No More Lies, No More Pain. [Re-do]

Suzy’s expression changed real quickly when she let it sink in that I was actually here. She then quickly turned to Brian and pointed at me with her index finger. “What is she doing here?” She asked rudely.

“Mom, let’s not do this right now.” Brian responded as calm as he could.

“No! We are going to do this shit right now!” She shot back before turning to face me. “You little bitch. You have a hell of a lot nerve to even show your face back in this house. Much less in California!” She then turned back to Brian. “Did you even remember that today is McKenna’s birthday? Or were you too busy putting your dick in this whore’s wonder vagina?”

“Mom! Stop. Just stop.” Brian demanded. “I have taken a lot of shit talk about Evelyn from you every time I go to your house, but I will not accept that in my fucking house! Especially with my baby sleeping upstairs.”

I made my way downstairs and stood next to Brian, facing Suzy dead on. “Suzy, I made my way back in yesterday. I came to see Brian and we already talked things over. Everything is fine now, and I’m not going anywhere.” I could feel Brian wrap his arm around my shoulders and squeeze a little tight.

Suzy gave me a nasty glare. “Did you decide that before or after you fucked h-“

Brian cut her off. “That is enough!” He then stood in front of me, almost toe to toe with Suzy. “I’m sorry mom, but if you can’t show me some respect in my house by not being nasty to my girlfriend, then I am going to have to ask you to leave.”

I could feel my heart rip into shreds by Suzy’s hateful words. I can’t believe how bad I messed everything up. Suzy hates me now, and even though he wasn’t doing much talking, Brian Sr. probably hates me too. I don’t blame either one of them, but it feels like only yesterday when I met them for the first time and they welcomed me with open arms.

Suzy scoffed at Brian in disbelief. “You’re kicking me out of your house? After everything I have done for you. And you’re not even going to let me see my granddaughter?”

Brian shook his head. “Not if you’re going to be this way. Mom, Evelyn kno-“

I cut him off by tapping on his shoulder. “Sweetie, maybe it’s best she hears this from me.” I say before stepping in front of him to face Suzy. “Suzy, I know what I did to Brian was wrong. And I know that there aren’t enough apologies in the world to fix that. But I love your stepson more than anything in the world, with the exception of our daughter. And I want to make things right between us.”

Before I could say anything else, Suzy comes up to me and smacks me hard across the face. I fall into Brian’s arms as Brian Sr. starts to hold Suzy back. “I hate you, you fucking cunt! I’d rather have Michelle back!” She screamed at me as Brian Sr. starts pulling her out of the house.


I cried silently in Brian’s arms as he carried me bridal style back upstairs to the bedroom. “It’s alright baby. I love you.” He said soothingly as he rubbed my back and kissed my forehead.

Brian could tell me until he was blue in the face that everything was okay, but I knew better. Everything isn’t okay, and everyone hates me. And what makes this even sadder is that I know I deserve it.


Brian laid me down on the bed as Beatrix began to cry. He quickly ran to her nursery to get her, and since it was early in the morning, I knew she would need to be changed and fed. He came in the bedroom with a calmer Beatrix, and it brought a smile to my face. I then realized that I ran out of formula and diapers last night because I didn’t expect to stay as long as I did, and everything I needed was at Austin’s apartment. “Brian, I don’t have anymore formula and diapers.”

He nodded. “Say no more. I bought some the other day.” I raised an eyebrow at him, it’s like he prepared for this day. “Mercedes and Val have been helping me keep up with my stock piles of stuff. In case you were to come back.” He chuckled.



After feeding and giving Beatrix a quick bath, I put her in a fresh diaper and onesie and took her with me to mine and Brian’s bedroom. It began to rain outside, so we all cuddled together under the blanket until Beatrix grew hungry again.

Beatrix fell asleep for a quick nap on Brian’s chest, and Brian closed his eyes to rest.

I stared at them lovingly until I heard my phone vibrate from my purse on the floor. I reached over for it and saw that Austin had text me.

A: Hey, is everything alright? I noticed that you and Bea never made it back last night.

Me: Yes, everything is fine. Brian and I worked things out and I think I am going to move back in with him.

A: Oh. That’s good.


I wasn’t going to respond until Austin sent me another message.

A: Maybe I’m overstepping my boundaries by asking this, but are you sure you want to do that right now? Maybe you should still consider taking time to yourself by getting your own place, or staying with me.

Me: I have considered that, but after last night, I think moving on my own is no longer an option.

A: What do you mean? Did you two sleep together?

Me: Uh, Austin, that’s really none of your business.

A: It’s a simple yes or no question.

Me: -_- Really? You’re seriously gonna go there?

A: Yes? Or no?

Me: If you must know, yes. We slept together.

A: Jesus Christ, Eve. Don’t you have any pride or self respect?! And to think I thought you were different from any other girl I’ve met, but I guess I should’ve known a young and attractive woman with a child is just as easy as the rest of them. No wonder why you paraded around my apartment half naked.

Me: WTF Austin??!! Where is all of this suddenly coming from? I have done nothing wrong to you for you to be texting me this bullshit! I appreciate you for letting Bea and I come back to America with you and letting us stay with you for the past three days, but my business with Brian is none of your concern. You’re not my boyfriend! And I walked around the apartment in my underwear ONE TIME! If I had known you were going to be there, then I would’ve been fully dressed. You have no right to call me easy! You don’t know me well enough to even make that statement about me! Brian was my fiancé and I am a free woman. If I want to see him, I will see him. And if I want to have sex with him, then I can do that too. I love him and I’m sorry that bothers you! Maybe it’s best that I just go get my stuff. And maybe it’s best that you and I don’t talk anymore.

A: Fine with me! Come pick your stuff up whenever. It will be waiting for you outside my door. Good luck with your life. I hope you and Brian are fucking happy!

With that, I tossed my phone back in my purse and slowly got up from the bed. I walked over to Brian’s side and kissed his thin lips causing him to wake up and smile at me.

“Do you mind if I use your truck? I’m going to go to Austin’s apartment to get my stuff.” I whispered.

He nodded. “Of course baby. My keys are on top of the dresser.” He whispered.

I silently made my way to the dresser and grabbed the keys to his truck, turning to smile at them one more time before walking out to the truck and driving to Austin’s apartment.

Notes

Okay I know this is a little short, but I am feeling sick and I knew that I needed to get a chapter uploaded to you ASAP. Love you DeathBats! <3