There Is No Me Without You

**Brian's POV**

"Brian! How could you? I trusted you! I loved you, and you betrayed me!" I heard Michelle's voice from the distance but it wasn't Michell I was looking at, it was Gemma. "I didn't betray you Gemma, I'm here I'm right here!" I shouted in a panic but she didn't respond to me, again I hear Michelle's voice "How could you?" she sounded so heartbroken and I didn't know why I looked behind me looking to see where she was but couldn't see her "you let her down, you promised her you would always be there, you let her down Brian! You tore her heart out she will never forgive you, and it's ll because of me!" Gemma screamed at me I was so confused I didn't know how it got to this, then suddenly I was standing in Matt's garage full of all our band equipment, was just Gemma and Zacky that was there I waved but they couldn't see me. They were kissing and for some reason I felt an uncontrollable rage burn inside me like I was on fire, why was he kissing her he shouldn't be and I didn't even know why he shouldn't all I knew was that I wanted to wrap my hands around his neck. "What's wrong Brian? Pissed because I got there first?" Zacky laughed in my face I tried to grab him but it felt like I was being held back to watch him and Gemma do unimaginable stuff, they were taking each other clothes off, "you pissed because I get to be her first!" He laughed as I stood and watch with the gut wrenching feeling all I could hear in my head was Gemma saying my name "Brian, Brian, BRIANNN!!" I jumped up snapping my eyes open, I was in Gemma's room dripping with sweat, it was a dream I let out the breath I was holding. "Brian are you ok?" I turned to see Gemma staring at me with a concerned but confused face "Uhm yeah i'm fine just a bad dream" I replied as i lay back down "was it about me by any chance?" she asked as she leaned on her elbow I looked at her, shit I was talking in my sleep "What did I say?" I asked knowing she heard me say something, "you were saying crazy stuff, at one point you were threatening to choke out Zacky, you were then telling me that you were here for me! What was your dream about" I shook my head "I don't remember" I remember all of it I just couldn't tell her, I didn't even know what it meant "look I'm going to go, I won't be able to sleep now and I don't want to keep you up. Go to sleep and I'll jump across in the morning to get you for school. Good night" I spoke in one big breath anything to get me away from this uncomfortable feeling I was having. I grabbed my shoes and all but ran to the window "good night Brian" she said sweetly I smiled and climbed through her window to mine, when I got into my room I threw myself on my bed dropping my shoes "what the fuck just happened?" I asked myself I didn't even know I couldn't fathom out what the dream was about, I loved Michelle and would never hurt her but in my dream it was something I done to betray her, and the whole Zacky and Gemma thing well fuck me sideways I have nothing at all to say about that! It's not every day you have a dream about your best friend getting laid by the beautiful next door neighbour. I sprung up straight in my bed "SHIT!" I cursed loudly, I couldn't be could I? I can't be can I? I think I was. I was falling for the girl next door. This can't be happening! I love Michelle I know I do. I sat on the edge of the bed and looked over at Gemma's peaceful sleeping form and there it was that feeling I got the first time I met her out on the beach, that feeling of warm fuzziness in the pit of your stomach. I knew the moment I met her I could never lose her, there was something about her that pulled me in. I slammed my palm into my forehead "you stupid son of a bitch, why did you have to fall for her? She's your neighbour and you love Michelle and she's soon going to be dating Zacky, Jesus fuck dude why do you do this to yourself?" I let my head drop great I was now talking to myself, I knew what I could do, I could text Jimy he'll know what to do. Jimmy was my best friend I could tell him anything and he would take it to the grave even if it wasn't a secret. I pulled my phone out of my jeans pocket and clicked on Jimmy and typed a message to him 'Dude I need help ASAP' I pushed send and waited all of two seconds for a reply I could always count on Jimmy to answer he was like a zombie he was never asleep always awake a the best times 'What's up amigo?' I smiled and started typing my whole dream out to him and how I was feeling about it and how I thought I was feeling about Gemma and sent him it. I didn't want to ruin anything and more importantly I didn't want Michelle to be right, for all the love I have for her she pisses me off to high heaven about looking at other girls or not loving her enough or how other girls are more attractive than her and it's all to get my attention. I looked over at Gemma again and smiled Zacky will be one lucky boy if he can bag a girl like her,my phone buzzed with a reply for Jimmy 'you got it bad bro! that's an obvious sign that you either want to break up with Chelle or that you will intentionally break her heart and it's obvious that Gemgem is the girl you will break her heart over. I knew something was up with you on Friday when you came to band practice all giddy, I haven't seen you that happy since your dad got you that Schecter for your Crimbo. Look talk Michelle and see where your relationship with her is going before you say anything else to Gemma. I know this must be hard but be a man and talk about it before you jump in with both feet. I'll see you tomorrow and we will talk face to face about it. P.s I know you're staring at her. :P' and that was why I loved Jimmy he was full of advice and knew how to set you straight and the fact he knew me so well. I set my phone down and too my jeans and top off and climbed into bed I set my alarm clock for the next day for school and closed my eyes. All I could see was was Gemma's smiling face as I drifted back into a dreamless sleep, my last thought was how I have fallen for the girl next door.

Notes

Next Chapter will also be in Brian's POV. Sorry that it is a short chapter, I was really busy at work today and the time I got in the house. Just not my day today!

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