Welcome To The Family.

I walked down the stairs trying to figure out what had came over Zacky, he was so mean to me and my babies but now he has been so kind. I reached the last step and I could hear all the guys laughing and joking, I walked into the living room and was hit by the warmth of the blazing fire, I looked at all the guys, Matt and Brian were playing games whilst the other three watched, I couldn't help but smile, rubbing my tummy, we were family and in a sense it didn't really matter who was the dad, because all the guys were willing to put on the work, they were all willing to help raise these babies with me, my warm thoughts earned me a kick from my babies and I chuckled slightly.

None of the guys realised I was standing watching over them, I walked quietly past them and into the kitchen, i started making myself a hot coco, I put loads of cream and tiny little marshmallows on top, just the way my mom used to make it, I opened the fridge and took out a case of beer, I carried them in one hand and my hot coco in the other, I walked back into the living room and saw all the guys still sitting in the same position as before, I walked over beside Johnny and leaned down next to him, I kissed his cheek, I felt him tense up a bit but then relax, I sat the case of beer onto his lap and then sat down on the chair next to the window.

"She's the best mommy ever already!" Jimmy yelled and clapped his hands together before snatching one of the beers.

"Aww, thank you Jimmy" I said to him putting my hand on my heart.

The guys soon started playing their games again, I looked out the window and saw the snow start to fall, the street lights started to come on because it was getting darker, I got goose bumps all over my body, I pulled my legs closer to me and took a sip of my hot coco, letting it warm up my body. I saw a car pull up outside, it was small compared to the guys cars, they cut off the engine and out popped four women. I recognised three of them, Valerie, Michelle and Lana, the fourth woman I've never seen before in my life, she was tall and blonde and had a fairly large chest, I only noticed because it was hanging out her top, I looked over at the guys who didn't seem to hear a thing, I let out a loud yawn.

"Well, I better get going" I said trying to sit up.

"What? Why?" Brian and Matt both said without taking their eyes away from the TV.

"Because, it seems like all your ladies have done their wedding shopping" Jimmy snapped his head up to me, as if he didn't want to believe me but I subtly nodded my head, he closed his eyes tightly and pinched the bridge of his nose, he was about to say something but was interrupted with someone opening the door.

"Guess who just bought their bridesmaid dresses" a ding-dongs voice came from the door way. I cringed to myself.

"We did!" Another voice sounded, it didn't sound familiar.

Each woman walked in holding a dress, apart from Lana, none of them seemed to notice me so I just kept quiet.

"You have to see these, they are to die for" Michelle said to Brian, but he didn't look up at her or anything, he just nodded and let her continue.

I got up slowly whilst everyone was talking over one another, I slipped out the door, I let out a sigh, I could feel a headache coming on, why the hell did they have to be so loud. I walked up to Johnny's room, I've slept here a few times, usually just when I took naps, I took off my shoes and laid out on the bed, facing the ceiling, i wish they would just try with me, maybe i wont be invited to the wedding either, maybe I'm just hormonal, I don't know, but I sure hope Jimmy makes the right decision.

I lay there for ten more minutes before deciding to go and get a snack to eat, I walked out of the bedroom and started to creep down the stairs, I don't know why, as soon as I walk through the kitchen everyone will see me. I could hear the laughing and talking getting louder, I could smell cigarette smoke, I peaked in through a crack in the door, I could see the blonde woman hanging all over Zacky, she took the cigarette out of his mouth and put it into her own, she blower the smoke into his face, I guess this was Zackys girlfriend, I wasn't getting good vibes from her and I feel that once he tells her that he could possibly be the dad she will flip, I opened the door but still no one acknowledged me, some off the smoke filled air hitched in my throat and I let out a cough. Everyone turned towards me, me, the woman with the long blonde hair started eyeing me up.

"Shit, sorry, Sienna, I thought you went upstairs to sleep, worry" Zacky stood up and put his cigarette out and so did Brian.

"Its fine guys, I'm just getting a snack and then I'll head back up, the babies are tired" i rubbed my stomach and smiled at Zacky, I could tell i was getting under his girlfriend's skin, and I was happy about that.

"Who is this babe?" The woman stood up next to him and snaked her long arms around his neck.

"Gena, this is Sienna, a close friend, Sienna this is Gena, my gitlfriend" Zacky looked around, looking a bit awkward.

"Where's the babies daddy?" She turned around and asked me, i let my mouth fall open a bit, did she really just ask me that? I closed my mouth quickly and walked over to Johnny

"He's right here" I squeezed Johnny's shoulders lightly.

"Oh, you've never mentioned you're going to be a daddy" She looked a bit shocked, her eyes going between us both.

"Some family members don't know, we didn't want to tell random people either" Johnny shrugged his shoulders, not looking at her and took a long sip of his beer.

She never said anything more, I walked past everyone and into the kitchen where jimmy and Lana sat, I never realised they weren't in the living room.

"I don't want any kids and that's that Jimmy, i don't know why you keep bringing this up, we don't need kids to make us happy" she took a long drag of her cigarette and looked away from him.

"I want to be a dad Lana, I want to settle down, i dont want this life anymore" Jimmy pleaded buy lana just dismissed him.

"Hey uncle Jimmy" i said in a little babies voice.

"Excuse me Sienna, we're in the middle of a discussion" Lana turned to me and said. But Jimmy had other plans in mind he stood up from where he was sitting and walked over to me he hugged my stomach and started talking to it.

"Maybe uncle Jimmy can give you guys little cousins one day" he mummbled to himself.

"Well he won't be, because auntie Lana doesn't want any" she stood over Jimmy tapping her foot on the ground "I don't know why you'd want me to do THAT to my body" she held a hand out and pointed at my stomach.

I out two hand on my stomach "Excuse me? There is nothing wrong with my body" I stepped back a bit.

"Oh please, you started all this, since you've been pregnant all he's spoke about is having a baby"

"What the fuck is happening here?" Johnny walked over to me and put a protective arm over me.

"Yeah what is going on here?" I heard Zacky sat, he was leaning on the door frame, one hand in his pocket.

"Nothing that concerns you"Gena tried to drag Zacky back into the living room but he just shrugged her off, before I knew it everyone was standing in the kitchen, Johnny and Brian both standing right next to me.

"He wants kids, and you're depriving him of that, he's been having doubts of marrying you and I don't blame him, why would he want to marry someone who doesn't want to have his children" I let out all in one breath.

"It's none of your business anyway" Michelle tried to defend her but I wasnt having it.

"Oh for fuck sake, stay out of this, Jimmy came to me and asked for my help, this has everything to do with me" I was starting to get angry.

"Babe, calm down, the babies" Johnny said to me, I took a few deep breaths, this wasn't worth getting upset over, I turned around so my back was to them, "Can we order pizza and watch movies?" I asked Johnny resting both hands on his chest

"Okay everyone, it's been a good night, I think it's time for everyone to leave" Johnny spoke loudly and clapped his hand together, the guys reluctantly left with their girls and soon it was just me and Johnny.

We ordered pizza and put on a movie, we shared a blanket and the fire from the fireplace was heating us up, the snow was coming down heavy, it made me snuggle up closer to Johnny, he put an arm around me and stroked my arm, I lay my head on his lap.

"What if they're not yours? I asked him.

"If they're not I still want to be a part of their lives, if Zacky or Brian decide to take over then fair enough, if they don't then I want to be there, be their dad" he said to me resting his hand on my arm.

"I love you Johnny" I didn't mean to say it, it just came out, I couldnt stop it, I held my breath.

"I love you, Sienna" I let my breath go and relaxed more, but I couldn't help question myself, why the hell did I say that?

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