Welcome To The Family.

I stood at the bottom of the stone path, I looked down at my bulging belly, I could feel and see the movement of my two little babies, they were happy. I looked up and saw Zacky pacing back and forth, he had his hands laid on his head and his face was bright red, he looked angry. I took a deep breath and started to walk forward.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Brian grabbed my arm to stop me from walking, he seen Zacky too, "We don't need to go in right now, we can wait until he has calmed down" he loosened his grip and I met his eyes.

"I need to explain" I tried to finish my sentence but Brian stopped me he gripped both my shoulders and leaned down so he was level with me "You don't need to explain yourself to anyone, we all understand why you wouldn't want to tell anyone, you were scared, and that's okay" he brought me in for a hug and patted my back.

"Lets just go and get this over and done with" I mumbled into his shoulder, I pulled away and started walking up the stone path, Brian following.

I opened the door and was met with silence, I walked further into the living room and there sat Johnny, Jimmy and Matt and Zacky was still pacing.

"Where's my dad" I spoke up but none of them would answer me, they all seemed to be in their own little bubble. "Dad had to blow off some steam, he's really upset, mom went with him, to make sure he would be okay" I heard Brian walk up behind me and touch my back lightly, he moved me to the side and walked into the living room, all the guys stared at him, like he did something wrong.

"Why the fuck didn't you say anything?" Zacky spoke up, the other guys were still staring at Brian.

"I didn't know" Brian shrugged his shoulders.

"I have a girlfriend, I am happy with her and only her" Zacky spoke up again, his words hurt me, buy I brushed them off, I knew they would eat me up tonight, I'm an emotional wreck.

"Then why the hell did you sleep with me, if you were that happy with you're girlfriend you wouldn't have slept with me" I raised my voice a little, making sure I'd be heard but everyone was still ignoring me.

"And what if it's yours, Brian? Are you going to bring two children into this world, letting them know that their parents are brother and sister?" Zacky continued his words cutting deeper than before, Brian and I didn't know we were brother and sister.

"And Johnny isn't cut out to be a dad, he couldn't take care of two children, especially bastard children, she should have aborted as soon as she found out" Zacky finally finished and I had about enough, Brian was staring at him in shock, his mouth hanging open, the other guys kept quiet as well.

I walked over to Zacky, I out my hands on his chest and with all I could, I pushed him back, it only made him stumble back a bit. "I am right here, my babies are right here, and we are not going anywhere, anytime soon, so you better get used to it, if Brian is the father we deal with it, if you or Johnny are the father then we deal with it, but if you are the father, well, I hope you have something planned to tell your girlfriend" I walked back a bit, bumping into Matt, I could feel the tears forming in my eyes but I refused to let them fall "You are a fucking asshole, Zacky!" I shouted at him.

Matt gently held onto my shoulders and gave them a light squeeze, I walked up to my bedroom and paced around a bit, even if none of them were up to the challenge of being a dad at least they had a mom, right? At least they had someone who cares about them dearly. I sat on my bed letting my chin rest in my hand, thinking, thinking about my two beautiful babies and how they would be better off with just me, they didn't need a dad, they only needed me, I was interrupted when Johnny walked in through my bedroom door, he walked over to me and took my hand in his.

"If they are mine, I will do everything in my power to protect them and to protect you, I will make sure everything is perfect for my family, I don't know why Zack would say anything like that, but all I know is that I can speak for myself and I will love them and you unconditionally, even if their not mine, I still want to be there if no one else will, I want to be a family with you, Sienna, I want to make this work" Johnny brought my hand to his mouth and gave each of my knuckles tiny little kisses and for a second I could feel my heart flutter.

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