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Unholy Confessions

4: Warmness On The Soul.

We all sat together, laughing and joking whilst eating "Time to announce prom king and queen" Someone announced on stage, I rolled my eyes, I wanted to be prom queen, I was quite popular, only because I dated Brad, I held Zacky's hand and leaned into kiss him, everyone's attention was on the stage, I turned away from Zacky and stuffed a bit of pizza in my mouth.

"Your prom king is, drum roll please" The girl opened up an envelope and took out a piece of paper "Brad Little!" She yelled into the mic, everyone cheered but I just rolled my eyes, Brad got onto the stage and got the crown put on him "And now, for your prom queen" the girl opened up another envelope "Taylor Darcey" I said in a high pitched voice, earning some laughs from my table.

"Elisa Sanders!" The girl yelled into the mic, my eyes shot up and I choked on the bit of pizza I was eating, Matt was trying not to laugh I stood up from my seat and walked up to the stage, looking back at my everyone, they were all in stitches, I walked onto the stage and the girl put a tiara on my head "You look hot, Elisa!" someone shouted from the crowd, I flipped them off.

"Time for the king and queens dance" I looked over to the girl who mouthed sorry to me, I climbed down from the stage and everyone made a circle around us, the guys stood on the stage and started playing a song, the girls stood at the bottom of the stage, watching me dance.

"Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide".


"Play something different!" Someone yelled but Matt and the guys ignored them., I started to dance with Brad.

"I'm sorry, about everything" Brad whispered, so only I could hear, I scoffed at him "Get over yourself, Brad, I hate you simple as that and I have a boyfriend" Brad looked at me surprised "Who" My eyes flicked to the stage and saw that Zacky was staring at me, I gave him a quick smile, which he returned.

"That fuck up? Are you kidding me?" I looked at him in disgust "This is why we didn't work out, we'll never work out, period." I said to him turning away from him "Babe, we make a good couple, look at us" I scoffed again, and started laughing hard, everyone on stage looked over at me, confused "I will fucking humiliate you, Lis, stop laughing" I shook my head.

"Try and embarrass me, you've done it all before, I saw the pictures you sent to your friends" I said whispering in a harsh tone, he licked his lips and held me close to his body, "Try and kiss me, I dare you" I said in a low growl, he laughed at me now "You are such a slut" he said to me and I rolled my eyes "I have never loved you Brad" I confessed, he looked at me hurt and I looked away from him.

"You're joking, Lis, I was your first" He said sounding desperate, Brian started playing his solo and I felt like crying, Brad was my first and I did love him, at some point in time "Brad, everything was a mistake, I'm sorry, we're toxic together, there is no us, there never was" I could feel him tense up and he looked away from me, taking a shaky breath.

"Lis, I loved you I still love you" I shook my head "Brad, no, we don't love each other, stop with this perfect picture life in your head, that isn't reality, this is, we aren't good for each other" I took a deep breath and saw him shaking his head "Elisa, I love you, I love you so much baby, I screwed up, I know but I will make everything better" I felt a tear drip down my face, I looked up at him and tried to smile but I couldn't.

"Brad, there's nothing left for us, I'm sorry, I really am" Brad stared at me in disbelief, "Please give me another chance, please, Lis" I shook my head "I can't" I said looking away from him , both guitars came into play, making me look over at Zack and back at Brad "I'm.. I'm sorry" my voice broke at the end of the sentence, they finished the song and Brad still held me close to his body, he didn't want to break away from me.

"I know it's my fault, and I'll live to regret it for the rest of my life, losing the girl I love" Everyone in the hall was staring at us but no one could hear what he was saying, I let go of him and he loosened his grip around my waist.

"Elisa?" I heard Matt say from behind me, I walked away from Brad, not bothering to look back, I walked into Matt's arms, hugging him tight "What did he say to you?" Matt asked, I could feel him tense but I looked up to him and smiled "He.. He didn't say anything, Matt" He looked at me confused "Let's go and sit down" we all walked over to the table we were sitting at and sat down, Zacky sat own next to me, kissing my cheek.

"You okay babe?" He said, whispering into my ear, I nodded my head and leaned into his chest, I looked over at Brian who was staring at me, he gave me a small smile and then looked away, the D.J put on a slow song, Zack and I were the first two out our group to stand up and dance.

"I love what your're wearing by the way" He said to me smiling, I smile back "I love what your wearing, your bow tie matches my dress as well, I'm impressed" He started laughing "Matt text me the color of your dress, I'm sorry for upsetting you" He said, holding me closer to his body, I leaned against his chest.

"Don't worry about it, you made up for it" I laughed a little and so did he, he let out a sigh "You're not over Brian, are you?" I shook my head, he held me tight "I can deal with that, as long as I have you the now" I looked up at Zack and he looked upset, I kissed him and he kissed me back, it was long, intense and passionate.

"Okay, dude" I heard Matt shout over at us, Zacky pulled away from me and flipped Matt off and we both laughed "Come home with me, my parents won't be in" I whispered into Zacky's ear and I could feel his excitement growing against my leg "Friends with benefits, huh?" I nodded my head and kissed his neck "I'm down for that" I let out a laugh.

"Tell him" I looked at Zacky confused, "I love what we're doing, and believe me I don't want it to stop, but I hate seeing you miserable, tell him how you feel" I looked at him in shock "I don't want to ruin what he has with Michelle" Zacky smirked at me then looked over at Brian "What he has with Michelle is dead, just look at them" I looked over at them and saw they weren't even holding hands, I shook my head.

"I have feelings for Brian, but what I have with you is much more Zacky, it's so much more" I stared into his eyes, he leaned down and left a soft kissed on my lips, leaving me want more.

"Let's go to Matt's and get drunk" Jimmy came up to us and whispered "I rolled my eyes and Zacky started to laugh "What's prom without getting drunk?" He said, looking over at Matt who was dancing with Val.

"Let's go" Matt said, grabbing onto Val, Zacky lifted me from my feet and carried me out the building and one by one, the guys followed us, we walked over to Matt's car "I'll drive, I've had less to drink" I said to Matt and he agreed, Zacky climbed into the passenger side and Matt and Val climbed into the back seat, I sounded the horn, and shouted out the window "See you guys there"

Once we arrived we walked into the house and into the living room, Matt grabbed the beer and sat the case on the coffee table, we all took one and started to drink, the rest of the guys showed up, Brian was the last one to walk through the door but Michelle never followed him in.

"You're looking really nice tonight, I don't think I said" Brian looked down at me and smirked at me "Like, you look really hot, I looked over at Zacky who was picking some music to put on "Let's go to your room" Brian whispered into my ear, I would have probably jumped at that but Zack had been so nice to me tonight and I didn't want to do that to him "No, Brian, you have Michelle, I have Zack, I walked away from him and he just shrugged his shoulders.

"Zacky" I said running my hands up his, back, he turned to face me and he smiled "You okay?" he asked and I nodded my head, I leaned in kissing him and he kissed me back, I looked over at Brian, he was sitting by himself, and he was on his third beer already, I looked back up at Zack, he smiled sweetly at me and I smiled back, showing off my dimples.

"You're cute" I said, playing around with his bow tie "So are you" I planted another kiss on him and he kissed me back, it felt right.

Notes

Title and song credits - Warmness On The Soul by Avenged.

Comments

Okay, I don't know if I should like Brian here. He already has a girlfriend and yet he kissed Elisa, so he's not my favorite currently.
And Elisa, well she should have listened to Matt. I really hope she doesn't regret her decision :/

Holly Holly
9/26/16

Really?! He notices her now?! What the fuck is wrong with Brian???!

Holly Holly
9/24/16

If she ends up happy with Zacky, im completely fine with that

forREVer-A7X forREVer-A7X
9/23/16

Ugh, stupid Brian. He still didn't notice her!
But Zacky is sooooo cute!!

Holly Holly
9/23/16

Ohh, I wish Brian would've noticed her :(
Oh god, I wonder what Matt's gonna do when he finds out about his sister and Zacky :o

Holly Holly
9/23/16