Banned in a book

Matt’s POV

After I could convince Selena that she would stay I had a smile on my face the entire time, and even though I knew maybe she didn’t want to hook up tonight or morning, I was just happy to have her in my room and sleep for a couple more hour’s next to her, the sex could wait… not too long, but could wait.

I woke up when my alarm started to ring and I had been holding her the rest of the night, and my alarm meant that we soon we had to leave and go back to try and find whatever we could about Brian and our past…

I looked at her from the side and she still looked so good even in the morning, after a nearly sleepless night but the expression on her face told me that she still felt so lost and sad and I couldn’t stand that look on her pretty face.

“Selena?” I sat down beside her.
“Hmmm?” I heard her murmur.
“I bet that everything will work out, don’t worry too much, we will think of something and settle this.” I told her and laid my arm around her slim shoulders.

“I just feel so bad for Brian.. and what if he really has to leave Sam… I mean… I haven’t talked with Sam about it but… I think she will be so crushed… I bet her feelings are as deep as his… and why are they not talking about it… I mean… do you think that it will sound more real when you say it out loud?” She mused and sighed, I had no idea.. and I was glad that I wasn’t in Brian’s shoes actually.

“I don’t know, honestly. I have no idea.” Selena leaned into me and she placed a small kiss on my throat, instantly my heart began to race and I looked down on her. She smiled up to me and I began to kiss her jaw and moved forward to place more feather light kisses everywhere I could reach, while letting my hands run up and down her sides, maybe I could at least make her feel better for a short amount of time, make her not think about the troubles she was having…

She laid her head on my shoulder and I never stopped kissing her, I wanted to make her forget just for a few minutes, maybe hours.
Just her and me and no one else on our thoughts…

I felt her lips on my throat, sucking and then licking on my skin, I had to smile… so she was feeling the same and I was glad, even thought I was wondering if she really wanted it and was in the mood but right now, I was sure she wanted it as much as I did and yet again I felt my heartbeat increase.

I put my hands underneath her ass and slowly lifted both of us up from the bed, Selena put her arms around my neck and I kissed her hungrily showing her how much I longed for her right now, hoping to get again the same reaction from her.
And she didn’t disappoint me, I was so lost in the kiss in the passion between us that I had to concentrate to keep my balance.

Lust was burning in my veins, my dick was already waiting to be freed and to finally find its way back into Selena’s heat. I gently placed her back on the side of the bed.

“Matt…” Selena half moaned into our kiss, making me need her even more.
I grabbed the hem of her shirt and pulled it over her head, not bothering where it landed.
She unhooked her bra while I already opened the buttons of her pants and panties and shoved them down her long legs, admiring the softness of her skin.
I licked my lips seeing her naked on my bed, waiting only for me to ravish her.

I felt her hands on my pants, but she doesn’t bother to pull them down, she just let her hand wander into my boxers and began to knead my aching cock.
“Fuck.. babe…” I groaned and held still giving her the access she wanted and needed.
“I want you, Matt…” Selena leaned back on the bed and she didn’t have to ask me twice.
I kicked my pants away and climbed onto the bed.

I leaned down and kissed Selena again, with one hand I travelled down and let on finger sink into her heat.
She moved her hips up to meet my finger and I replaced one finger with two, my thumb began to rub her clit and Selena began to moan and her breathing quickened.

“YES!” I gave her lips another kiss, then pulled my fingers free and placed my erection on her entrance.
Again Selena arched her back of the mattress and I slammed into her with one swift move, not giving her time to process.

God, she felts so tight and good that I had to control my urges not to just slam in and out of her.
“Matt, move.. please.” Selena begged and I began with a slow pace, making me sweat and her moan.
“Sooo close... stop the teasing…” Selena moaned again and I increased my pace slamming in and out, just like I imagined. I felt her walls tighten around me, milking me and my body couldn’t help it, I let loose and groaned loudly when I felt my seed spurt into her.

“Gods.. Selena.. wow.” I let myself fall down on her, trying to at least get the most of my weight braced on one arm while cuddling into her.
“We need to get ready…” Selena sighed after a while and I didn’t want to leave… I wanted to shut us away from the world… but I couldn’t.
“I promised to get breakfast…” Selena said and pulled away from me.
“Alright, then let’s get freshen up and buy breakfast… I bet the guys will be at my door in any second anyway.” I said and Selena smiled “I was already wondering…”

Brian’s POV

I had absolutely no idea how I should handle the situation, should I behave normal, what was a normal behavior?
Should I try to talk to Sam, without really telling her about my encounter with the woman who is responsible for all this?
Could I write it down?
I mean, she said I couldn’t tell Sam about it… but writing?

I shook my head, this was bullshit, absolutely bullshit!

Should I try and make Sam fall in love with me? But what if it wasn’t enough… maybe she was more in love with me then I was with her?
Or I was more in love with her then she was with me?
What would happen then? Was it deepening on how deep the feelings were?
Or what?!

COULD SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW THIS WAS MEANT! BECAUSE I WILL GO CRAZY OTHERWISE!
I GOT 6 DAYS LEFT!

6 Days to either stay with the woman, I think I love… or be gone… and send back into the book, to not remember her, my friends… Selena… nothing… I would know nothing, and start over and over again!

Fuck this!

“Brian? Are you alright?” Sam looked at me and put her hand on my cheek, making me meet her eyes.
“I don’t really know… Sam… I don’t know… what if I have to leave… what if I won’t remember anything more about the guys?” I asked and I couldn’t keep it in me anymore, I just couldn’t.

“Ssshhhh… babe… don’t worry too much” Sam pulled me into a hug but I didn’t feel it, how could she say not to worry, was she not caring enough?
How could I be so desperate about it but she wasn’t?!

“I believe in you, Brian. I believe that we will find out more today and if not, we will just… we will go with them back to Huntington, where you used to live, we will try everything, you heard me?
Everything!” Sam looked deep in my eyes again and I saw there determination and I sighed, she was caring… she meant it… thank god.

“Sorry, I just feel so helpless sometimes… I lose hope… I needed that I guess… but how will you do your work? I mean, you already left a lot of work for me.” I felt guilty about it, because in the end it could be all for nothing.

“I will manage don’t worry. And if I will take the rest of my year vacation… I don’t care. You are more important now, babe.” She pecked my lips and I sighed, this woman… perfect.

I opened my mouth and wanted to tell her just that when the doorbell rang “I hope that’s Selena, because she owes us breakfast… and I want to know where she has been, that better be good!” Sam said and walked towards the door.

When she opened I could see, Matt, Selena, Jimmy, Zack and Johnny, so that explained pretty much where she had been and I narrowed my eyes on the big guy, he and I we would most definitely have a talk for two!

Notes

I know it took me a little longer... but here it is... and you got some smut!
Did I make it up to you? :P

Soooo.... only 6 days left... what will happen?!