Banned in a book

Brian’s POV

We enjoyed our moment of afterglow, or better, I knew that I enjoyed the moment. And I somehow new that wasn’t something I did often, or rather had done.
I laid my head on Sam’s bare shoulder, bracing my weight still on one elbow, I didn’t want to crush her. Sam’s fingers were running through my hair caressing me and damn that felt good.
I closed my eyes for a moment, just relinquishing in the feeling of warmth and closeness, when a thought came to my mind.
“Beach…” I whispered.
“What?” Sam asked softly.
“I love the beach… I think I even used to live at the beach… no I know, I used to live near the beach.” I realized and I smiled, wow, this was getting somewhere, I remembered a white house, near the beach.
“That’s nice, really.” Sam kept on stroking my hair and I opened my eyes, a smile crossing over my face realizing this was really more information about me then I have had before.
Another thought came to my mind, but was interrupted from a loud sloshing sound coming from the kitchen.
“OH SHIT! The water is boiling over.” Sam pushed me of her body and quickly pulled a shirt over her head, running into the kitchen grabbing the pan with a clothes and setting it beside the counter.
“Damn..” She looked at the mess and I had to admit, still totally worth it.

I got up as well and pulled my boxers on, taking in the view of a still half naked Sam standing in her kitchen.
“Oh my god… they will be here at every second.. they should have been here by now… oh no.. I gotta… we gotta.. fuck!” Sam looked hectic around and I smiled.
“I think we just did that.” I didn’t earn anything more than an angry glare from her, so not the time for jokes apparently.
“Okay, calm down… We got this… You go to the bathroom to shower. I will take care of the mess and set the table. If they are coming, I will quickly pull some clothes on and I will just introduce myself as your boyfriend as planned. Selena knows about me right? She can convince her boyfriend that will work out, and then I’ll excuse myself doing a quick shower. Don’t worry, everything is fine. Now, go.” I softly pushed her into the direction of the bathroom and Sam reluctantly obeyed me.

When I heard the water running, I quickly set the table, at least that I could do without any further complications. I heated up the sauce without burning it and got rid of the water and set the spaghetti on the table. I tried to clean the messy stove but that was not working out, so I just set the pan back on it to hide most of it.

I was ready when the bathroom door opened and a wet Sam appeared looking at the floor, just wearing a towel to hide her naked body from me, and instantly my cock began to stir.
And another thought crossed my mind, I just didn’t know where it came from and what it meant, my memory told it was a name… but it doesn’t sound like that… Reverend…
“I need to get my clothes from upstairs, you can shower there too… in the meantime.” She said and roused me from my thoughts and when I looked up wanting to meet her eyes I realized she didn’t look at me even once.

Something was wrong, and I felt a hurt feeling blooming in my chest, but why? I didn’t know…
And why was she acting that way now?
I nodded and I followed her upstairs, still lost in my thoughts.
“Okay, just hurry, I will get dressed in the meantime… and thank you for…” I hoped for her that she doesn’t want to say what I thought she would say and if she would say – for the sex, I would flip shit.
“-setting everything up… I…” She stopped finally looking up and met my eyes, but I didn’t like what I saw there, she didn’t look like the woman I just had beneath me, not the Sam that moaned my name and returned my kisses.
“What’s wrong?” I asked and took a step closer but she just shook her head and looked down again, shutting me out.
“Nothing… we should hurry, really… Let’s talk later.” She turned away and grabbed her clothes, I let out a frustrated sigh and went to the bathroom.

Sam’s POV

How could I let this happen?
I wasn’t someone who just jumped into bed with a guy she barely knew…
The guy you thought you knew and jumped into bed with wasn’t really a good choice either, right?!
The little voice in my head taunted and I really didn’t want to think about Tom right now.

I knew Brian would want some explanations from me later on but I really couldn’t explain myself right now, knowing Selena and Trevor would be here at every second.

I pulled my fresh clothes on and brushed my hair, quickly wrapped my hair up in a bun and secured it with a hair clip.
I heard the shower turn off and knew Brian would be out at any second, I just didn’t know how I should act around him now… Now that he… damn… how could I let this happen?!
Stupid, Sam… so stupid.
But so good, too!
Argh!
How should we live for another 3 weeks together in my house, sleep in one bed without me thinking about what happened!

He must feel horrible, having to stay with me and maybe he even felt obligated to do this, maybe it wasn’t a spurt of the moment kind of thing, maybe he knew how attracted I felt towards him, saw the way I looked at him, how much I laughed at his behavior in the kitchen, how could a guy be so cute and good looking and be such a dork in the kitchen.
I noticed his long and tattooed fingers, had found myself staring at them for more than once, imagined what they could do to my body, and damn.. I had been right, they were magic… and what was it before the over boiling water disturbed our moment of cuddling and peace, he remembered something, he used to live near the beach… maybe I could help him find out where he was from.
Selena and I were driving in 2 days to fit her wedding dress… Oh shit, I haven’t thought about it now, but I had to take Brian along anyway… so maybe I could make a small detour with him along the coast, maybe he did remember some places… or it would trigger something?!

“I’m ready.” Brian announced and I looked up, haven’t noticed he took clothes with him already and he looked ready to eat… Damn it, Sam… Stop the thinking! Just stop… nothing good was coming out of it!
“Perfect… I mean.. that you are ready, not that..“ Oh good god, shut up!
“Sam, it’s just me… why are you acting so weird now?” He walked towards me and I really couldn’t look at him, or I would want to kiss him again, even though he was the one to take over control, it was like he read my mind, I couldn’t have said no even if I wanted to… my brain had completely shut down by that time.
“Brian, I don’t know… I… we shouldn’t…” He held a finger to my mouth to silence me and I had to smile at that.
“Don’t freaking say that, that’s one of the worst things you can say after having sex. Don’t, don’t ruin it. We are two adults, we felt attracted to each other and had fun, that’s it. Nothing bad about that, right?” Brian said and I thought about that for a moment, he was right…
But was he really feeling attracted to me, or was I just the only one available for him now and that’s why he did it?
I sighed and closed my eyes for a moment, if I kept thinking about it, more and more doubts were crossing my mind and I knew I could only loose this battle so I opened my eyes, put a smile to my face and nodded.
“Right, you are right, nothing bad.” I told him and motioned for the door, “Let’s go downstairs” and right that moment the doorbell rang and Selena and Trevor arrived.

Notes

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