, "I'm coming, oh fuck baby--"

Synyster let my pussy pull it out of him and he clenched his jaw as Shadows slammed into him one last time. We all cried out in a beautiful trio of mutual orgasm and as it hit me hard and light flashed and nightmare spun--the pain hit all at once.

The two immediately retreated from me and each other when they heard my distinctly different, last scream. Gates suddenly became his normal self again. First, we all looked down to my now flat belly. Then we all looked over and stared, jaws on the floor, at the sight before us.

A fully grown teenager stood there and looked at us--head tilted back cockily--dressed in one of the hottest get ups I'd ever seen. He had black spiky hair that covered some of his face, out of which peered eerily light blue eyes that were rimmed with loads of black makeup. He was very tall and thin--his long legs wrapped in tight black jeans that ended in studded boots and hung extremely low on his hips. His already tattooed chest and arms were naked--only covered by an open, sleeveless black jean jacket. Other than the tattoos, he was covered in random marks of black, including two that outlined the muscles just inside his hips that disappeared into his jeans, leading to where my eyes wandered as I swallowed hard.
What the flying fuck? Was I attracted to my own son?
After he let us gawk for a few moments, his lips spread into a wide grin and his eyes flashed wide, "When do we get to fuck?!?"

Of course Me and Shadows had created a fuck demon.


Young Syn: (he's not very blonde here, but you get the idea)

Just to be VERY clear, I don't condone, nor am I interested in incest--this is just where my story
happened to go and it's about to get a little weird!!!
Heretic called it being Andy, which I kind of hinted at a few chapters back in a comment.


A year?! No way! Sooo sorry guys! I do love this story but man am I stuck! Other stories have captivated my attention, plus I'm trying to re-write Blinded into an actual story to try and get printed :)
I will consult with Overneath, she's really great at jumpstarting me sometimes!

violetshade violetshade

A year, Shade. A whole year. I've been patient. Please?

Buggaloo Buggaloo

It's been 2 months. I'm pouting over here. I need more.

synology synology

Haha, thanks for the reminder! Good to know this is still being read, lol!!

violetshade violetshade

I need moooore.

synology synology