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Darkness Surrounding

Cravings and Concerns

Brian’s POV

I swear someone must have installed a fucking camera in my room and knew when was the exact best timing to fucking interrupt me.
I was just about to get down and dirty with my little princess when someone called on the door.

If we would be just quiet enough that said someone would probably go away, but sadly, that was not the case, because fucking Christ was just too persistent and I was afraid that someone could overhear him saying something not meant for them, which meant either the princess or Shads wouldn’t be the best listeners in my case.

If Shads knew I went against his rules by sending Jimmy away he would probably want to eat me alive, even though I still thought that I was in the right, cause Emery was my responsibility from the start and I wouldn’t let someone take that away from me, not until the deal was done, and I didn’t see the deal being done soon, which was a good thing, cause I wasn’t done with her either!

Maybe I should talk to Shads about postponing the first message to Pagano even longer, I mean… the longer we wait the more urgent Pagano would get, the easier he would give in to our call in the end, right?!

That was just logical reasoning, and if Shads still wanted me to go after the kid and put an end to the dealings and if Matt was believing the kid would spill something, no big deal… I would fucking end it and nothing happened, no harm done.

Still I didn’t get why Shads had been making such a big deal out of it… Stupid fucking boss behavior, that is… If something wasn’t going after his fucking directions he got pissed, he should be more flexible if you ask me.

I left the naked and so appetizing looking Em on my bed and went out of the door, I made sure it was not completely closed so I could quickly get back in but was aware that she couldn’t overhear anything from her position on the bed.

“So what did you get Jimbo to do last night then, Christ?” I asked Johnny with a smirk, I couldn’t wait for his answer, must have been some hard work to get Jimbo away from my princess, but serves him right, trying to push Shads and his fucking rules on me...

“I had to fucking think really long and hard to find something believable so you could get your precious time with blondie there,” Johnny huffed out and I had to smirk and was about to reply with a smart ass remark about him not being the brightest anyway but he interrupted me before I could open my mouth “She better have been worth it.”

“It’s none of your fucking business how she was, though if I was going to say anything, it would be fucking amazing….not that you know what that’s like short shit. Oh, that little princess is a nice little toy to play with…let me tell you that,” I said on a laugh, feeling cocky and well deserved so, she had been fucking wax in my hands and I enjoyed every freaking second of it as did she, I knew it… She was just something else and she enjoyed every little kinky thing I dished out for her, just as I did… I haven’t met someone so… special before and I would take every second of it and push it to the limits “So what did you end up doing?”
I finally asked, since Christ wouldn’t give me the answer right away.

“Christ?! Where the fuck are you?” Speak of the devil, Shads’ voice boomed from the hallway and I sighed, I thought I had a little more time before the big boss made an appearance this morning, didn’t he say something about damage control and having to work long, so why the fuck was he up already?

“Let’s just say the Pagano situation has been taken care of.” Johnny replied and that’s when I saw Shads coming towards us, just in his gym shorts, he looked tired and freaked out if I had to really name it and I frowned, what was going on?

And was that a scratch on his shoulder from nails or… I couldn’t complete the thought because Matt began to narrow his eyes on Johnny, did he hear the last sentence that Johnny just said or was something else happening I wasn’t informed about?

“Fucking Christ, I’ve been calling for you a hundred times… I need Tylenol and some other medicine against fever, headache… shit I don’t know… coughing? Go inform Jimmy to fucking get all that! And NOW!” Matt bellowed and Johnny looked taken aback.

“Are you ill?” I asked and Shads turned back around already halfway back to his room.
“No! Don’t fucking lose any time!” He turned his back on us and I frowned even more what the fuck was that about?

“Wait… Shads!” Johnny hollered after him and Matt turned again, his face looking like pure anger and I had no idea if that was a clever move from Johnny right there.
“WHAT!?” Matt yelled, even though Johnny was standing right in front of him.

“Damn, why the foul mood?! I just… wanted to ask when we are doing another meeting… I think Jimmy and I have some important information to tell you” Johnny let out and I cringed, was he talking about the Pagano situation being taken care of?!
He still hadn’t told me what that exactly meant?!
And he better not has made a move on his own, Shads would be even more pissed then he already was.

“What? Fuck, I can’t freaking deal with your bullshit right now! I got other problems! Tell Rev to get the medicine and come to me afterwards immediately! We have a serious situation here…! I need to call the Berry’s again… fucking hell…” Matt bellowed and then turned his back on us again, the last part of the sentence muttered, why calling the Berry’s ?

Johnny turned back to me shrugging and I frowned “What do you think he needs the medicine for?” Johnny asked and I rolled my eyes “Headache because you ask too many questions?” I shrugged and Johnny flipped me off, “Now tell me what you meant about Pagan?” I asked before Johnny could turn away but he shook his head.

“I’ll get the job for Shads done first or he will definitely rip me a new one with the mood he is in… I’ll tell him to set a date for a meeting then we will let you know, so don’t get down and dirty with the blondie because soon we will be coming for you.” Johnny smirked and then walked away, hurrying over to Rev’s room if I was correct, still leaving me in thoughts.

What did he mean with taken care of the situation with Pagano? Did they send him information on the girls?
Would that mean, they already put the deal to a start and we had no idea about that? Would soon Pagano be storming our home, take the girls because those two idiots might have made a mistake?

I wouldn’t let my little princess get away so fast, I wasn’t done with her… and I knew she wasn’t done with me either. I wanted her and she wanted me, we still had a lot to discover, my play time wasn’t done, that was sure, and I wouldn’t let Christ, Rev or even Pagano come between it!

I opened the door wider to step back inside pushing all my thoughts about that away, I would have to talk to Shads about it, he still doesn’t know what Johnny and Rev had done and I bet he would beat their scrawny little asses right away if he knew.
But now… I would take my time and finish what I started after I walked out of my room and the naked princess on my bed, moaning my name and couldn’t getting enough of me…

Except that she was not on my bed anymore and she was not naked anymore, and definitely not moaning my name.
I closed the door behind me and frowned, Emery stood opposite of me, her eyes narrowed, arms crossed over her shirt covered chest and a pissed of look on her face.

“Didn’t I fucking tell you to stay where you were? And why are you dressed, I was far from done!? I don’t know what other guys you had before, but I want you to obey me… and I will make you, little princess. I tell you when I am done!” I growled out and smirked right after, ahhh I loved these little games, she still thought she could play with me, trying to get the upper hand when she wouldn’t be getting any, only if I let her… but not now.

“Go search for another plaything. I need to see my sister” Emery let out in an annoyed tone and I lifted my eyebrow, wait a second… so she did hear that, didn’t she?! About her being my toy, my plaything?
“Was someone sneaking around and ear dropping?” I walked closer to her, until I was nearly pushing my chest to hers, but instead of letting me her hands pushed against me shoulders, holding me away from her.

“You know you can’t deny us, little princess… You will crave me and my touch… You say this now, but your body is talking a whole different languages” I let out in a husky voice, just seeing her blue eyes sparkling at me with anger and those full pursed lips were making me want her again and again.

“I don’t crave anything with or from you… You are not the first and won’t be the last guy I had fun in bed with, now bring me to my sister” She demanded again and I narrowed my eyes, no guy would be touching her and no guy could be making her feel like I could, cocky? Yes! Deserved, hell yeah!

“What do you want from you sister?” I distracted her, not wanting to let her feel or see the jealousy that was taking over my body, and that she thought she could so easily get away from me, and that other guys had touched her and would touch her like that again, not as long as she was here.. and mine!

“I want to see her! Your Boss demanded medicine, right? What if my sister is ill, I want to see her and make sure she is alright, that is all” Emery let out and I heard the disgusted tone when she said your boss, I looked at her more closely, was she really worried? Or was this a trick? Trying to fool me, because she might have overheard some of my talk with Johnny, shit… I needed to better look out for what I said and did in front of her.

“She is fine, you don’t need to see her.” I told her, without really knowing if it was the truth or a lie, because I just wouldn’t and couldn’t let her out of here. I also had no idea where her sister was… and what if she was right and Shads had demanded the medicine for her sister? Could Jolie be ill?

I frowned at the thought, why else would Shads demand medicine so abruptly, if he was ill he would have just waited a day or two, he was normally never someone taking drugs that fast, he always said his mind needed to be free of that shit and not clouded by any of the drugs nowadays, couldn’t effort it to lose his edge with being the main person in the business, whatever that meant…

“If you say so, it wouldn’t be a problem for me to see her, right? Just five minutes that’s all” Emery said and her voice got a little softer.
“Not possible, your sister is not in my hands.” I just realized that Emery’s hands were still resting on my shoulders, she wasn’t pushing me away anymore and I wasn’t pushing closer, she was more holding me and I had to smirk at the sight, she really thought she could stay away?!

“Why did you send Jimmy away yesterday night?” Emery’s question caught me off guard and I quickly looked away, so she did hear more than I thought, fucking hell! Sneaky little princess! And what should I tell her? Because I wanted her for myself? Because I didn’t like the thought of Jimmy around her… Fuck no!

“I didn’t send him away, he had a mission” Trying to deny the lie I told, maybe it would work?!
“I heard you talking… Are you afraid I rather spend time with Jimmy?” Emery’s eyes were shining brightly, the blue nearly sucking me in, she licked her lips as if to taunt me.

“I don’t fucking care… You are my responsibility that’s all, it was about the Principe and nothing else, blondie” I spat and said it harsher than I thought, but instead of cringing away or flinching, Emery stood her ground and just smiled at me sweetly.

“Oh you lie to yourself… You talk about me craving you, when it’s all about the opposite, right?! You want me, you crave me…” Emery said and her hand now moved away from my shoulder, her fingers slowly moving up and down over my chest, leaving a hot trail with electricity shots where she touched me.
I opened my mouth to call it bullshit but she was faster, yet again!

“Bring me to my sister, Brian! Or I will demand to have Jimmy as my guard… I will let your boss know that you keep on harassing me, what do you think he will think about that?! Will he still let you be my guard?” Emery said her voice ice cold and I narrowed my eyes.

“It’s not harassing, if we both want it, princess” I told her smirking and before she could reply I pressed my lips to hers demanding entrance, my body pressed flush to hers as well, not giving her any space between it, my hand found its way in her hair and tugging on the long blonde mane playfully. I let my lips wander down her throat, she didn’t make a sound and tried to push me away, but not like she really wanted to get away.

“Let’s make a deal” I trailed my lips down her throat, speaking in between “I will go to Shads” I said between more kisses “See where you sister is” I sucked on her skin “Make sure she is fine” I nibbled on her collarbone “And ask for a possibility to meet” I added and her nails were now digging into my skin “And you” I said slowly while my lips moved back up her chin “Will be” I crashed my lips down on hers hard “At service for my every wish tonight” I finished off and that’s when she pushed me away anger in her eyes and I smirked, I knew she wouldn’t take the last part well, but I had to push her to the limits.

“What if… I scream for help… and never see you again” Emery let out sweetly and looked not at all effected after the little make out we just had and I didn’t like that, was she really trying to push me away? Trying to get away from me? I couldn’t and wouldn’t let that happen!

I grinned and tried to overshadow the thoughts in my head “No one would hear you, princess” Emery’s eyes looked towards the door “Someone will come in at some point” She said and I narrowed my eyes, damn she was a little beast today.

“See, we are not getting here very far. Go sit back, relax a little and lose that foul mood of yours and let me do my job, alright?” I finally snapped my patience running out which earned me the same look from Emery, we were probably at the same level of annoyance with each other.

“You rather want to stay in that prison room? Lonely? Then here?” I asked and Emery didn’t answer “All I want is to see my sister” I threw my hands up in there air in frustration, grabbed a shirt and pulled it on. I went out without another word and made sure the door was safely closed behind me, so she wouldn’t get any stupid ideas.

Damn it, this woman was driving me insane, she wanted to see her sister, fine… If that would make her mood any better, I would get Shads to let her see her. I mean, he always was the one who said the girls should get some time together, so why not now.

I stormed towards Shads room and saw Jimmy standing before it knocking. The door opened and Shads pressed himself out, making me frown, what was going on here.
“Do you have everything?” Matt demanded and Jimmy nodded “Yeah, everything Johnny told me to get, but… for what is it? Is Jo sick?” Jimmy asked held the bag out to him while looking concerned, shit was Emery right? And her sister was sick?

“Should I have a look at her?” Jimmy asked and Matt vehemently shook his head “No, she will be fine, she can’t be sick. It’s nothing… she said it’s nothing.” Matt looked stressed out, and took the bag with medicine from Jimmy and was about to disappear back into the room but I put my hand out stopping him.

“Shads, we need to talk. Emery wants to see her sister” I said without giving further information on why and thought it was best not to tell Matt that she overheard a talk between Johnny and me.
“Yeah, and Johnny and I have something to tell you as well” Jimmy let out and Matt looked between the door, me and Jimmy back and forth.
“Fucking hell, I don’t have time for that now. Can’t you freaking deal with anything on your own?” He snapped and Jimmy shrugged “We did it, but we wanted to inform you. We handled the Pagano situation, so don’t worry”

Matt head snapped so fast towards Jimmy that I thought I heard it crack “You did what?” He nearly yelled and then cringed looking concerned towards the door, what the hell was happening here?!
“That’s what we want to tell you” Jimmy said carefully and I lifted my eyebrow at him in question.
“God damn it, you idiots! I’ll be in my office in 20!” With that the door slammed shut and left me and Jimmy standing there alone.

“I hope you didn’t do anything stupid, Rev!” I said and made my way over to my room again, dang it, now I had to let Emery now, she wouldn’t be seeing her sister soon, which would keep her in bitch mode, and I didn’t like that. I wanted the moaning and groaning Emery, not the fighting one, at least not now, when I still wasn’t satisfied, we could be teasing and fighting afterwards again, and why the fuck was Rev following me.

“What do you want, Rev?” I asked standing just before my door and he lifted his eyebrow’s “Checking on Emery, is that a crime now? Since you took my evening and night away? I was assigned to her…” He said and I saw something in his eyes I didn’t like.

“Well, not my fault you had a job to do, now leave me alone, you heard Shads, 20 minutes meeting.” With that I opened and closed the door right behind me so he wouldn’t be coming or even be able to look in.

“And?” Emery sat on the bed looking hopeful and I suppressed a groan, damn why did it feel even worse now to tell her to the face that I couldn’t grant her to see her sister…
“Sorry princess, not possible now.” I said and tried to play it down, the weird feeling inside of me was confusing as hell, so I pushed it away.

“What does that mean? Later?” Emery got up and I closed my eyes “Maybe, I don’t know yet, Em” I sighed out and walked into my wardrobe getting some clean clothes and a towel so I could shower before the meeting, but Emery grabbed my shirt and stopped me.

“I know you don’t give a damn about my sister or me, okay? And that’s fine… I don’t give a fuck about you either” She said and what was it I saw in her eyes, uncertainty?
“But I am worried about my sister, please… Let me see her.” Emery said and I ran a hand through my hair getting more and more frustrated, pulling on the strands.

“I’ll talk to him, okay?” I said and she nodded “Can I come with you?” She asked and I thought about that for a moment, if Jo was really ill, and we had a meeting, maybe it was a good idea for Emery to take care of her and not be alone? Sounds logical, right?

I let Emery wait in my room while I quickly took a shower and when I came back, I noticed that she was redressed as well, covering up some of the marks I left on her throat with a scarf and I had to chuckle but didn’t let her see.
I took her elbow and guided her from my room towards Matt’s, while I saw Zack, Christ and Jimmy already heading towards the office.

I knocked loudly on the door and when it opened I heard some silent cursing “What now?” Matt demanded in a quite tone making me frown again, the room was mostly dark, the curtains drawn in front of the windows, shutting out the sun from the day.

“Shads, we have the meeting now… You said 20 minutes in your office…” Matt closed the door behind him, he still wasn’t wearing a shirt and the same gym shorts as before.
“Fuck.. right” He sighed, and then his eyes went wide, and he looked past my shoulder at Emery.
“What is she doing here? Get her back in your room!” Matt narrowed his eyes, he looked back at the door and back at Emery.

I turned to see what was going on and saw Emery stepping forward “I want to see my sister” Emery had her chin lifted and looked straight at Matt, just a few days ago she had shied away from Shads and now she met him head on, damn why did I think this was damn hot?

“No” Matt’s immediate reply.
“What?” Both Emery and I said at the same time, it was the perfect solution, why not?!
“I said NO, get her back to her room. No one is going to see Jolie” Matt said and made sure the door closed before turning away and I looked at him dumbfounded, what the fuck was that about?

I walked up behind Matt not letting him brush me off like that, boss or not, we were also friends and this was bullshit, he better spill what was going on here.
“Why? She just wants to see her sister, man. Don’t be a dick… Or tell us what is going on for real?!” I said and Matt just narrowed his eyes while he watched Emery standing before his room door and I wondered if she would start banging on the door soon, to alarm her sister.

Matt ran a hand over his head in frustration, he looked pretty damn bad, but I had no idea what was going on in his head, so he better clue me in soon!
“Gates, I told you no. And that’s final, no one is seeing her, except for me. Now get the girl back in your room, or I’m sending Rev to do it” Shads turned his back on me and I shook my head “Is she sick?” I asked loudly enough for Em to hear, if he wanted to be an ass, fine but then he would also have to deal with my princess wrath.
“What?” Emery snapped around, marching over to us and I saw the vein on Matt’s throat pulsating, I was already on his shit list, so what the hell, I couldn’t make it much worse anyway, could I?

“What is going on? I want to see my sister? Is she sick? What did you do to her? Did you fucking hurt her?!” Emery let out everything at once and I saw the concern in her eyes mixed with anger, her voice bubbling out of her and I sighed, maybe this wasn’t the best idea I had today.

When Matt didn’t reply, Emery stepped around me and neared Matt dangerously “WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER?!” She demanded and Matt shook his head “Gates, get her away from me”
“I WANT TO SEE MY SISTER! LET ME SEE HER!” Emery yelled and lifted her hands up to either hit Matt or maybe demonstrate her frustration, I wasn’t too sure, but I quickly pulled her on her waist back, so she wouldn’t do anything stupid.
Matt wasn’t known for his temper and he seemed on edge already for whatever reason, so I better took Emery away from him, for her safety and his probably.

“LET ME GO! BRIAN! DON’T! I SAID-” Emery struggled against my hold but I took her away from the situation and placed her little struggling form back into my room, she was still trying to get away but I secured her arms above her head and held her secured between the wall and me.

“Listen Emery, I will find out what’s going on, okay? You gonna stay put here in the room, until I come back. I’ll talk to him again and see what I can do, alright?” I looked deeply into her eyes and it sounded like a promise and I would make it one. I would at least give her some information, maybe I could convince Shads about seeing her sister, because I couldn’t stand the sad and concerned look in her deep blue eyes and I would make sure that I made that vanish… somehow.

Jo’s POV

I didn’t know what was wrong with me, yesterday evening everything had been fine and the cooking and watching movies with Jimmy and my sister had been awesome, but since I walked into Matt’s office with him I felt a little dizzy.

I tried not to show it, thought I hadn’t been drinking enough but somehow it didn’t vanish. It just got worse, the dizziness went into feeling hot, then being extremely cold and I was losing my energy rather quick. At first I thought that had something to do with my hot boss man beside me, but after a few hours of sleep and recovery it just wouldn’t get better.

I woke in the middle of the night, I had pulled all the blankets to me, at least all I could reach and had them draped over my body completely, just my head sticking out, but the cold just wouldn’t go away.
So I crawled closer to the heat, Matt radiated so much heat, and his body was just made for me, he felt so good, when I let my fingers brush over his skin, softness and hardness combined. His muscles being so appetizing and then when my fingers traced his tattoo’s he slowly woke…

He had a smile on his face when he saw me and pulled me closer “Are you cold?” He asked and I nodded my head giving him a small smile.
“I know just what to do” He gave me that dimpled smile and I felt better right away, he turned us around, spooning up behind me, and it was very evident what was going on in Matt’s head, because his hard member was already stabbing me in the back.

“Hmm… you smell so good” Matt’s voice in my ear sounded like a growl, his lips traveled over my ear and cheek, making me shiver, his arms crossed over my chest, pulling me more and more against him, his heat finally making me relax a little, I didn’t want to get up ever again, if this was making me feel better.

He moved his hips and I arched my back and without hesitation he slipped inside me, we made slow and sensual love, him holding me, caressing me and whispering in my ear. It felt so good, but again I felt all the energy slipping from my fingers just when the orgasm washed away, so was all strength gone too and I fell into an exhausted sleep right away.

When Matt’s phone rang and he was talking quietly it felt like in a dream and very far away. I heard his voice but I couldn’t really comprehend what he was saying, was he still talking on the phone? Or to me… and why was it so cold again?

When I finally could open my eyes I saw Matt’s concerned hazel eyes looking at me, I knew he said something but what?
I tried to come up with what I needed and something against the fever, and headache… was I really getting sick? But how?

I asked him for Tylenol and for him to stay with me, I didn’t like to be alone when I was sick, even though I couldn’t even remember the last time I felt like this… had I ever?

Matt disappeared from the room and I sighed, I didn’t want him to go, I wanted his heat, his company… when I was a child and got sick Emery was there… and when she was sick, I was there… We never left the other alone, so I hoped Matt wouldn’t be gone for too long… even though my eyes felt so heavy… maybe if I would just sleep a little longer, maybe that would help and I would feel better afterwards… why not try? Not that I could really stay up like this anyway…

“Jo? Babe…” A deep voice sounded near my ear and someone tried to help me up, pull me up, but it was cold… no… please…
“Babe? Wake up… I got some medicine for you… the Tylenol you asked for… are you any better?” Matt’s voice sounded and I tried to shake my head, wanting to sleep some more but he wouldn’t let me.
“No… please” I tried to get out but my throat was hurting. I should drink something, but I just wanted to rest and nothing else.

“Jolie… please…” He lifted my head and I pried my eyes open looking at Matt and he looked so pale, was he ill too? I didn’t want him to be ill, he shouldn’t be ill, would I infect him? Should I better keep my distance?

“Are you okay?” I asked and tried to pull away from him, to not get him sick too but he just frowned “Yes.. I mean… Jo, you gotta sit up and help me a little, can you do that, babe? This will make you feel better, I promise.” Matt said his voice so soft and I tried to help him.

I pushed myself up on my elbows and he finally lifted me the rest of the way and pulled me into him, no way for me to get away and not infect him, he was just too strong… and warm… and soft… hmm… sooo nice, when he turned away, the heat vanished immediately.

“Sti-ll C-cc-old” I shivered and Matt scrambled to quickly pull the blanket over me again.
“But you are so hot, babe… something is really wrong… do you have that more often? What is this? Flu?” Matt looked confused and I shattered my teeth. “Don’t know… not often ill… no idea” I tried to say but my throat wasn’t letting me.

“Drink something, babe” Matt held a glass against my lips and I drank eagerly, the water flowing down my throat and I sighed, this was good… felt a lot better than before.
I coughed a little, trying my voice out “Better…” I said and then rested my head against Matt’s chest.
We sat there for a while, Matt gave me the Tylenol and I drowned it with some more water, hoping to feel better soon.

We settled together against the bed, him holding me, while I drifted in and off sleep for some minutes, he caressed my hair and I heard him talking, even if I couldn’t always understand what he said because I went back to sleep but I did hear the knock that sounded on the door.

“Let me check, I’ll be back.. Don’t worry” He kissed the top of my head and then vanished out of the door and I tried to listen for any sound that they would make, what if that was Emery, but maybe it was best she wouldn’t be seeing me, who knows what sickness I had, maybe something with the food? Or really a flu? I had no idea what was going on, but when I was sure, I couldn’t make out any sound from outside, I just let sleep drag me under again and hoped Matt would be coming back soon…

Notes

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Comments

Oh thank his he’s okay! But now Em is not okay. When will this group get a chance to breathe?? Loving it as always ladies!

These cliffhangers are killing me here! Love this story!

Hnybdgr Hnybdgr
7/14/19

Oh god, what’s Matt trying to do now? I support him though, Pagano needs to be punished for treating his daughters like shit.

Holly Holly
4/23/19

Yay!!! They are FINALLY reunited! I’m so happy! But wonder what trouble Matt just got himself into with Pagano. I hope we get to see Jo kick ass and rescue him! As always, I loved the update and i can’t wait for more!

Gah! They still have to get out! Ya killin' me, smalls!!! ;) thx for the update! If Jimmy is hurt I will find you.

violetvictoria violetvictoria
3/16/19