Welcome To The Family.

Johnny and I have grown closer these last few weeks, he has been my rock, he has been there when I've had my emotional break downs and when I've needed help off the sofa.
My phone started to ring, I reached over to the bedside table and tried to grab it, I barely touched it so I rolled over a bit and reached out more and finally managed to get it, I caught my breath and answered it.

"Hey babe" Johnny sounded through the phone, I could feel a smile creep onto my face. "You okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine, just up from a nap" I yawned, not realising that I was still tired.

"Shit, did I wake you up?" I laughed a bit and shook my head.

"No, I've been up for about five minutes now" I could hear talking in the background and people moving about.

"Okay, well, are you wanting to come hang out with me and the guys, we're at my house?" I thought for a second, but he continued "The girls are out doing some wedding shit so they probably won't be here" I felt hurt, they never tried to get to know me, I was never involved with any of the wedding stuff, maybe I was just hormonal.

"Sienna?" Johnny interrupted my thoughts "Yeah, sure, I just need to freshen up and then I'll drive there, so I should be about twenty minutes tops." I waited on his reply, he finally spoke up.

"Are you okay with driving? You know I don't like it when you drive, I could get one of the guys to pick you up" I laugh a little bit, he was so caring, he always wanted me and my babies to be okay and comfortable.

"I'll be fine, I'll see you soon babe" another smile crept on my face "Okay baby girl, see you soon" he ended the call, Johnny and I were slowly becoming an item, he would always take care of me and my babies, and he always done anything I asked him, I had to do something back for him, get him a small gift from the babies.

I rolled out of bed and stretched, I felt my babies kick and punch but I didn't mind, I still couldn't believe I was growing two tiny lives inside of my stomach. I walked into the bathroom and locked the door behind me, I took care of my buskness, once I was done I stood at the sink and turned in the hot water, I leaned on the sink and stared in the mirror, I had black bags under my eyes, my face was thin, I looked like I have lost some weight, I stood up straight, my collar bones were poking through my skin, I lifted my hand and traced over the bone with my now very thin fingers, I wasn't eating or sleeping too good, I still had the nightmares of me and my babies dying in the crash and I was still stressing over me nearly losing both my babies.

I shook my head and got all the negative thoughts out of my head, I tried to unlock the bathroom door but it was stuck, I tried it some more but still nothing happened, I could feel the panic rise up into my chest, I started to bang the door with both hands, I knew it was useless my dad and Mary were at work and Brian was with the guys, I looked around for my phone but I had left it in the bedroom. I kept on trying to open the door but it was no use, it wasn't budging. I put my back against the door and slid down, my knees tried to reach my chest but couldn't because of my baby bump.

I sat there for what felt like hours, I heard the front door opening down stairs, I got up and put both hands against the door. "Brian!?" I yelled, but I got no answer, I yelled his name again but still no answer. Maybe he couldnt hear me or maybe we were getting robbed, I had a silent debate wether I should shout for help or stay quiet, I decided to stay quiet, I put my ear against the door and I could hear someone talk, I couldn't make out what they were saying though.

"Sienna?" I heard a voice yell. It must have been one of the guys. I started banging the door again, "Brian, I'm in hear, help" I yelled back but I still couldn't hear any foot steps approaching the door "Help" I yelled again, louder than before, my voice cracking in the end, I continued to bang the door and yell for help, i heard someone walk closer to the door, I was in floods of tears, crying for help and banging the door.

"Sienna? Are you okay?" I heard the male voice say, it didn't sound like Brian "The door is stuck, I can't open it, just please get me out of here, open it" I pleaded, I was still banging the door and trying the handle.

"Stand back from the door, I'm going to open it" I did as I was told, I walked backwards until I bumped into the toilet, with one swift kick the lock broke open, I looked up and saw Jimmy standing there, "Are you okay? You didn't show up after an hour and we were getting worried, you weren't answering your phone or anything, thank God you're not hurt" I walked over to Jimmy and put mmy arms around his waist and buried my face into his chest "Thank you, so much, really" he hugged me back and stroked my hair "It's okay as long as you" he pulled out of the hug and placed his hand on my stomach "And these babies are okay then than that's good"

I let a sigh of relief go "Why didn't Johnny come with you?" Jimmy waved his hands in the air and dismissed my question, he pulled his phone out and started to call someone, he held up a finger to me, telling me to wait a second.

"Hey man, she's fine - The bathroom door was stuck, she couldn't get it opened -I never said a thing - We'll see you soon" he turned to me and had a big smile plastered on his face "Let's go then m'lady" he lifted me up bridal style and carried me out into his car without a struggle.

"Wasn't I heavy?" I asked him when he sat down he shook his head and laughed. "I was expecting it to be bit you're actually really light" I laughed back, he started his car and then started to drive.

"I so wish Lana wanted kids, I'd love to be a dad" I looked at him confused.

"She'll come around eventually, she's probably just scared of becoming a mom" I tried to justify it but Jimmy wasn't having it and he shook his head.

"No, she really doesn't want kids, she said she doesn't want that birden, she wants to be able to do whatever she wants whenever she wants" I stares at him with my eyebrows down, how could someone see a baby a burden?

"I want a little boy or a little girl, or both, I want to have a family, I'm getting older, I want to settle down, I love what I have with the guys but going out drinking almost every night is not my thing anymore, I want to have a family, you know?" He looked at me briefly and the looked away.

"I love her, that why I'm marrying her, but I'll always want children, I want to be a dad and I've wanted nothing more for a long, long time Sienna" I nodded my head agreeing with him.

We pulled up outside Johnny's house, Jimmy shut off the car and was about to get out but I put my hand on his arm stopping him.

"Maybe you should really sit down and think about wether you want to spend the rest of your life with this woman, you want kids and she doesn't, you'll be living a miserable life and she won't be, she will be having the time of her life, why make yourself depressed? I know you love her but you two are bound to lead different lives, don't make yourself unhappy, you deserve much more than just partying constantly, think about it Jimmy, don't jump into anything" he looked into my eyes for a few seconds and nodded his head.

"Let's just keep this between us, I don't want anyone else hearing about this" I nodded my head and got out the car.

We both walked into the house but no one was in sight "Where is everyone?" I asked Jimmy, but he looked last in thought

"We're up here" I heard Johnny yell from the top of the stairs, I made my way up and was met with Johnny and his open arms, I immediately fell into them, I buried my head into his chest, taking in his scent, he smelled so good. "I'm glad you're okay baby" he whispered in my ear and I felt like I melted a little more into his arms.

He pulled away and kneeled down in front of me he placed a small kisses onto my tummy, he lifted my top up slightly exposing my bulging stomach, he started to talk to my babies, i looked down at the scene before me and couldn't help but smile, he was already a good dad. I looked up and saw Zacky leaning against the door way and he looked a bit upset for a moment. He mouthed 'sorry' to me and walked back into the room.

"Okay let's go, I have a surprise for you" Johnny stood up and gripped my hand in his and dragged me to the bedroom where Zacky had just walked in, before I got the chance to see anything Johnny put one hand over my eyes, he led me into the room more and uncovered my eyes, I looked around and brought my hands to my mouth.

"Oh my god" I said but it was muffled, I moved my hands away and said it again, I over at the door and saw all the guys standing there "You guys did this?" I turned around and looked at everything again.

There was two white cots on either side of the room, one with pink and one with blue bedding, there was a white rocking chair in the corner, there was stuffed animals all sat in one corner, I looked at the open closet and saw clothes upon clothes, blue and pink, the walls were painted a warm cream colour and elephants decorated them.

"Do you like it?" I heard Johnny say behind me.

"Like it? I love it, oh my god, you done all this for our babies?" My voice cracked at the end, my tears started to flow, they were our babies.

"Babe don't cry" Johnny came up to me and hugged me. "Is something wrong?"

"No, of course not, it's perfect it's all just perfect" I wiped the tears away and looked at all the guys, they all had smiles plastered on their faces, including Zacky.

"Me and all the guys, including Zacky done it, we wanted to make it perfect for the babies, I'm s glad you like it" he hugged me again I motioned for all the guys to come and join our hug, they all died, except from Zacky, we shared eye contact, he motioned for me to follow him and he walked out the door.

"Let's all go down stairs and have a drink, I'll have apple juice, I just need to use the bathroom first" all the guys walked out the room and down stairs, I walked out the room and Zacky grabbed my arm, he pulled Mme in for a hug "I am so sorry Sienna, I was scared, I didn't like the fact that I could be a dad, that much responsibility, it scared me but I want you to know that if they are mine, I will take care of them, I don't like what Johnny has done, they might not even be his and he's going all out, but I just want you to know that I wipl be there if they're my kids, I will give them everything they need, trust me, I better go before the start wondering where I am, I'm sorry Sienna" he pulled me in for one more hug and the left me standing there.

I rubbed my head, confused, what the hell was happening?

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