Lost ... For Love and Phone

Izzie felt the blush take over her face. It was one thing to be in thoughts about the previous night, but to actually tell someone was something completely different.

“I-“ she started, but she couldn’t find the words. She felt even worse about the whole thing now all these hours had passed, now she was out of the haze of being with Matt. Mia didn’t push her friend. She could almost see the inner struggle going on. She knew the story would come eventually.

Izzie started pacing the room, while Mia put on some comfortable clothes and settled on the couch that was in the corner of their room. Izzie had stopped in front of the window and just stared outside “I never even planned to let it go this far, Mia, I swear”
“I know you didn’t” Mia replied softly, understanding her friend need the confirmation. But she didn’t say it just to comfort her friend, she meant ever word of it.
“I don’t know where to start” Izzie shot her friend a look in desperation. A simple nod from Mia seemed all the encouragement she needed to start anyway.

She started to tell Mia about how Matt and her talked for hours after he had taken the seat next to her. Mia had so many questions, but she was afraid to ask, scared it would stop the storytelling all at once.

“Ofcourse I was sad when we decided to end the night and head to our rooms, but I never meant for this to happen. You have to believe me, Mia, I would never do that to his wife, or his kids”
“But you kind of did, hun” Their friendship had always been based on telling each other the truth, even if it was harsh. Izzie bent her head in embarrassment, knowing her friend was right.

“I still don’t really understand what happened. He is really nice, Mia, he really is just like he seems. Serious when you talk to him, funny at the right times, super charming, flirty at moments. I’m pretty sure I wasn’t imagining that” She paused for a second, her gaze settling on her friend.

“We talked about the album, about the launch. They plan on doing all these extra things” she looked at her friend enthusiastically “He wouldn’t tell me what, but he was so happy about their plans. We had fun, we just talked, I never expected to-“
“Wasn’t there a spark? Something which made you realize this could happen?”
“I thought I was imagining things, I thought I was having a stupid crush on the man we joked so much about, I thought all the fanfiction had gotten to my head. I thought I was just fangirling over the singer of my favorite band”

Silence came over them again. Guilt pulled over Izzie’s face and Mia thought it was time to lighten the mood.

“So? Are the stories true?”
“What stories?”
“You know. The pin. The horse-“
“MIA!!!”
“Come on, you can’t keep this story to yourself!” Mia giggled, amused by Izzie’s shocked and embarrassed face.

“He was… Really sweet and kind”
“That’s no answer to my question”
“Do you want to hear the story or what?” Izzie snapped
Mia pretended to lock her mouth and throw away the key, leaning back on the couch. Izzie let herself fall down on the bed and started talking, taking her back to a little over 24 hours ago.

“Please come to my room with me”
“But-“ Izzie started, knowing damn well she would cave in the end. The man had a strong impact on her, something she didn’t quite foresee.
“Please. I normally don’t do this” Izzie raised her brow at him “No. Really. That has been long behind me, but I don’t want this night to end yet. Please”

If she was honest there wasn’t much hesitation. She nodded and stood back against the elevator wall with a calm she didn’t really feel. When the elevator stopped, Matt stepped forward to the exit, holding his hand out, asking her permission one last time. When Izzie put her hand in his, he got a beautiful smile on his face. The butterflies in Izzie’s stomach woke up and got more and more active with ever step she took holding Matt’s hand.

In front of his hotel room door, he looked at her with a boyish grin as he grabbed his keycard and gained entrance. This is how all those rockstars do it Izzie thought. But she entered the room anyway as Matt motioned for her to go first. She could feel his eyes on her. She was afraid to turn around, afraid of what she would find. Sure. She felt brave when she agreed to come with him, but that bravery had faded away. Now she was kinda scared, yet excited. Was she really doing this?

She stood still to look around the room. His room was more of a suite. A large suite. It was beautiful. It was almost a shame this room was only booked for one person. “Are your rooms always this big? Or do you guys still share rooms?” She was babbling, nerves taking over completely.

Izzie was aware of his presence behind her before she felt his touch on her skin. He moved her hair out of her neck and put it all on one side. She felt him move even closer, his front against her back. His arm snaked around her middle, his hand landing on her stomach. His other hand moved up and down her bare arm, sending tingles all through her body. Goosebumps broke out on her skin when she felt his breath, just before he put his lips on the free side of her neck. She thought she would explode. Such a simple touch, such a simple kiss, sending her into a frenzy already. His mouth moved over her neck, putting little kisses on every bit of skin he could find. When he finally stopped right under her ear, she was so wired, she wished he would just take her. Right there on that spot.

“Matt” she moaned, leaning her head even more to the side to give him more room to work with. He didn’t seem to hear her plea. And if he did, he chose to not do anything with it. Izzie pushed her body back and she was pleased to notice this little seduction of his didn’t only get her hot and bothered, but hadn’t left him untouched either.

Him touching her must have been one of the most exciting experiences she ever had, but then again, she wasn’t that experienced after all. So, when Matt turned her around in his arms and carefully kissed her lips, she was afraid she would collapse under the weight of the stimulation of all her senses. His taste, his smell, the touch of his lips, the little noises he made, it was almost too much for her.

Matt’s kiss was careful, sweet and testing. It was like he was once more looking for the confirmation of her really wanting this. If she hadn’t been completely love drunk by this man she would have realized she needed to stop, but she couldn’t. She couldn’t tell her body not to want this, her mind wasn’t strong enough to say the words or move away from him. Guess she was really doing this.
“It’s been such a long time since I did this, I don’t even know if I’m still any good at it” He blushed as he softly spoke against her lips. Izzie was surprised by his remark, but she figured he meant that it had been a long time with anyone but his wife. And his wife wasn’t something Izzie wanted to think about. She didn’t want to have this conversation, she really didn’t want to talk at all. So let her actions be the answer.

She put her mouth to his again, harder this time, more sure, showing him that she was definitely going through with this. Matt showed some surprise, but then he pulled her closer and put everything in the kiss. Izzie clamped her hands to his shirt, feeling she needed something to hold on before her knees would give in.

Their kisses went from exploring to passionate and Matt groaned when he took Izzie’s bottom lip between his teeth. His hands moved up to her neck, holding her right in place for him to let his tongue slip into the inviting warmth of her mouth. Their tongues touched, performing some hot battle. Izzie moaned at Matt’s expertise in kissing. She wanted to tell him that he was still very good at ‘this’. He had made her lose ever bone in her body and they were only kissing.

Matt pushed his body even more to her, not leaving a breath between them. Izzie slid her arms around his neck. Her fingers moved at the base of his head, her nails going over his scalp. His beard tickled her face. She was sure she would never chose a man with a beard, but with him. Everything would go.

They made their way to the bed, never once taking a break from the kissing. The closer they got to the bed, the more control they lost, the more their hands were finding a way of their own. Hands everywhere made sure Izzie lost her blouse somewhere and her top was quick to follow. Her being in only her bra didn’t make her feel cold at all. Matt’s hot hand over her body, over her stomach, over the hills of her breasts made her feel like her skin was on fire.

When the back of Izzie’s knees touched the bed and she fell back on it, Matt let her go. He looked at her with a grin, making Izzie laugh.
“What are you thinking? You look like you have a secret. A dirty one” she asked him seductively.
“Oh, I wish it was a secret, but I’m afraid anyone who ever met you knows already.”
He pulled off his shirt and Izzie held her breath when he revealed his muscled torso. She couldn’t wait to explore all his tattoos, finally find out what more he had besides the one she always saw on pictures. She licked her lips at the thought. Then she looked back up to his face, seeing all her lust reflected in his eyes.
“You better let me in on that secret too, because I have no idea what you talk about and that seems hardly fair”

Matt sat on the bed, right at Izzie’s feet and crawled over to her, his hands touching her every second her body was close enough.
“Well,” he teased, kissing up her neck until he reached her ear “That you are beautiful” he kissed her a little more “And sexy”. Izzie smiled in delight, but her breath got stuck when he stopped kissing and laid on top of her, staring in her eyes.
“But maybe I do have a secret for you, at least, I really hope not everyone knows” he nibbled on Izzie’s ear before he whispered “I’m totally hot for you”

That one little sentence set them off completely. Matt’s mouth found Izzie’s in a feverish kiss, a kiss that quickly escalated. Clashing teeth, tongues meshing, lips that were eager to find the other’s. Izzie put her hands on the sides of Matt’s head, making sure he stayed exactly where he was, close to her, his mouth on hers.

Matt turned them around, putting her right on top of him. He sat up, Izzie on his lap. This was just the position for him to finally take off that last piece of clothing that was so annoyingly in his way. He unclasped Izzie’s bra and quickly pulled the piece of underwear from between them. He leaned back a little, earning a groan from Izzie. She didn’t want him to stop kissing her, but when one hand enclosed her breast and Matt’s mouth found its way to suck on her other nipple, she had already forgotten what she complained about seconds earlier. She started moving on his lap, her hips making an upward movement, grinding Matt’s hips, creating just the right amount of friction for her.

“Shit Izzie, don’t stop doing that” Matt groaned, looking up to her with lust filled eyes. Izzie attacked his mouth again, their combined breaths everything either of them needed to survive. Izzie moved her hands between them, opening up Matt’s jeans. There was no way she would be able to take it off in this position, but neither would Matt be with hers. She had to put a clear image of what was going to happen in her mind, before she was able to move away from him.
“What are you doing?! Where are you going?!” Matt complained, reaching out for her already.
“Take off your pants” Izzie replied breathlessly as she did the same. Matt was next to her within a blink of an eye and kicked off his jeans. Then his hands were on her again. Their mouths found each other again. Matt put his hands on her ass and lifted her off the ground. Izzie wrapped her legs around his waist. She felt Matt’s arousal against her panties.

“I want you Matt” Izzie moaned. With only his underwear on, Matt’s excitement was on full display. When he laid them both down on the bed again and started to grind on Izzie, she was pretty sure she would come. Just like that. But Matt had different plans. He pulled Izzies panties down and his fingers found her all wet and ready for him. He couldn’t help but let his fingers slip in. Izzie’s wetness sucked him in completely. When Matt started to curl his fingers Izzie was gone. She arched her back and stiffened as her orgasm came over her. Spasms took over her body and Matt looked at the storm going on inside her eyes. He was ready to explode by the sight.

He quickly moved to his nightstand to get a condom and slipped it on. Izzie, barely down from her cloud, gasped when she saw Matt take off his boxers and roll on the condom.
“Holy shit. The stories are true” Her heavy lidded eyes weren’t able to pull away from the sight. Matt encircling his cock with his hand, pumping it up and down a few times. He chuckled at her remark and then moved over her “I’ll be careful”
“Please don’t”

Matt didn’t need to have that said a second time, but he entered Izzie slowly anyway. Her eyes squinted and a frown came over her face. It had been a while for her and even though she wanted him to do her good, her body told her to take it easy. Matt kissed her, making her forget about the uncomfortable feeling she was having right now. He drove her crazy with his kisses, while he kept entering her until he was fully seated.

“Shit.” Izzie cursed “Why the hell do you need to have a horse cock?!” She asked more to herself than she expected an answer from her bed partner. Matt grinned “I don’t know… Guess my dad had something to prove or something when he added the appendixes” Izzie laughed with him and felt the pain fade away, a tingling feeling taking over her. She lifted her hips and moved against Matt “Are you sure?”
Izzie nodded. Matt slowly began to move. His thrusts short and slow at first, but soon Izzie met his movements and Matt knew he could grant her desire to not take it easy.

He pulled out almost fully and thrust back in in one go. Izzie held her breath as he did it again, and again. She pulled him close, body to body, as he slammed into her. When her muscles started to contract, Matt slowed the pace, and alternated the dept of his thrusts. Every time Izzie thought her orgasm was close, Matt changed. When he finally reached the point of no return, Izzie was so ready for it. With a few more hard thrusts, Matt began to shake, pulling her close, breathing heavily in her neck. Izzie followed him quickly, prolonging Matt’s orgasm by her inner muscles that pulled him in even more.

“Holy shit” Izzie breathed when she finally found some content to her lungs again.
“You can say that again” Matt fell down next to her, but pulled her to him immediately, kissing her deeply.
“That was-“
“Uhuh” Matt agreed. He stepped out of bed to get rid of the condom and came back to her again. He spooned Izzie and pulled the comforter over them. It was as if it was completely normal to him that she would stay. He just put his arm around her and it wasn’t long before she felt his breathing even. There was no doubt he had fallen asleep.

All Izzie could think though was What have I done?

Notes

There you go! Chapter 3 of this story. Some insight on what happened that night.
How do you guys like it? Let me know if you are reading :)