No More Lies, No More Pain. [Re-do]

So much for holding back.



Later on that night, Brian took Beatrix and I out for dinner and for a drive around Los Angeles. Things went so differently from what I thought was going to happen when we finally came face to face. He wasn’t as mad at me as I thought he would be, or as much as I deserved for him to be mad at me. And best of all, he didn’t shut us out. For the rest of the night, we talked as if nothing was wrong. He told me that Arin and Kimberly are expecting a baby. They knew about it for three weeks and just broke the news to everyone yesterday. Matt and Valary had another son. The guys made a mobile game and cartoon for the Hail to the King album. Mercedes got a job as a dental assistant. And I even asked about Michelle and how she was doing.

He sighed. “Honestly, ever since the little incident between all three of us, I have not spoken to Michelle at all.”

I couldn’t help but feel guilty. Michelle has been a best friend to the band and Brian’s love way longer than I have. And I wouldn’t even consider myself a best friend to the entire band just yet. Last time I checked, Matt still doesn’t approve of me, and Johnny rarely says a word to me. The only reasons why they even hang around me are because of their wives or because of Brian. And as far as being Brian’s love, we broke each other a lot, and I know I caused the most damage. I’m sure Michelle didn’t hurt him as bad as I did.

At the thought of it all, I let out a deep sigh as a tear fell down my face. “Brian, I don’t think you should shut her out anymore. She’s been there for you longer than I have, and I am so sorry for tearing you two apart. She doesn’t deser-“

Brian cuts me off. “Let me just stop you right there. Baby, you didn’t tear us apart. Yes, Michelle has seen a lot more than you, but as time went on, we just realized that we weren’t making each other happy anymore. No matter how hard we tried, it just never seemed to work. And when you came along, I guess she just didn’t want to accept that fact.” He then reaches over with his free hand and intertwines his fingers with mine. “Don’t think for one second that mine and Michelle’s divorce is your fault. We fell out of love with each other a long time ago, and then I fell in love with you. And I wouldn’t trade the time we had together for anything in the world.” He then quickly glances at me and flashes a small smile.

My heart raced at a hundred miles a minute as I gently squeezed his hand and returned a smile. I then leaned over and kissed his cheek. “Let’s go home.” I couldn’t take it any more. I needed him, and I needed him now.


We made it back to the house in forty-five minutes flat; traffic was pretty bad for the evening. When we got out of the car, Brian grabbed Beatrix and let her rest her head on his shoulder while he held her with one arm and wrapped the other arm around my waist. I unlocked the door to the house and we made our way upstairs. Brian then led me to another room in the house.

“I was cleaning this room before you showed up today. I hope you like it.” He whispered.

Brian then opens the door and reveals a beautiful nursery for Beatrix. I gasped as a huge smile appeared on my face. “Oh Brian… It’s beautiful.”

The nursery was violet and white. The walls were white and the trimmings were violet. The crib was white with Irish green and violet beddings, as well as a little bear and stars dangling over the crib. There was also a white rocking chair and a white, green, and violet bathing center. Everything about this room was just perfect. I continued to look around as Brian settled Beatrix in her crib for sleep. He then turns on both baby monitors and leaves one on a nightstand next to her crib and the other in his hands. He then gives Beatrix a soft kiss to the forehead.

“Sleep tight princess. Daddy will see you in the morning.” He whispered.

I smiled at his words as I continued to stare around the room until Brian sneaks up behind me and wraps his arms around me. I smile at him and kiss his temple after he rests his chin on my shoulder. “Brian, this nursery is just perfect. I love it.” I whispered.

“I’m glad.” He then kisses my neck softly and nibbles down a little, making my head fall back onto his shoulder. I bit my lip to hold back a moan, but gasp as his left hand creeps up to my bra from underneath my shirt, and scratches down from my ribs to my hip. “Let’s go to bed.” He whispers into my ear before quickly turning me around to face him and picking me up to where my legs wrapped around his waist.

Our lips collided for an intense and passionate kiss as we made our way out of Beatrix’s nursery, into the master bedroom. Brian held me close as he knelt down on top of the bed. He then lays me down and rips my shirt open, revealing my black lace bra. He then quickly traces kisses and nibbles down from my neck to my hipbone. Before going any further, he lowers the volume a little to the baby monitor and sets it down on the nightstand next to us.

He then comes back over to me and smirks as he notices me biting my bottom lip. He then slips off his shirt, revealing his muscles and tattoos. God this man is so hot, I couldn’t help but moan a little. Brian smiles at the sound of my moan; he then grips at the sides of my jeans and pulls them off along with my panties.

Without teasing any longer, Brian then takes off his jeans and boxers and quickly crawls on top of me. He kisses me passionately, and I could feel the tip of his erection teasingly going in and out of me. I moaned in plea for him to take me. “Oh Brian please.” I begged as he began biting on my neck. “Please take me.”

“Is that what you want?” He growled.

I nodded quickly. “Yes.” I moaned.

He chuckled as he went in a little deeper. “Be mine.” He growled again. We then locked eyes and I suddenly became breathless. “I don’t want anyone else, Evelyn. I love you.” He went in a little deeper inside me, it began to hurt.

I squealed a little louder. “I love you too, Brian.” I whispered before pulling him in for a kiss as he moved fully inside me, making me moan in pain and pleasure. As he began to thrust, the pain slowly went away until I felt nothing but pure pleasure. Brian is what I want, and there was no way I was letting go of him ever again.



THE NEXT MORNING…


I woke up around 8:30 in the morning to Brian softly kissing my lips as he held himself up on top of me. I kissed him back and ran my fingers through his hair. “Morning baby.” I giggled as he started nibbling my neck.

“Good morning to you baby.” He responded in between kisses. He then laid down next to me and held me close as I wrapped one arm around him.

“Where’s Bea?” I asked.

“She’s still asleep in her room. I didn’t want to wake her up just yet. I figured she needed a good sleep.” He responded before planting a soft kiss to my forehead.

I nodded in agreement. “She really does. She hasn’t had a good sleep in a long time. She’s napped, but she hasn’t really slept.”

He nodded. “I figured that.”

We then looked at each other for a brief moment before we went into yet other passionate kiss. Brian was wearing sweat pants and I was still naked as he moved over to get back on top of me. With how close we are to each other, I could feel him getting hard as he rubbed against me. He then pulls his sweatpants down just enough to let his long erection spring freely. And just as we were about to get intimate, we hear knocking at the front door. We pause for a moment to listen in if the person would knock again, and they did.

“Shit.” Brian groans. He then looks at me and smiles before planting a quick kiss to my lips. “Let me get rid of whoever the hell that is, and we can continue when I get back.”

“Okay.” I giggle before Brian quickly gets off of me and pulls his pants back up around his waist.

He took a little while, and it was starting to get me worried as to who was here. I was surely hoping it wasn’t anyone I knew. I didn’t want to see them just yet. I then got up and started to dress in one of Brian’s t-shirts and sweatpants and made my way over to the top of the stairs to see who was there. It was a couple. When they heard my footsteps from the top, they then turned around and looked up at me, their faces going from happy to shocked. Crap. It was Brian’s parents.

Notes

Okay so this chapter is a little short, but I hope it was good enough until the next one. Love you DeathBats! <3