Synyster's pov

I wanted to talk to her tell her about that damn bet. Tell that I did love her, that I was never drunk during all those hook ups, that I was just acting like it. That I didn't want to kick out my bed the next night and tell her to get her ugly fat ass out my face. I wanted to keep to keep in my bed and just hold her tell her how much I loved her. But that damn bet I couldn't do that at all. Since they guys would watch my door room, to see if I was keeping up on my end of the bed.


I don't care any more and going to tell her, if she will believe me. That I don't care that I will have go on stage naked, holding out my huge penis and yell at the fans ' I'm hunting rabbits' aim my cock at them like It's shot gun and start peeing on them. Just for telling her about the bet and that I love more then she knows.


I should of never made with the guys all due they knew I liked her a lot and loved to pick on her since was crazy over me. That they bet me if I acted like she was just the bands assistant, and nothing to me. Treated her like shit and only wanted to fuck her when I was drunk, she would never notice I liked her a lot and wanted to be with her.


Before that bet the first month on the road was fun , she would always be by my side doing what ever I wanted and even joked she be my personal sex doll if I wanted her to be that. Which I so liked that idea a lot and was going to take up on her offer that night, but guys had other plans for me and the next two months became hell .




I shouldn't of got mad at her when she called all those names, when I wanted to talk to her. I shouldn't of hit with that gulf club . I shouldn't grab her so rough that she got scared of me and tried to run, and ended up tripping over my big feet and now has a broken arm. I should grabbed her held tight and told what I wanted to tell her, held her till she saw It wasn't a lie and that I did love her.


I keep walking back in forth in the waiting room , waiting for the doctor to bring her out, they guys were freaking too, all feeling like shit their bet got out hand. Matt wife Elle she was pissed and keep hitting Matt on his head . She liked Mary a lot likes to go out with her when the guys don't pair me off her which I loved when they did.

Zack was sitting down on one of the chairs, his girlfriend Bunny was on his lap. Holding on to him. She she one of his groupies that followed him to every show the first month of the tour and he let stay on the bus for while, that some how they just fell in love and she is now his girlfriend. She was the same height as him and liked him to dominate her. Why he fell hard for her, since he loves BDSM, hell so do and so like doing that stuff to Mary in my bed.

Bunny if that is her real name had big boobs, but compared to Mary's they looked small and the guys love to tease Bunny on that. Since they all seem to love Mary's huge rack. I love Mary huge boobs, never knew their was a size G.



'You fucking asshole, I'm so mad at you, your not getting sex for a week, husband.” Elle yelled as she hit him on the back of his head again. The look he had on on face when she said no sex, made me laugh.


Plus it was funny seeing that petite girl beating on him, when he so big and buff, while she short and tiny, that even Mary over powers her, and Mary two inches shorter then Johnny. That Johnny loves she about his size and can make short jokes at her, since he the one that's the butt of those jokes.




The doctor came out and had Mary on wheel chair, her left arm in purple cast, she looked so damn high. Had that look I get when I'm high on weed. It made me smile as she was reaching for something in front of with her right hand and just started laughing going on about, purple death bats all around her.


I went over to , just so happy to see her, see she was happy to see me. But knew once , what ever the doctor gave her wares off she be back to hating me.



“Brian, why is my arm purple and why dose it feel heavy? By the way I love you” Mary said as turned to look at me then looked at her left hand all puzzled she was in a cast.


“I love you too Baby and that because you fell down and got hurt you love the color purple, one the many reason why I love you “ I said to her.




I loved every thing about her, loved how we had so much in common it was like she was meant to be my soul mate. I loved her huge breasts, love her long strawberry blond hair, didn't care she was a natural burnett, I loved that she was plus sized and loved how her nose scrutinize up when she smiles at me. And love how when she gets annoyed the look she gives, is just to damn cute. I just love her laugh how it sounds like cross between a nerd and mental patience it was just to damn cute. I loved how her hazel eyes always looked so happy to see me. Hell I even love how she sneezes since sounds like angel when she dose. I love how she smells, how she always ware Chanel Number 5.


The guys all came over to see how she was.


“ Go away I want Brian tell those purple death bats to bring back Brian” Mary said as she was swatting away things that weren't their. Oh she high for sure.


“Got one” she said, but it wasn't a death bat at all it was Matt's crouch and made him laugh.


“Oh that death bat felt weird like monster of sorts I didn't like that one bit” Mary said then starting reaching out to the air on the right of her.”Damn it one these fuckers better tell where they took my puddin'”


I smiled at her. Loved her cute nickname for me.


Matt wouldn't stop laughing and made Elle laugh too.


The doctor came over to ,me and pulled me to the side from her. I watched as the guys trying to help catch all the purple death bats she was seeing. I heard Zack laugh since grabbed his crotch too.


“Wow this death bats sure dose feel funny this just as big as the other, These death bats are weird. Where is my Puddin' tell me now you death bats or will start ripping off your wings” Mary said as she reached out in the air and Johnny jumped not wanting her to grab his crotch. It made the guy laugh.


“It's like that funny hotel scene in fear in loathing in Las Vegas, we should get her high more often this is funny” Matt said and started to laugh again.


“Baby. I'm right here , The doctor wants to talk to me” I said .


“okay maybe Jimmy can scream at them to go away. Since looks annoyed like their bugging him too.” Mary said

I laughed. Jimmy always has that look on his face. Why all call him the grumpy drummer.
I turned to look at the doctor, he looked like he was my dad's age, like he been around this hospital longer then I've been alive.




“I ran some test to make sure, since we didn't know much about her or her blood type,but her arm is broken, that will take about 4 months to heal, you need take care of her, keep track of how many pills she takes, since I wont let this be refilled to many rock stars and their girlfriends, tend to over dose on pain killers. But the one thing that has more concerned..” the doctor trailed off as he handed me two bottles of pills. I noticed one was powerful pain pill and the other was prenatal vitamins.



The doctor, assumed I was her boyfriend what I told him when asked who was the boyfriend and what happened and I told I was and filled him just left some parts out. Didn't want to think I beat her up. Why is he giving me vitamins for a pregnant women.


Then it hit me holy shit, I have been the only guy Mary has have been with and all the times I hooked with her not once did I bother with a condom. The fact she was virgin tell I got in her pants made love even more. that I just found so cute at twenty six she was a virgin, and I saw as she was meant to be one just for me. Since I was the only guy she ever loved enough to want go that far. That I had more tail then the guys and been like since I was fifteen. And I'm the same age as Mary.



“By the look on you face you didn't know too, I don't thinks she know either. I'll leave up to you to tell her. She is about a month half along the baby is fine, still growing , seems to be healthy you better keep her off drugs, booze and cigarettes,since all that was in her system. Why I will never understand damn rock stars always wanting to party. Grow up that shit going kill you” The doctor said as he handed me a piece of paper I looked it over, their was sonogram of what was my baby , it was so small to tell if it was baby. But knew something was their.


“once the morphine ware off in about a day or two, you can start giving her those pills, when the pain comes back. Only two a day and the vitamins she has take 3 a day so the baby gets all the vitamins it needs. Why I gave you the huge bottle of them to last on the road.” The doctor said as he handed me paper work to sign to let be released and when I saw the bill they were going to send I felt so bad and knew I was going to pay for , since it was my fault her arm got broken.





Then I smiled I knew what I was going to do so she cant leave, that's he will be mine forever.
But did wonder once the morphine he gave for the pain wares off will she be back to hating me and want nothing to do with me and try to leave me ? I had make sure she she trapped on the tour with me for the rest the six months of our year long long tour. So I can make sure I win her love back and be their for our child when it's born and always be with her so I can take care her even when were old and gray.


I stuff the two bottles and her paper work in her purse , since I was the one holding on it .
That she sure did love that pink Chanel purse I bought for the hell of it when were in Las Vegas walking around the forum shops and she just stopped and looked at the pink purse and said”i wish I could afford that pink purse, I love pink and always wanted something Chanel that not the perfume.' so I went in and bought it for her. And she smile so huge at me and sure did thank me for it that night in my room. I miss how it was with her before that damn bet.


I went over to her and put her purse on her lap so I could roll her out out side, since Zack was calling us cab to take back to the hotel.


“We need a van their like 8 of us” He said on his cell.


“Guys once I get Mary all tucked in for the night I need to fill you guys in on few things and going need your help on some of it” I said looking at them.


“Okay” they all said at the same time.


Mary keep looking up at me smiling. Tugging on my black shaggy hair, that reached my shoulders. She just loved my hair this length and wants me to keep how I have it.


“Brian I want to lick whip cream off you body, get me some whip cream, puddin'” she said, which me smile and the guys bust up laughing.


“not unless I lick off you first baby” I said, which made her giggle sounding so cute.

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