Unholy Confessions

It's been two weeks since prom and Zacky and I have decided to stick with being friends, it worked out better for us, plus he met a girl that seems to be really interested in him and I can tell he's trying to hold back.

"Lis?" Matt said to me, I looked up from the bowl of soup and sniffled "Do you need anything else?" I nodded my head "What is it?" he asked, hanging onto the living room door frame.

"Can you put this back into the kitchen, I'm not hungry" He sighed and walked over to me, taking the bowl from my hands "Also, can you get me some of that cold medicine?" he nodded his head and he disappeared into the kitchen, I looked out of the window and saw the rain was coming down heavy.

"Here you go" Matt said, handing me some of the medicine, I took a big swig from the bottle and handed it back to him "Where's mom and dad?" I asked him, he walked back into the kitchen and then returned, sitting down beside me "Out, as always, probably getting drunk" I nodded my head and looked away from him, I put all my attention on the film I was watching and so did he.

"Matt" I said, I've had long enough to the think about it and I think now would be the best time to tell Matt my secret, he was my brother but deep down he was my best friend "Uh-huh?" He said back, not taking his eyes off the screen, I took in a deep breath which caused me to cough.

"I have a crush on Brian" I said, not daring to look at him "What?" He said, pausing the T.V, I could feel his eyes burn holes on the side my head "You have a crush on Brian?" He asked, probably to see if he was hearing me right, I nodded my head.

"It's why Zack and I won't work out, I.. I've liked Brian since I don't know when" I confessed, Matt sat silent for a few minutes, I looked around at him and he was still staring at me "You and Zacky were good together, you worked out, better than anyone else, you and Brian will never work out" I was hurt by what he said but I knew there was some truth behind it.

"Brian is.. Brian is a cheat, he doesn't treat woman how your supposed to, if he got the chance then he'd jump on you and then leave you heartbroken and I'll be damned if I let that happen to my sister" I nodded my head slowly "I'm serious, Elisa, he's bad news, he might be my best friend but it doesn't mean I agree with what he does to women." I looked away from Matt, not sure what to say.

"I loved what I had with Zacky, I still wish that I had that but every time I see Brian I fall for him all over again, It's like the feelings I have for him are gone when I'm with Zack but when Zacky leaves the room I'm ll about Brian." I rubbed my head and sniffled, so far this cold medicine has done nothing for me.

"Listen to me carefully, Lis, this is what will happen if you and Brian get together, you will invite him over, you both will watch a movie, he'll make a move, you'll obviously go along with it, you'll both have sex and then when you wake up the next morning he'll be gone, you'll be left wondering what you done wrong but the matter of the fact is, Brian is a grade A asshole, there's no changing that."

I was about to speak up but Matt stopped me "You're not different from any other girl, what you see, him and Michelle is all fake, just please stay away from him, Elisa" I nodded my head and got up from the sofa and went to my room, locking myself in and going to bed, drifting away into a dreamless sleep.

"Lis, get up, we have school" my eyes shot open when Matt banged on the door, I took in a deep breath and I manged to breath through my nose again, I smiled to myself and got out of bed, I grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans and a Metallica t-shirt and threw them on, I shoved on my converse and applied a thin layer of make-up and then grabbed my bag, I walked out of my room and bumped into Matt.

"You look better" I gave him a wide smile, showing my dimples off "I feel better" I laughed and so did he "Can you drive me to school today?" I asked him and he nodded his head, we both walked out of the house and into his car, he started it up and drove away from the house.

"Two weeks of being off school and I've finally returned, I wonder if anyone has missed me" Matt let out an awkward laugh and looked over at me "Lis, Zacky has a girlfriend" I looked at him surprised.

"He does, is it that Gena girl? She seems lovely, I wonder why he hasn't told me" I looked out the window confused and then I looked back at Matt, he had the same facial expression as me, "Maybe because he thought you'd be upset or hurt?" He said and I laughed, waving my hand in the air.

"What? Really? I want Zacky to be happy, he's so kind and sweet and he deserves it" Matt looked over at me and he seemed quite annoyed "You two were perfect together, Lis, you both had, you both still have, potential, I really hope you both see that before it's too late" Matt was being serious and I didn't know how to respond so I just kept quiet.

We arrived at the school and as always, everyone stood around Brian's car "Why are we always the last one's in?" Matt mumbled to himself, I was about to answer him but he already stepped out his truck.

We walked up to everyone, Zacky had his arm wrapped around a girls shoulder, I was about to say hey but Jimmy butted in "She lives!" He said, raising both his hands into the air "Come and give me a hug" I did, I walked up to Jimmy with a smile on my face, laughing, I don't know why I was feeling so happy but I wasn't going to let anyone ruin my mood.

Jimmy hugged me, lifting me from both my feet and spinning me around, Johnny was cheering Jimmy on where as Matt was telling him to put me down, he eventually did put me back on my feet, I brushed the hair out my face an looked up at Jimmy with a huge smile, he smiled back.

"What are you happy about?" He asked and I shrugged my shoulders "No idea, Jimmy, but I love it!" I patted Jimmy's chest and walked away from everyone, ignoring their questions, I walked into my music classroom and it was empty apart from Mr. Dale, sitting on his seat with his newspaper.

"Elisa, glad to see you're finally back and looking well" I looked over at him and smiled "I never thought I'd say this but I missed school, I had to come back" I laughed and so did Mr. Dale, the bell started to ring and Mr. Dale put down his newspaper, telling everyone to hurry up and take a seat.

Jimmy and Zacky were the last ones to enter the room and they walked up to the back of the class and sat next to me "I'm so glad you picked Gena, Zacky, seriously, she's so kind and sweet" Zacky looked over at me and smiled "Thanks, Lis, I thought you would be mad" I smiled and shook my head "Don't be silly, you're my best friend, I love to see you happy!" Jimmy was listening into the conversation and started to giggle a little bit.

"He's only with her until he can get back into your pants" Zacky started laughing and he winked at me, I laughed with him, I looked out the classroom door and saw Brian walk by it.

"Sir" I said loudly, he looked over at me and raised an eyebrow "I need the bathroom, lady emergency" I said, I didn't know what I was doing but I felt like taking risks "Hurry up, Elisa, don't be wondering the halls" I got up from my seat and almost ran out of the class, I looked back at Zacky and Jimmy who looked confused as hell, I winked at them and turned around.

I saw Brian enter one of the practice rooms so I followed behind him, peeking in through the small window on the door, making sure it's just him in there, I opened the door and quickly closed it behind me, I must have startled Brian because he jumped around to face me, he was holding a guitar but he sat it down gently.

"Elisa, what are you doing?" He asked me and I shrugged my shoulders "I got a whole lecture off of Matt last night, to stay away from you and all that crap, do you know what that was about?" I nodded my head and walked over to him, I took his face in my hands and pressed my lips against his, he was took by surprise so it took him a few seconds before he started kissing back but when he did, it felt amazing.

"Brian" I moaned into the kiss, he grabbed hold of my ass, squeezing it hard, making me moan more into the kiss, I broke away from him for a few seconds "I've wanted to do this for so long, Brian Haner, you're so fucking hot" He licked his lips and gave me his infamous smirk.

"Something about making out with my best friends twin sister is hot" he crashed his lips back onto mine and kissed me hard, I let his tongue explore my mouth, I put my hands under the top he was wearing, feeling his rock hard stomach, he bit onto my lip gently, making me beg for more.

"Can I come around to your place today? Matt will be with Val" I nodded my head and he leaned back down to kiss me and I gladly let him, after a few minutes he pulled away and looked down at me "I need to go, I'll see you soon" He whispered, sending shivers down my spine.

Brian left the room and I still couldn't believe what I had just done, I composed myself and walked back to class, "All better?" Mr. Dale asked me I looked at him confused, quickly remembering why I had left the class in the first place "Uh, yeah, I'm okay" I walked back to my seat, shooing Jimmy from it, the remainder of the day I was in a daze, thinking about Brian's kiss, remembering every little detail and going over it.

The day came to an end and I walked up to Matt's truck, he was already inside but he was with other people, I looked closer and I could see Val sitting next to her friend Michelle and next to Michelle was Brian, I took a deep breath and walked over and climbed into the passenger seat.

"Saved you it, everyone was fighting for it" Matt laughed, talking about the passenger seat, I laughed slightly and sunk down into my seat, pulling my phone out, browsing through some stuff.

We arrived at our house and everyone climbed out of the truck, I walked straight upstairs and into my bedroom and locking myself in it, I got Jimmy's name up on my contact list, I hesitated but I finally pressed call, it rang a few times but he picked up.

"Jimmy, oh my god, thank god you picked up, who are you with?" I asked, I had to tell someone and I knew I could trust Jimmy.

"Johnny and Zacky, are you okay? Do you need me to come and kick some butt?" He laughed and I could tell I was on speaker I didn't know what to do so I whispered into the phone.

"I kissed Brian" the laughing got quiet and I could hear Zacky talking but I couldn't make out what he was saying. "I made a huge mistake, I made such a huge mistake, he has a girlfriend" I ran my hand through my hair.

"we'll come over so you won't be so lonely, okay?" I heard Jimmy say and I let out a sigh of relief "That would be great guys, thanks" Jimmy ended the call and I sat on my bed, kissing Brian was a bad idea, I should have took my brothers advice.

Notes

This chapter would have been up yesterday but I was at Scotland Comic Con, so sorry about that! :(

Tell me what you all think of this though, I'm thinking of doing a time skip, just not sure how to put it into the story. :/