Maya’s POV
I looked back out the window, where I just left my best friend. I should be happy cause I would be seeing my boyfriend again soon, or that my other best friend was sitting right beside me, stroking my back soothingly but really… it didn’t.
I felt so bad for leaving Avery behind, I thought her bond to Brian and our friendship might be enough to lure her out of Daddy’s grabs but apparently I was wrong.

On one side I could even understand her… I mean she always was a Daddy’s girl that wouldn’t change in an instant that maybe never would…
And how long did it take her to break Daddy’s rules just for once… still I thought she would come along, and I saw it in her eyes, she wanted to and for a split second I knew she was thinking on stepping forward and walking out that door with us, but in the end, Larry’s stern look and authority had won and we lost…

How could I explain this to Brian? He would feel horrible, wouldn’t he? Should I go back?
But there was no way back, Larry had been clear about that, I didn’t have any business more in going back… my time with Larry and Avery in that house was over.
Did I make the right decision?

“Don’t you dare think about going back, Maya” Jimmy’s voice roused me out of my thinking.
“What? I didn’t I just-” I started but knew it wasn’t worth lying to Jimmy, he was one of only a few who could look right through me.
“I know, stupid right?” I finally added and Jimmy sighed “It’s not. You feel like being ripped in half, huh? Avery is part of you… as much as these fuckers are part of me… And can you freaking hurry, I’m starving.” Jimmy shook the driver seat and Zack flipped him off.

“Yes, maybe I should have stayed I mean, I shouldn’t leave her alone. We didn’t leave each others side, since the first time we met. We come as a package deal and now I left her… just like that.” I sighed and met Zack’s eyes in the review mirror.
“Don’t beat yourself up about that, M. She will understand, you want to be with Matt. And I bet she wants to be with Brian nearly as bad. It’s just a matter of time until she comes around…” Zacky shrugged but I wasn’t too sure, they don’t know the reign Larry held over Avery. She was never going against his wishes… that she kept the relationship and everything a secret to him for so long as outstanding for Avery behavior, but now… now she couldn’t cross the line.

Because she was afraid Larry never calmed down, that he would never look at her like he used to do, as his only little girl. But she wasn’t that shy little girl anymore, not if you ask me and Avery needed time to see that… or maybe she would never… god, why was this so fucked up.

“We are here.” Zack parked and I looked around “What? Where?” We were standing at a small bistro and I frowned.
“I’m hungry, and I thought you could eat something too. Come on Knife girl, don’t look so sad. I can’t stand that. Let’s have some good food and when we are done here we drive over to Johnny’s… I mean Johnny’s in Johnny’s Bar, not his Johnny’s” Jimmy motioned to Johnny next to me. “You wouldn’t like it there… his house is a mess.”
“It’s not a mess… I clean it when I want it to be clean… I clean it when I have a girl over.” Johnny shrugged and I had to smile, these guys really were the worst.
“At least I have a house, Rev” Johnny shot back. “You used to live in the laundry mat.”
“Nothing bad about that.” Jimmy grinned and he ordered all different kind of food for all of us.

We sat down outside and the waiter loaded all our food on our table while the guys dug into it and I stayed back. I wasn’t feeling like eating… not really at least.
“Eat… please” Jimmy urged me on and I nodded, for the sake of him, but still just picked in my food not really getting something down.

“Alright, enough. Come with me.” Jimmy grabbed my hand and left the table, he dragged me of to the side and pulled me into a hug, I rested my head on his shoulder sighing.
Damn, I haven’t realized how much I needed this.

“You don’t even realize what a big step you just made, do you? Do you realize how happy Matt will be when you will show up later at Johnny’s? How happy he will be, knowing you will join us back on tour? Do you even realize how happy you make me, sweetie? Look at me!” He pulled me away from him and I had suddenly tears in my eyes, not knowing what to do.

“It’s nothing to be sad about, believe me… we will convince the little one, you won’t be alone. You don’t know Brian as good as I do, but believe me he set his eyes on that little Gnome and he will get her, damn… I haven’t seen that guy acting so weird… like ever. He won’t rest until he reached his goal, maybe it won’t be today and it won’t be tomorrow when we have to be back on the road… but he will… and we will. Now, let’s forget about that just for a second and enjoy the evening will you? Because if I bring Matt a sulking sad Maya, he will blame me for that… and I don’t want to start another fight with him just yet.” Jimmy finished pulling me in for another hug and I had to chuckle.
“You are the best, you know that right?” I whispered into his chest and he chuckled “I know, but don’t tell the others or they get jealous.” He chuckled as well and another thought crossed me.

“You said I made a big step…” I said quietly and I just realized I did, I gave everything up to be with them on tour, it’s not only about Matt but he was huge part in my decision.
Did that mean I was slowly coming closer to what it should feel like? How I should react towards him? Would he be really happy about that or would he now think that this is too much? No way of backing out!

“God woman, now I just had you on good thoughts and you begin to ruin it again? What’s wrong with you!” Jimmy threw his hands up in the air in frustration and I had to giggle, he was right… I should push all the dark thought away for now, they would hunt me soon enough again.
“You are right.” I said smiling and Jimmy nodded approvingly “Now, if those two guys eat all my food I will freaking kill them.” Jimmy raced suddenly back to the table screaming and I giggled all the attention was directed at our table and I couldn’t help but get a better mood, seeing the three of them fighting over fries.

Two hours later I was dressed and ready to see my boyfriend again and tell him I wouldn’t be leaving him again so soon.
We went to Johnny’s Bar, Jimmy was driving. He suggested dropping me off at Matt’s directly after we ate but I needed a little time for myself and a quick shower so I felt ready.

We walked into the bar and I spotted Matt and Brian at the end of the Bar right away, they were drinking beer and I couldn’t wait to throw myself into his arms.
“GUYS! LOOK WHO I FOUND!” Jimmy yelled behind me and both Matt and Brian snapped around, I could see Brian trying to see if Avery was with me this time but I had to shake my head and he nodded slightly going back to his beer.

“Babe!” Matt ran past everyone and grabbed me into his arms, he twirled me around and kissed me right away, not caring if anyone saw or not. Another benefit of all this was that now we wouldn’t have to worry anymore of anyone seeing us in the open or not, we were official now and that was nice. I didn’t have to hide and Matt didn’t have to hide me, no more watching out for any of us.

“What happened? I tried to call Jimmy, but he wrote me just stupid messages about plan being half successful or something! Shit, I thought I would have to leave without you tomorrow. I don’t have to leave without you, do I?” Matt rushed out before he trailed kisses all over my face again until I had to stop him,

“You don’t have to leave without me, I’m coming with you.” I told him and he just hugged me closer to him, “Fuck, I was afraid this wouldn’t work… and what? What happened to Avery? Where is she? What-” Matt stopped when he saw Jimmy shaking his head.
“I will talk to Brian and explain… now you two love birds can go and do whatever you want. I will take care of the rest.” Jimmy winked and Matt groaned “Oh thank god.”

Matt grabbed my waist and holstered me up, he nearly run out of the bar and just dropped me into a cab waiting outside before he jumped in behind me, he pulled me so close I was nearly sitting onto his lap and his hand ran up and down my sides.
“I’m sorry? You wanted to stay? I just… shit… I mean-” Matt looked confused and I had to chuckle.
“No, I’m totally fine where I am right now.” I laid my head on his chest and heard his fast heartbeat, making me smile.
“Good, cause I ain’t gonna let you leave so soon again.” Matt whispered his hand brushing the hair from my face.

When we arrived at his home, Matt kissed me all the way to the front door, his hands were roaming my body and it felt like we were both drowning and needed the other to survive. I let one hand slip into his pants and kneaded his already hard cock. God, I couldn’t wait to let him fill me again, for the pleasure and closeness I would feel when he was inside of me.

We stumbled backwards into his house and Matt guided us without falling but with bumping into different kind of furniture to his couch.
“I cannot wait longer, babe.” Matt groaned out and I nodded “Right… now… need you” Alright real sentences weren’t possible anymore.

We quickly got rid of our clothes and Matt pulled me onto his lap “Babe… fuck… I thought you wouldn’t come” Matt whispered and I felt the tip of his erection on my entrance.
“I know… I thought the same...” I whispered back crashing my mouth to his while letting myself slowly down on his erection and we both groaned into our kiss.
“Oh damn babe, so tight…” Matt pulled away panting from our kiss and I slowly moved up and down, while he put his hands on hips and helped me find the right rhythm for both of us.

Matt’s hand wandered down from my hip to my clit and began to draw circles there, my legs began to burn and I knew I couldn’t take it much longer, needed to be send over the edge soon.
“Faster.. babe..” Matt groaned and he began to rub my clit in a faster rhythm while I increased my movement until I felt the ball of fire explode inside of me.
“OH MATT!” I yelled finally and let the orgasm overtake me completely.

The next thing I knew was being softly late down on the couch and covered by a blanket and then pulled into Matt’s strong arms, we still haven’t really talked about everything but he knew I would come with him and that would be enough for now.

Brian’s POV

It was Monday morning and we would soon head out for the tour again. Normally I was always excited to go back on the road, to play more shows… and I would have been… if that certain someone would be joining me.

But she wouldn’t, that was at least the last thing I heard. I called her again after everything that Jimmy told me about his genius master plan. The master plan that had failed in my opinion, because that Maya would join us wasn’t enough for me. I needed Avery by my side and nothing else would do.

I wanted to convince Avery one last time to follow us on tour, or rather to come with us on tour not follow.
I wanted to have what Maya and Matt had, because I knew I couldn’t and wouldn’t stand their fucking and kissing and doing all those couple things in front of my eyes.
Knowing my girl was shut away from me, because her father and our manager thought I wasn’t good for her.
How could I convince Larry that I was honest, that Avery wasn’t just a plaything for me?
And how could I convince Avery to come with me no matter what her father thought?
Whichever would worked faster…

“Brian? You ready? We wanna go!” Matt Berry yelled and I sighed, we were all waiting at the Bus to start rolling.
The roadies on their bus and we on our, together with Maya. She was on the phone again and I was looking at Matt. He was watching her with this stupid puppy look on his face, not only that he had his girl with him on this goddamn tour, no- he could be open about his relationship with her. Since Larry knew anyway they didn’t have to hide…

“Can we make another short stop?!” I asked Matt Berry who stopped next to me, since I didn’t answer him before.
“What? A stop? What stop? We didn’t even start yet and you keep talking about the next stop already?” Matt asked and I rolled my eyes.
“I mean not really the next stop, I rather meant us waiting with the driving for another 10 to 20 minutes?” I asked and he narrowed his eyes on me, “What you want now, Gates?” He asked and I sighed.

“One last chance, come on give me one last chance to convince her. I need her with me, I at least have to try it one more time, then I’m gonna stop bugging everyone, I promise.” I said and he looked around spotting Jimmy.
“We got 10 more minutes?” He asked and Jimmy shook his head “Well… oh… you want me to… Why?” Jimmy looked over to me and I gave him a pleading look.
“Little Gnome?” He asked and I nodded. “Alright, I’ll give you 10 more minutes but I don’t think I can postpone it any longer.” Jimmy said and I nodded “That’s all I am asking, a final chance.”

Jimmy nodded and suddenly started running away from the bus and Matt chuckled “YO JASON! YOUR MAN! GO GET HIM OR WE CAN’T LEAVE!” Matt Berry yelled and I saw Jason looking perplexed behind the running Jimmy, then curse and start of running after Jimmy.
“Okay, you got 10. Hurry!” I nodded and jumped into my car, I would never make it in ten and they all knew it, but I couldn’t leave this chance out.

I stopped infront of Larry’s house and destiny was in my favor, his car wasn’t there. I ran towards the front door and rang the doorbell so often that I thought it would work after me ever again.

Avery opened the door, her ear on her shoulder holding her phone in between “Maya, I know… I just-” She stopped midsentence seeing me.
“Love, I needed to see you again” I told her and she dropped her phone.
“Brian?! What are you-” I didn’t let her finish and kissed her hard, grabbing her waist and pulling her close to me, god how much I missed her and this, holding her tasting her.

“My Dad will be home any second… you have to go” Avery panted after I released her from our kiss.
“Come with me… please. I want to have you with me. I want what Maya and Matt have… Don’t stay back… Larry will calm down, believe me.” I was not far from begging if I was honest.

“Oh no… I can’t… I explained everything, Brian. I can’t leave him now… he will not manage you guys anymore… I swear I will try everything when some time passed but now… I just can’t go. I wish I could… I wish I could go with you, really...” Avery had tears in her eyes and I knew she was honest, she really meant all this but it didn’t change the outcome, she wouldn’t come with me… and that was intensifying the pain in my heart.

I pulled her into my embrace and she rested her head on my shoulder sobbing silently “Don’t cry, love. Nothing will change, we will talk… I can call you, Maya will… Zack will. We can have kinky phone sex or something?” I tried to lighten the mood a little and earned a sobbing chuckle from her.
“Kinky phone sex, huh?” Avery looked up to me her blue eyes filled with tears.
My phone started to buzz and I knew I was already late, “My bus is leaving… I need to..” I started not wanting to pull away.

“How about I just kidnap you?” I tried again and she shook her head another tear running down her cheek when I heard a car down the street, shit… that must be Larry, I had to go.
“I’m sorry Brian… I wish I could…” She whispered and I put another kiss on her lips before hurrying to my car and driving off with just another wave towards her, our last goodbye…

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