Matt’s POV

I couldn’t fucking believe the night had turned out this way! I was out of my mind with worry about where the hell Maya was and I furious at Jimmy for making me worry. What the hell was he thinking? When was it ever a good idea to take my girlfriend and run away without telling anyone? That’s what I wanted to know!

“Forget it! Listen, I told you I need my fair share of the girls and we had a fun night, which shouldn’t be over now… I said I would bring them back in the morning, it’s not morning…” Jimmy said, trying to explain himself. I wasn’t buying it. That’s not how any of this fucking worked and he should know that.

“Fair share?” I laughed cynically. “Bring them back in the morning? NO! No fucking way! That’s not how this works!” I raged, pointing my finger at Jimmy. There was no way in hell this shit was going to fly with me. She was my girlfriend and he needed to let me know if they were going on some kind of mission. It was my right to know where they were and what they were doing, damn it!

“What do you mean, that’s not how this works?” Maya yelled back, taking me off guard. She took a step towards me, her eyes ablaze, and I knew right then that I hadn’t used the best choice of words. I couldn’t help it. I was just so fucking angry, worried, and a little hurt that I couldn’t even think straight. She honestly had no idea how much I loved her, did she? “I am not your fucking property!”

“No but I am your fucking boyfriend, Maya! God fucking damn it! I had a right to know where you were!” I shouted back with my hands out in front of me. “I was fucking worried about you!”

“So now I have to run all my life choices by you before I do them? That’s complete and utter bullshit, Matt and we both know it!” Maya looked beyond pissed at me and I didn’t understand why. That she thought there was nothing wrong with her actions tonight was really starting to piss me off even more. “I was out with my best fucking friends and I’m sorry if you can’t accept that—“

“I never fucking said that you couldn’t go with them, god you’re missing the god damned point!” I raged, throwing my hands up in the air. I was only a foot away from Maya now and I could feel my heart pounding in my chest. I was starting to see red and I really didn’t want to be pushed to that point, but if Maya kept this up then there was no turning back.

Jimmy sighed and leaned back against the bus, reminding me of his presence. This argument was supposed to be between us, not Maya and I hated that she put her nose in it. “Look Matt…I’m sorry. I should have told you we were going on a secret mission—“

“No,” Maya interrupted, holding her hand up to him. “You don’t have to apologize. Matt should be the one apologizing for blowing this all way out of proportion.” And that’s when I lost it. “We were just having fun!”

“I blew this out of proportion?” I laughed again, shaking my head. “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me right now Maya?!” I was raging now and I took a step towards her but she didn’t back down. “You fucking left without a trace! How the hell were we supposed to know some crazy psycho didn’t fucking take you at point blank from the booth!”

“We were with Jimmy!” Maya said exasperatedly, pushing my chest back as I took another step towards her. “We are fucking fine so back the fuck off!” she said pushing against me one more time but I didn’t move.

“Jimmy fucking runs off all the time without telling us!” I hissed back, trying to make her understand. “How the hell were we supposed to know you were with him? Not even a goddamn text! Really? Do you really have that little regard for me?” My voice was shaking with anger as I talked at a dangerously low level. Her back was now pressed against the roadie bus and I could feel the rapid rising and falling of her chest against mine. “Gates and I have been worried sick about you. Does that really not bother you at all?”

My eyes bore down into hers, not realizing that we were now standing outside alone. Jimmy, Brian, Avery, and Jess were nowhere to be seen around us but I didn’t even notice. I was focused on the set of dark brown eyes that looked back at me with an unreadable emotion in them.

“Matt, look I-I—“

“Don’t you know how much I love you, Maya?” I interrupted, my voice now soft as I cupped her face in my hands. My thumbs gently traced over her soft cheeks as I stared into her eyes. As soon as I touched her skin, my anger began to dissolve away.

“I honestly don’t know what I would do if something every happened to you,” I whispered so softly, closing my eyes and pressing my forehead to hers. The idea of losing her forever shook my to the very core and made me feel sick to my stomach. I couldn’t and I wouldn’t lose her, but she had to realize that too. I could only tell her so many times. I couldn’t have a relationship on my own.

Maya stared at me, her mouth slightly agape as she shook her head. I could see the tears pooling but I didn’t want them to fall. Why was she so upset over me being concerned about her? Was I missing something? “I don’t care that you went off with Jimmy, just fucking tell me next time, okay?”

“Matt…look I don’t know what you expect from me,” Maya said softly and I hung my head. She just didn’t get it, did she? How many times did I have to tell her that I wasn’t going to leave her? “I can’t just change who I am…”

“Maya I’m not asking you to change. All I wanted was for you to tell me where you’re going before you take off into the night,” I sighed, shaking my head. I didn’t like the direction this conversation was headed.

“But you are,” she sighed, the tears pooling thicker. “I said I would try…and I am… But I-I…”

“Don’t,” I warned, pointing a finger at her and taking a step back. She was drunk and high, that much I could tell from standing in close proximity. Maya wasn’t in her right state of mind and I wasn’t going to let her make any decisions tonight, not over something stupid like this. “Please, let’s just go to bed…we can figure this out in the morning,” I said reaching down to take her hand.

“No…I just need to be alone to think right now. I’m sorry, Matt,” Maya pulled her hand away from me and sighed. I wouldn’t let her go. “You deserve better than what I give you…I wanted to try but-but maybe I’m not enough.” Suddenly she pushed past me and darted towards the venue. Fuck this is not how I wanted this evening to go at all.

I sprinted after her but she was faster than me. What the hell was this girl a freaking cross-country champion? “Maya wait!” I called after her as she ducked around the concrete corner. “Please come back!”

Thank fucking god I worked out and went for a run everyday because when we finally got to a straightaway, I caught up with her. I grabbed her arm and pulled her back into me and pinned her against the wall so that she couldn’t get away from me. I wouldn’t let her.

“Matt let me go,” she cried, the tears flowing down her cheeks. “Please…”

“No,” I said firmly, wrapping my arms around her and holding her close as she cried. “I’m not letting you go because damn it, Maya. You are all that I want and you will always be enough for me. I don’t fucking expect anything from you. You don’t have to tell me you love me. You don’t have give up time with your friends, none of that. Just being around you and getting to call you mine is enough to make me the happiest motherfucker on the planet. Don’t you understand that?” I asked her softly, wiping away her tears with my finger.

“Why aren’t you mad at me?” Maya asked, her voice shaking.

“Because I love you, Maya,” I replied simply before pressing my lips to hers in a deep kiss. I didn’t want to give her any reason to doubt my feelings or intentions towards her and I wouldn’t let go without a fight.

“But—“ she started but I didn’t let her continue.

“No buts, babe. You’re all I want…I promise. You are enough,” I breathed against her lips, my hands running down her body. “Besides, do you have any idea what the fuck you do to me?” I whispered, hoarsely. Just touching her was sending my body into a frenzy.

Before she could say another word, I slid one of my hands into the back of her hair and reeled her in towards me. I pulled her firmly into my arms and claimed her lips with a vengeance. When she didn’t protest, I pushed her firmly back against the wall, wanting to devour her right here and now. Remembering how excited I had gotten her earlier in the day was making my cock throb with anticipation. I needed her and I needed to show her how much I cared about her. There was no need for her to worry when we were concerned. I my mind, Matt and Maya were a sure thing.

My tongue was demanding as it moved in her mouth and she responded like a ravenous animal, devouring and encouraging me. She moaned against my lips and slid her fingers into my hair, pulling and tugging me closer to her. I loved beastly side of her and I couldn’t get enough. I had to have her.

One of my hands moved to claim her left breast, sliding in through the top of her dark colored tank-top, claiming it with a rumbling groan in the back of my throat as I cupped it tightly. Maya let out a soft moan as I pinched and rolled her nipple between my fingertips. She moaned my name as I moved my lips to her neck, my other hand moving to rub her mound through her shorts. I carefully began to stroke her inner thigh, slowly moving toward that place were I needed to be. When my fingers brushed past her denim shorts and her panties, Maya dug her nails into the back of my neck.

“Matt,” she whimpered in agony as I slowly ran my finger over the outside of her panties. I couldn’t help but groan in the back of my throat at that sound—it was the sexiest thing I had ever heard.

Maya closed her eyes and spread her legs wider as my hand began to move over her swollen clit. As she moaned, I moved my fingers faster.

“I need you…” I groaned against her skin, nibbling her neck. She tasted so good and I couldn’t get enough of her. I scooped her up to my arms and pressed her back against the concrete wall, my hard member pressing into her core through our shorts.

“Oh…fuck me…” Maya moaned, her hands quickly moving down to my pants as she kissed me hard. Her hands worked to unbuckle my belt as I worked on her shorts.

"You are so fucking sexy," I rasped, pushing her harder against the wall as she kicked off her shorts and panties. Just then the lights switched off and I smiled wickedly. Now I could have my wicked way with her without interruption.

Before Maya could say anything about the lights turning off, I buried two fingers deep inside her. She gasped and moaned in delight as I moved them quickly in and out, making her squirm in my arm. As her hips rocked against my fingers, my cock throbbed painfully in her hand. I had to have her and soon because I wouldn’t last long like this.

"Oh you're all wet for me you naughty girl....you tell me how you like it?" I breathed in her ear as she moaned his name, my finger speed increasing.

"Hard and fast," Maya panted, throwing her head back as I moved even faster in her core, hitting that sweet and tender spot. I was too concerned with making Maya feel good to be worried about banging in the middle of the corridor. Anyone could walk down the hall at any given time and I didn't care.

Suddenly Maya bit down on my neck, her body shaking with and orgasm. As the sweet spell took over her body she threw her head back and screamed my name. That was it. That sound was exactly what I wanted to hear. Before she could even finish, I replaced my fingers with my throbbing cock and she screamed even louder.

"Oh god," she cried as she held on to me, ridding my cock.

"Oh you're so fucking tight, babe," I moaned as she moved with me. I felt like every nerve ending was on fire as we moved together, putting my love for her in each movement. All I could do was moan her name between kisses and make her feel good. "Oh damn it, you're getting me close...." I rasped

"Me too, I'm so close," she cried, unable to stand the build up of pressure. The next thing I knew, I felt like I was floating on a weightless cloud full of bliss and all my problems had gone away. Her core clamped down around me, milking me and I couldn’t help but spill my seed within her.

As we both came down off our high, I held her close as we fought to catch out breath. We were still connected when her gorgeous brown eyes met mine. "Damn Maya," I sighed with a small smile. My hands moved to cup her face, staring into her eyes. “I love you,” I told her just as a flashlight clicked on down the corridor.

“Fuck,” we both hissed, grabbing our pants and taking off running down the hall toward the exit.

“I hope you’re ready for more when we get back,” I called to her, taking her hand and pulling her down the stairs. “Because that was just a warm up.” I quickly pushed her up against the wall and kissed her lips before taking off running again. I had such a rush right now that I couldn’t wait to get her back and have my way with her again. Maya had some control over me and there was no way I was going to let her go. I hoped she felt the same way.

Jimmy’s POV

Now where that that beautiful angel of wonder taken off too? She couldn’t have gone too far. But what I didn’t understand was why she left in the first place. Did my kiss break her mind control powers over me? I didn’t think so because she was still the only one I could, well besides Matt and Maya who were running off into the distance. What were they running from anyway? Did they see a spider because I’d fucking kill it for them!

I slowly crept around the backside of the roadies’ bus, my eyes wide as I scanned the darkness. Where had that blue sorceress gone? I had to find her. I had to know more about her…fuck I craved her. She would be mine and I think we both knew that.

I paused when I heard a scream fill the silence but something told me that wasn’t my Knife Mistress, especially since there were shadows moving in the back of the bus. Those crazy kids were at it again, and I just hoped they hadn’t scared away Jess. Fuck, her name even sounded magical! Had she left on her own secret mission?

“My queen…where are you?” I called out through the dark, only to see a faint shadow sitting on a picnic table across camp. That had to be her, or the pizza man. God I could really go for some pizza. Little gnome was right about that being hungry thing and now that we were back, I wanted something to eat.

I quickly moved through the darkness, careful not to make a sound. I didn’t want to spook my target in the process. Sneaking up was the only way that I could be certain she wouldn’t run away from me again. I dove to the ground, crawling on my hands and knees as I got closer, the target in range. When I finally reached her I stood up to my full height and took a seat next to her.

That’s when those gorgeous eyes met mine and I froze. Suddenly all my thoughts and plans vanished from my head and I had no idea what to do. Those eyes were filled with tears and I felt completely helpless and like someone had shot me threw the chest. I wanted to comfort her and tell her not to cry but I couldn’t formulate any words. All I could do was frantically shake my head as I gapped at her and wipe away her tears.

“What are you doing here?” she cried, turning away from me. Was she embarrassed to be around me? Where the hell did that thought come from? Since when did I care if someone was embarrasses to be seen around me? I was the fucking Rev and I did whatever I pleased, yet somehow I cared what she thought. I cared a lot.

“I-I…” I stammered, the words still not coming to me. “My queen…I needed to see you…you disappeared.”

“I-I needed to think about some things,” she admitted, her back to me. I carefully scooted closer and put my arm around my shoulder and pulled her into my side. I felt responsible for her tears and that killed me.

“Please don’t cry,” I begged, my brain slowly starting to function again. As long as those eyes weren’t looking at me I could think. She really had so kind of magical power, that much I was sure of. I would have to warn the others. “What happen back there wasn’t your fault…”

Jess nodded, her red hair moving slightly in the breeze. “I-I just don’t know what to make of everything…of the job…of-of…”

“The kiss?” I asked raising my brow at her. Did she think I was kidding around with that?

“I really like this job so far and I just don’t want to lose it. It’s the first thing I could ever really rely on,” she said quietly and I threw my head back and laughed. Those blue eyes turned on me, looking frightened and startled.

“I’m not going to fire you,” I laughed, hitting my knee. “What ever gave you that idea? You my dear,” I said, taking her chin between my fingers with a smile. “Are my queen, and you will come to understand. I don’t expect you to know now…but soon it will all fall into place,” I assured her. “You will be my Knife Mistress.”

Jess opened and closed her mouth a few times, looking at me before her frown was replace with a large smile. “Surprisingly I understand and I would like that very much,” she said with a little excitement in her voice and I couldn’t help but pull her onto my lap. I felt so connect to her and to my surprise, her touch had the same affect Maya’s did on me but ten fold.

“Look, we have to keep this a secret,” I said, kissing the top of her head. “The others don’t understand our secret missions or how our minds work…you will be my Knife Mistress and that is all that matters. Do you feel me, beautiful?”

Jess nodded her head at me before she turned and cuddled into my chest, the sun rising in the distance. I suddenly felt more at home then I ever had in my entire life.

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