Dont Pray For Me

NIX POV

I cried as I called Raevyns phone number, when she answered I told her to come up to my bathroom and sat in the corner until she came in. She locked the door and sat down next to me holding me as I cried.

"Whats wrong Fee?" she said and I handed her the test, her eyes widened and she began to cry with me. We sat there crying on the floor for half an hour before I finally had no more tears to shed. She handed me some tissue and we cleaned up before getting up and letting Gretchen in the bathroom.

"What am I going to do?" I asked them as I held my face in my hands, "I cant push a baby onto him Rae, he doesnt want a baby, theres too much bad shit going on in our lives right now, I dont want to put a baby in harms way" I ranted.

Rae shook her head and laughed, "This is exactly what all of us need Phoenix, he loves you and im sure when you tell him hes going to jump for joy" she said and I slammed my head against my hand again. Gretchen agreed with her and tried to comfort me as well, "Well as long as im here im excited to be an auntie!" she squealed, making my heart jump a little bit.

"Fuck, how am I going to tell him this!?" I said as I began to sob again. We decided to go to the hospital and have our friend Jen check me out. Turns out im 7 weeks along so far, everything looks fine and she said theres no reason for my doctor to say I was infertile.

When I got home I ran to the bathroom with Gretchen and Rae following right behind me. I hid the ultrasound pictures in my purse as well as the pregnancy tests.

Just as Rae locked the door I held my mouth with my hands and crawled over to the toilet before I emptied the contents of my stomach. I sat back and sobbed again. Theres no way Zack is going to be happy about this.

ZACKY POV

I havent seen Nix since she got back and the other two girls managed to disappear soon after. I walked over to Matt and asked if hes seen them but he hadnt. I asked the rest of the guys and they all havent seen them either. Johnny gave me a beer and pulled me to the lounge chair "You need to stop worrying about her, you might push her away" he told me. I rolled my eyes and took a gulp of my beer before I stood up, just to get shoved back down by Matt, "You need to relax" he told me.

I was starting to get angry at them when I told them I would stop worrying once I know where they are. Matt looked at me and pulled his phone out and called Raevyn. She said she was holding Nixs hair as she puked and I felt better knowing they are ok, well semi okay, I felt bad knowing Nix caught that stomach bug from last week so I decided to go bring her to bed, maybe that would help her.

When I got to the bathroom I knocked and Gretchen answered the door, she let me in and excused herself, she cleared her throat and looked at Nix before shutting the door behind her and Rae. I sat next to Nix as she cried. "Baby whats the matter?" I asked her as I held one of her hands.

She took out something from her purse and handed it to me. Holy shit its a pregnancy test, and its positive! Then she handed me the ultrasounds and I just stared in awe. "Im so sorry Zack" she cried with her face in her hands, "My doctor told me I wasnt fertile years ago" she said in between sobs.

"Phoenix, you dont understand do you? I know we havent been together long but I love you and want to be with you forever, so what if its a little early? Im going to be a daddy!" I said with excitement.

She stopped crying and I wiped her tears away fom her face before she grabbed a cloth to clean her face up. I stood up and pulled her up with me "I want a little girl" I told her as I pulled her into a kiss. She wrapped her arms around me and kissed me back. When I opened my eyes she had tears running down her face, I pulled back and she just grabbed me into a big bear hug.

"I love you so much Zacky" she said. "I want to tell the rest of the group, if thats ok" I said. Of course there was no way in hell she wanted to go down stairs looking the way she did so she made me go back to the group as she did her makeup. When she walked into the backyard Rae and I both walked over to her. Nix nodded and I pulled her into my side before I announced "Nix and I are going to be parents!" the guys dropped their jaws before Jimmy pushed them all out of the way.

He dropped to his knees and hugged Nix with his face pressed against her stomach, "Hello little baby, this is your uncle JimJam, I promise to take care of you and your mommy, oh and you will be playing the drums one day!" he said before he got shoved away by Johnny and Brian who both had their faces pressed to her stomach as well.

The talking continued as Matt shoved both of them out of the way and scooped Nix into his arms, spinning her around in circles as she laughed. "Dont get my baby dizzy" I said with a pointed finger.

"Ill be fine babe" Nix said as she held onto Matt to steady herself. "Not you babe, our baby" I laughed "Dont want to give the baby shaken baby syndrome" I said.

RAE POV

"Now that theres a bun in the oven we all need to sit down and rethink our plan for next week" I said as I handed a ginger ale to Nix. I drank from my beer and we all threw out possible plans but none of them sounded right. I was starting to get really anxious and pissed off so I went to my room grabbed my prescription bottle and took two xanaxs from it. I flopped on my bed and put my earphones in cranking the volume to the max. I listened to Danny Worsnop scream into my ears as Matt wobbled into the room.

He blew a kiss my way just before he fell to the ground. I jumped up and pulled the earphones out of my ears laughing my ass off. I walked around the edge of the bed but when I looked down he wasnt there anymore. I got on my knees and pulled the bed skirt up to see his eyes locked on mine, God this man is so fucking plastered I thought to myself.

"What are you doing under there baby?" I asked him.

"Im a sniper" he said before screaming "POW!!! YOU'RE DEAD!!" and that sparked an idea in my head.

"Omg! I have a plan" I told him as I grabbed his arm and yanked on it. Once he got scrambled to his feet I ran down to the living room, Matt right behind me until he ate shit again. I left his ass crawling on the floor this time.

I plopped down on the floor in front of everyone "We need a sniper" I said looking over at Nix. They all looked so confused so I told them about how decoys will be out at our parents graves, I will be a couple headstones away and when I give the signal our sniper will take out that unsuspecting motherfucker. We will have the guys hidden all over the cemetary just in case things go wrong.

"Thats a good plan but where are we going to get decoys?" Johnny asked before hiccuping a couple of times.

"Dont worry we will find some woman to be disguised as us. We will cover them so no one will have to see the fact that they dont have tattoos. The last thing we will need is some wigs, hats and glasses for them" I said.

"Perfect" Matt said.

"I have a friend who I was going to introduce you guys to soon if you would like to meet her" Gretchen said looking over to the rest of us. After arguing back and forth about this being too dangerous she got us all to agree with her. Now were going to meet her friend Lyric, hopefully she will help us.

Notes

New girl coming soon;)