~Christmas Eve~

"Okay, I put all of our suitcases in the ride, the diaper bag is by the door, uh- do we need anything else?" Brian asked me, his hand running through his hair. It's getting longer, which I really like. His jet black hair fell in front of his eyes as he looked at me. He looked like a rebellious teenager again.

"Um, the presents?" I asked while I picked up Melody and placed her on my hip.

"They're also in the ride. We're only gonna be gone for two days. I don't know why I'm acting like were leaving fora month." He said, embarrassed.

"Aww, babe!" You're thinking like a dad! It's cute." I waked over to him and kissed his cheek, seeing them turn a light shade of pink. "Here, can you put her in her carseat? I need to pee really quick."

"Come to daddy, baby girl." Brian said in a baby voice as I handed him Melody. Of course, she was more than excited to be held by her dad, making me roll my eyes.

I went up into our room and went into our closet, looking through my side of the close for a small box. When I finally found the small box, I went into the bathroom ad opened the contents of the box. Taking off the cap on the stick, I did my business and placed it onto the counter once I was done.

While waiting, I mentally hugged myself as I imagined Brian's expression as I handed him his present. Well, that's if I am right.

"Babe, you okay? We're ready to go." I gasped lightly as I heard Brian knock, startling me.

"Uh yeah, just fixing my make up. I'll be out in a bit! Did you get Melody's blanket, the one Jimmy got her?" I ask him, confident that he didn't.

"Aw fuck, I'll go get that." I listened as Brian's footsteps faded away. Grabbing the small stick, I put it in my pocket then made a run to the door after washing my hands. At the car, I placed the stick in my suitcase. I just hope Brian doesn't dig in my bag, it'd ruin my surprise. After that, I jumped into the passenger seat and kept Melody entertained as Brian locked up the house, then jumped into the car.

And off to Big Bear we went.

Finally, we made it to Big Bear. From the rides that were parked outside, I figured that Matt and Val were here, as well as Zacky and Gena.

"My dad said they'd come by in the morning, too afraid of the snow. But they're not sure. There might be too much snow." Brain said, concentrating on parking right so that we wouldn't get stuck in the snow. After parking successfully, I got out and unbuckled Melody from her car seat, placing a blanket over hear head because it was so cold.

Brian had managed to bring all of the bags in and dragged them to our room we were staying in, which was the biggest because we had Melody.

"Come here, you princess." Zacky said as he rubbed his hands together and lifted up Melody's blanket that was on her head and laughed when he saw her. He asked me if he could hold her, so I handed her over carefully. Off Zacky went with Melody into the living room.

"Hey, my beautiful wife." Brian hugged me from behind and kissed my neck.

"Bri, I've been your wife for a while now." I teased him.

"I know, I just love saying it." He kissed my neck again. I giggled and pushed him away.

"Can you go make sure Zacky isn't giving Mel anything she isn't supposed to have? Remember when he gave her soda?"

Brian's eyes widened in horror as he said, "Zack! Don't you move!"

I rushed to our room and put my bag onto the bed, digging through it to find my gift to Brian. I smiled as I found it, excited to see Brian's reaction. I looked around for a small box and wrapped it carefully and quickly. After I wrapped it, I placed it under the huge Christmas tree we had in the living room.

"Hey guys!" I said as I greeted everyone. In the time that I was wrapping the present, the rest of the guys showed up. I snuggled up next to Jimmy, who had Melody sound asleep in his arms, and watched the guys all talked about music and their favorite bands. I couldn't wait for tomorrow.

~Christmas Day~

Melody's fussing had woken me up pretty early, 5:30 to be exact. I picked her up from the small crib we had and breast fed her, yawning. Melody began pushing me away, telling me that she was done. I burped her and carried her on my hip into the living room.

"Oh, baby girl, you woke me up early." I whispered.

"Hey, Jess." I jumped in my place, gasping.

"Oh, Jimmy! You scared me, you idiot." Jimmy laughed at me.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean too." He apologized. "Do you mind if I hold her?"

"No, of course not. You don't have to ask. You know that, Jim" I walked over to where Jimmy was sitting and put her in his arms. "I just burped her but you can burp her again, just so she isn't gassy or anything." I sat down on the couch opposite him and curled up in one of Brian's jacket I stole from his suitcase.

"You know, I always knew you and Brian were going to be together." Jimmy said, a smirk on his face.

"You did? Even when I was with Austin and he was with Michelle?" I smirked back at him.

"Yup, I always knew it. If there are two people who were destined to be together, it's you two. And I'm glad you two are together, and I'm even more glad that you guys made a baby." Jimmy said as he kissed Melody's head, "You three made me so happy." He whispered.

"Made?" I asked, puzzled. "Jimmy, are you okay? Have you even gone to sleep?" I said, noticing the dark bags underneath his eyes.

"I'm fine, just thinking about you two and how things work out. It's funny, isn't it? How things work out?" Jimmy said, kissing Melody again before getting up from the couch and handing her back to me. I watched him walk back into his room.

"Well, we better wake everyone up. Come on, pumpkin. Let's go get daddy and your uncles up." I whispered to Melody.

~

"Alright, guys! Let's do this!" Matt said to everyone while we all gathered in the living room. Matt was our designated Santa. Zacky and Gena were sitting on the floor next to the fireplace while Johnny and Lacey were sitting on the couch. Val was sitting next to Johnny and Lacey, because Matt was in the front by the tree. Jimmy and Leana were also sitting on the floor. Brian and I were sitting on the other couch, opposite of Matt. Melody was in Brian's arms, playing with his the wedding ring on his finger. Unfortunately, Brian's parents couldn't make it because of the snow.

"Okay, I'm not going to lie, I'm about 95% sure that these are all Mel's presents." Matt said, making us all laugh. Matt grabbed a small box then handed it to me, telling me that it was from Jimmy then he started to pass out other presents.

There were only a few presents left, including the one I had to Brian, under the tree.

"Okay next one is to Brian from Jess." Matt handed Brian the small rectangular box. Brian gave me puzzled look, his eyes narrowing. I anxiously bit my lip while watching Brian rip off the wrapping paper and open the box. Brian's head shot up as he smiled his megawatt smile.

"Are you for real? This is real?" He asked me. I smiled and shook my head yes. "Holy shit! Baby!" Brian handed Melody to Jimmy as he jumped up and picked me up, spinning with me in his arms. "We're gonna have another baby?!"

"Yes, we are going to have another baby. I didn't know what to get you and I've been thinking about it, and I really do want to have another baby, so I thought I'd give you another baby." I explained.

"I fucking love you, so fucking much, I swear. This is the best present ever. I love you." Brian kissed me passionately, making me forget for moment about everyone around us.

I could feel my cheeks heat up as everyone around us cheered and congratulated us. Jimmy got up and hugged me, kissing my head as he handed Melody to me. I looked up at him and noticed he had tears in his eyes, but blinked them away.

"Aww, baby girl, you're going to have a little brother or sister!" Brian said to Mel, grabbing her small hands and kissing them. I watched Brian as he smiled, his megawatt smile that melts my heart.

~Two Days Later~

"I'm so tired." I said as I carried Melody back inside of our house, taking her up to her room. Trying to be as quiet and smooth as I possibly could be, I changed Mel into a new diaper and some new pj's and laid her in her crib.

"What are we going to do with all the presents? She doesn't need that many toys honestly." I said to Brian as I walked down the stairs and noticed he was still bringing in presents.

"We can just put some away for now. We're gonna need more toys for when our next baby is born in nine months." Brian smirked, walking towards me and kissed me. "Wait, is that why you were all over me the last couple of weeks? Is that why we had sex basically every day? Not that I minded."

"Yes, it is. I have my ways, Haner." I playfully bit his bottom lip. "And I knew you wouldn't object to sex."

"You are one sneaky little girl." Brian kissed me deeply, gripping my behind and pushing my pelvis up towards his.

"Mm- not tonight, Mister. It's 3 in the morning and I'm exhausted." I pushed Brian away, making him groan in protest. I rolled my eyes and closed the door, locking it.

"Now, carry me upstairs and you may or may not get a blowjob." I smirked as Brian's eyes lit up with lust and he quickly picked me off the floor and ran up the stairs, taking two at a time.

~The Next Morning~

"Babe, babe, we gotta go." Brian shook me awake rather harshly. "Jess, get up!"

"What? Why?" I questioned him as I opened my eyes. It took my eyes a moment to adjust to the sunlight, but when they did, I noticed Brian was in jeans and had his shoes on already with Mel in her car seat by the bedroom door. She still had on her pj's and she clutched her blanket as she slept in the carseat.

What the hell is going on?

Brian threw me some yoga pants and one of his sweaters and he ran into the other room, probably getting the diaper bag. I changed and looked at Brian. His eyes were red and puffy, his nose was runny as well. He was crying.

Why was he crying?

"Brian, is everything okay? Is Mel okay?" I said quietly, trying to get his attention. "Brian, what the fuck is going on?" I said louder this time.

"The hospital. They just- they uh- called. They said that- that Jimmy committed suicide last night." Brian said eerily low, his voice breaking.

No, no, that can't be true. He can't be gone.

Notes

A/N:
sorry if there are typos, I did this on my phone because my computer is at home lol

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