"Hey sis, how is going?" I typed and send her a message
"Paris is awesome and I have great news!"
"Tell me then"
"Drake decide to come and live with me"
Drake was her boyfriend they had been together for three years and I knew that when she decided to move the only person she didn't want to leave behind was him. I was a little bit jealous of the love they shared. David and I may been together for a long time and loved each other but we never were like this...
"That's great Alexis I'm so happy for you (:"
Alexis was my sisters name...
"Thank you Alicia! But enough about m..how are you doing? Have you settle in yet?
"Actually I have and I also met someone"
"Really? that's awesome..you should finally get over David"
My sister still didn't know what David did to me so she thought that I was and emotional wreck because we break up that trully I wasn't at all.
"I don't like that he is a friend...I can't afford a boyfriend right now."
Brian is a friend right? Oh God Alicia what are you thinking...he has a girlfriend and a pretty jealous one.
"Yeah you can sweety and if it's not him you will find someone that will make you happy"
"I don't know we'll see"
"Anyway Alicia honey I'm sorry but Drake's calling me I've gotta go but keep in touch I wanna know your news..I love you Alicia(:"
"I love you too Alexis!(: and I'll keep in touch don't worry I love my little sister so much to let her forget me!Bye"
"Goodbye Alicia!take care"
"You too (:"
I turned off the laptop and sighed my sisters words kept running through my mind. How could I ever be with someone who would actually want to be with me after my past it would only make them runaway from me. No one can know or I will be left alone once again and I'm afraid of that. My worst and only nightmare was to be left alone. I didn't want that,that's why I didn't planning on letting anyone know the real reason I moved to Huntigton Beach.
I felt a yawn escaping my lips and I got to my bedroom changed into my pjs and got into bed. The moment my head hit the pillow I driffted into a breamless sleep.
The next morning I woke up from the light of the sun that was breaking in from my window. I looked at the clock on the bedside table and saw that it was 10:00 am. I sighed and got out of bed. I walked into the bathroom took a nice hot shower and brushed my teeth.
After that I got dressed did my make up, fixed my hair and got downstaied to make some breakfast. I walked into the kitchen opened the fidge and grabbed some eggs and bacon. I ate and putted my empty plate to the sink..while I was washing the plate I was looking out of the window tha was placed above the sink.
I was snapped out of my thoughts with the sound of my phone that was ringing meaning I had a text. I wipped my hands with a towel and grabbed my phone.
One new message it read. I opened the text and it wasn't other than Brian.
"Hey Alicia r u awake-B"
"Hey Bri! Yeah I'm awake-A"
"Good.I'll come to pick you up in an hour is that ok?-B"
"Yeah,it's perfect (: -A"
"Ok...send me your address (: -B"
I sent him my address he told me once again he was going to be here in an hour and I headed to the living room. I was already ready so I decide to watch tv until Brian comes.
I was switching channels until I find something interesting to see. I finally stopped when I found a channel that The Notebook was on. Good movie I thought and made myself comfortable in the couch. I watched only the hald of the movie and bad for me it was the last part.
Never in my whole life I had cried with that movie but this time was different. Tears were running down my face but it didn't bother me all I could think about was me and David. I thought he was the one that I was going to spent my life with but I destroyed everything and he made things even worse that night.
I thought he was the one that I was going to share a big love like Ali and Noah did. I thought that he was the one that I will grow up and have children together and when get old we were gonna die in our bed together holding each other...but that staff only happen in movie. In really life love is fucked up really few people find true love and I wasn't one of them.
I didn't want to remember that night and I didn't because I felt awful mostly with myself for breaking up with him and I also felt awful 'cause the man I thought I would spent my life with do such a horrible think to me. Maybe his eyes the last time I saw him hide a little bit o regret in them I didn't believe it. He couldn't full me he didn't regret anything and that made me angrier with him.
I wiped the tears that were running down my face and took a few deep breaths in order to relax. My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on my door. I got up and opened the door only to reveal a very happy Brian. His smile fell though when he saw my face, he pull me into a warm embrace immidiately and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him.
I didn't know but it felt comfortable I wrapped my hands around his neck and rested my head on his shoulder letting a few more tears fall. I needded that hug maybe I know Brian for a few days but I felt better. He broke the hug and looked at me.
"Are you ok?" he said in a soothing voice and wipped the tears that were falling
"I'm fine now thank you" I forced a smile on my face to conviced him that I'm trully fine
"What happened?" I could feel concern in his voice wich made me feel like someone really cared about me
"Nothing I just saw a movie and it really got to me" he chuckle
"What movie?"
"The Notebook" I said and his eyes widened
"That god damn movie" he cursed and I just starred at him
"What's wrong with the movie?"
"I can't stand it Cynthia watched it all the time crying her eyes out and then all night she would ask me if I trully loved her and that I would never leave her" he said waving his hands in the air frustaded... I just laughed at his reaction
"Calm down Bri did she stopped watch the movie?"
"Of course she did I broke the fucking CD" he said proud for hiself..I just chuckle
"So are you ready?" he asked me
"Yeah let me get my things" I said and he nodded.
I grabbed my bag and cell phone and stepped out of my house into Brian's car. He started driving towards his friends house.
"Jimmy is gonna love you I swear" he suddlenly spoke braking the silence
"Are you sure? I mean doesn't he have a problem for taking and unknown girl to his house?" I asked him a little nervous he just chuckle
"Jimmy doesn't have a problem with anything and anyone you'll see.! and yes I'm sure he'll love you" I just nodded and smile
We kept having small talk unti Brian stopped the car in front of a huge house. We got out and my jaw dropped..
"That's your friends house?" I said my jaw still drobbed he just laugh and nodded
"This place is huge" I exclaim again and he chuckled
"It's not that big you should she mine one day" he walked towards the door and I followed him.
We could hear someone yelling from inside of the house I looked at Brian and he shrugged. He opened the door to come in and me motion for m to follow. I followed him and we stopped at a sigh of a man a huge if I may add running through the living room with his shoe on his hand chasing something wich we find out was a spider.
"Freaking spider go out of my house" he said and hit the spider wich was running to the couch
"You're not going to turn into spider man you evil creature" I could barely keep my laugh so did Brian.
"Got you" he yelled once more and hit the spider and he throwed her out in the back yead.
His gaze fell upon us and Brian and I couldn't hold back and started laughing. I felt a little bad because I didn't knew him but the sight was just hysterical. He smiled a toothy grin and pu his shoe one tha he came to us a gave a Brian a man hug.
"Jimmy this is Alicia...Alicia this is my best friend Jimmy" Brian said with a smile on his face
"Nice to meet you Jimmy" I said and smile
"Yeah a new friend" Jimmy said and gave me a bear hug
" Now I have a new person to torture" he said and started laughing a hysterical laugh
"No torturing Jimbo for now anyway" Brian said and chuckle
"Ok...I'll try" he flashed a smile
"Do you want anything to drink?"
"Yeah a beer" Brian said
"I wasn't asking you you can go and get whenever you want..I was asking Alicia.." Jimmy said and laugh..I'm telling you that man is crazy
"A beer would be nice" I said and he nodded
"Sit on the couch and I'll bring the drinks" I nodded and sat down next to Brian. Jimmy came out of the kitchen holding three beer's in his hands
" Here you go" he said and placed the drinks on the coffe table I thank him and he sat down on the couch that was opposite from hours.
We started having small talk and talking about music and staff. I also heard some of the guys music. I must said I was impessed this guys were awesome. It we were all slightly drunk but we kept drinking beers. Jimmy made a question that made me sober up.
"So Alicia what did you move to Huntigton?" he said and I froze..what am I going to tell him. Definitely not the truth so I lied.
" I just wanted a new start you know? Plus I never really liked England in the first place" he nodded in agreement and then he started laughing uncontrollably. Brian and I joined and within a minute we were three people in a living room sorry correction three drunken people in a living room laughing our ashes of without any particular reason.
Suddenly we all stopped and looked at each other and then we started lauphing again. I couldn't remember the last time I laughed so hard.
"Lets' put some music one" Brian yelled Jimmy and I raised our beers and yelled
"Hell yeah" Jimmy got up and managed to put a cd on
Music started and we got up and started dancing like maniacs all over the living room. Then Metallica's "Seek and Destroy" came in and we started jumbing on the couches air guitaring and headbanging while singing along with James Hetfield. When the song ended we collapsed all in one couch. The last think I remember before I passed out was seeing Jimmy fall from the couch to the floor but I was too drunk to care so I let sleep take over me.