Mary's Pov


Can this day get any worse. I didn't think he was going do something that crazy just to prove to me, he loves me and wasn't drunk. I should of stopped him, why did just watch him, crave 'Mary' in the only spot on he left upper arm by his arm pit that had no ink at all. That one spot drove me nuts it had nothing, since his arms were covered in tattoos.
I put my head on his chest and he still had heart beat. Okay he is alive but passed out maybe, I was so busy being a bitch to him this morning, we didn't even have breakfast, at all. I think I know what to do.


I gave him a kiss on the lips to see if that would wake him up. It didn't. But I think I know something that may work, I use to cut my self all the time and would pass out from it, that my dad would always freak out and revive me with some weird thing he break and and out under my nose. That high school was hell for me, wish I would went to the same high school with the guys, since they all loved me and didn't give rats ass I was fat.


I went to my purse not sure if I had any at all, since when Brian bought me this pink Chanel purse I pretty much thew out, the one I had at the start of the tour.
I found one and went back over to him and hoped it still worked. The moment I snapped it and out under his nose the smell got to me it smelled as bad as Jimmy farting when I came out that room, since I believed what Zack said to me about Brian.


Brian shot up and gasped for air. The way he shot up made me think of Dracula rising out of his coffin. I threw that stinky stick on the floor and put my arms around him the best I could.


“Don't ever fucking do that again. You scared me to death, I don't want lose you! I love you” I screamed at him as I let him go and went over the mini fridge not caring if the band got billed for it.


I looked inside and grabbed a small bottle of orange juice. I went back to him. Handed it to him and sat next to him on the edge of the bed looking at him. He looked so pale, like he must died and came back. He keep looking at me as just gulped the OJ, then threw the bottle on the floor.


His color was slowly coming back but it still had me hurting, wondering if I wouldn't of revived him he would of died. I just started to cry.
He put his arms around me.


“Baby don't cry I'm sorry! Look, I didn't die” he said.


“You almost did and I would of died from a broken heart. Yes I fucking love you! I can just be real bitch , just like you can be a real mean asshole” I yelled.
I heard someone knocking on the door.


“What's going on in their you two fighting again” Matt yelled.


“Mind your own damn fucking business Matt” both me and Brian yelled at the same time , which made us laugh.


“Fuck you Sid and Nancy! Let Sid kill you and then he can die from a drug over dose. “Matt yelled as we heard him storm off.


“Really were those punk icons? “ I said looking at Brian. Who was smiling at me. The bandanna on his arm was all red.


“Well they did love each to the death and fought way to much like us” Brian said as he hugged me tighter.


'Yeah I see his point, but whatever. I still need time to really believe you do love me and being drunk had noting to do with it. But don't you do something like that crazy again or I will be the Sid in this relationship and stab you in the stomach in our hotel room” I said as looked into his eyes and did see some love in them for me. He gave me kiss and felt so nice , him kissing me and him not drunk.


He got up and helped me up since it was hard for me, due to that damn cast on my left arm. Glad it was on my left arm since I'm right handed, but knew it was going to be hell on the road. But the bright side was I do think Brian dose love me and I'm sure he going to take care of me.
Brian closed his suitcase and made sure he didn't forget anything and we headed to the door. I wonder what the maid going to think when she the blood on the floor and bed. From Brian's insane way to show me he wasn't drunk and did love me.


When we got on the bus and we put our suitcases in the back, next to the guys and their girls suitcase. They all looked at us and zoned in on Brian's arm and the blood soaked bandanna he had on his arm. I grabbed the first aid kit from the bathroom and sat down next to him by the table was all took turned looking all grossed out at us.


“Can one of you guy like run out to McDonald's across the street and get me and Brian something to eat before the bus driver gets in here” I said as I opened the first aid kit and took out the bactine. Brian not going to like this one bit, but didn't want him to get infected.


I took off the bandanna and put on the table, Bunny and Elle passed out seeing all the blood on Brian's arm.


“I'll go get you guys something, that just gross what did you do him Mary” Johnny said as he got up and bolted outside.


“Dude it looks like she craved her name in his arm, bitch be crazy” Jimmy said.


“I didn't do that, Brian did, to show me,he wasn't lying that he loves me, that since my anger not at him any more. Its at you guys for that fucked up bet. You better sleep with one eye opened for the rest of the tour” I said as I poured the bactine on Brian's arm and arm jerked from the pain but he didn't make a sound. I then whipped it cleaned the bleeding had stop, that was going to be on ugly scar their but loved it will say Mary . I then took out one of the big white band aids and stuck it on him.


“Since you guys know what they say about Vengeance” I said looking right at Zack.


“What I do” he said, fear in his those cute green eyes of his.

“Yeah, what did he do to you do? and what are you going on about” Both Matt and Jimmy said at the same time.


“That Vengeance is dish best served cold” both me and Brian said at the same time. Which made the guys jump and made me smile, that Brian had the same revenge plan in his head too.
The look on Brian face was so sexy, it was so intimidating how he was looking at them and it was driving me wild.


“Crap I knew the bet was going bite us all in the fucking ass , and Brian would end the one unharmed” Zack said as got up to try to wake up Bunny. Matt grabbed the bloody bandanna and threw in the trash the very moment Elle woke up and looked at us. Then went to sit on his lap.


Jimmy got up ran to the bathroom with his hustler magazine that had some goth girl on the cover and we heard him going to town on his penis.


“Really, he has do that now, doesn't he know their girls on the damn bus.” Bunny grumbled as she sat on Zack's lap.


“Whatever I don't care let have him, have his fun. You all know I fuck Mary like crazy on the bus and don't give shit if guys hear us” Brian said looking at Bunny, all annoyed at her for acting like what Jimmy was doing was wrong. Since there are women on the bus.


Elle didn't care and I didn't either. We were use to it and half the time it was Johnny in their with the Hustlers magazine.


Johnny came ruining in and noticed his hustler magazine was missing and Jimmy was in the bathroom.


“Damn it Jimmy I just bought that this morning I hadn't even looked at it yet you ass” Johnny yelled as he threw the bags of food on the table. I noticed he even got us coffee. How did that little short shit, carry all that? He went over to the door and banged on it.


“Give me my damn Hustler back go buy your own” Johnny yelled, which made us all laugh.


The bus drive looked at us, not knowing what was going on. He was really tall about two inched taller then Jimmy and had a bread and looked like he was pushing 40. I found him gross looking,but did noticed how Bunny seemed to like undress him with her eyes. Why I don't get why Zack fell for one of his groupies, I bet she wants to fuck our driver to tell all her groupie friends she even fucked the bands bus driver.


“Damn it Jimmy knock it off, I hadn't fuck my wife in two days and it's making me mad. She wont fuck me, so tell she fucks me again, none of you can have sex on the bus of any kind” Matt yelled.


“Yes daddy what ever you say” I said then just laughed at him. Damn he was really mad, she must know about that bet and with holding sex from him to make him pay for almost destroying me and Brian.


Brian wouldn't stop laughing I knew it was half due to my comment, and how Matt was getting madder and Jimmy was really going to town in the bathroom with that Hustler magazine.
I turned to look at Brian who was still laughing, but stopped when saw I was having a hard time trying to eat the breakfast sandwich johnny got me, Brian helped me eat and I liked how it felt him talking care of me and hoped it was going to last.

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