I Wish I Could be the One

"Sooo...." Zacky said awkwardly
I was standing shoulder to shoulder with Johnny... I glanced at him and him at me.
"So. Johnny ?" Brian said in an irritated tone
"Yes Brian" Johnny said in a serious tone
"Well what do you have to say for yourself here?! Mm? I mean clearly you're taking advantage of her vulnerability. This girl is crying!" Brian said rapidly and furiously he was pissed. And I couldn't blame Him.
Like out of a movie Zacky, Jimmy, Matt, and Johnny all turned their heads to him in confusion and shocked looks. Why was he pissed? I knew why he was, and I was vulnerable, but I kissed Johnny back, and I knew was what was coming. I just wanted to curl up in a ball and cover my ears for was what about to come out into the open....
I stood as still as a statue because the reality was I didn't know what else to do.
"Maybe you shouldn't yell Brian" Matt said sincerely. I think that was the least douchey thing he's said since he's joined the gang...I could see him starting at me with sympathetic eyes.
"You stay out of it shes nothing to you. She doesn't even like you" Brian snapped
"Woah I-" I started to say, true I wasn't as close to Matt as I was the others but that doesn't mean I didn't accept him as part of the gang
"What is she to you Brian?" Zacky said now extremely curious of the truth that was trying to weasel it's way out
"Yea Brian why are you so bothered by this." Matt joined again
"I told you to stay out of it" Brian said
"She's my sister Brian. Don't tell me to stay out of it"
"Zacky please stop" I chimed in weakly
"Don't worry babe, Brian is just being Brian" Johnny whispered towards me
"What did you say about me?!" Brian said beginning to move swiftly towards us
Johnny grabbed my hand as I clung to his arm. I'm not sure why but I was frightened.
"Brian he didn't say anything please please stop" I said trying my best to reason with him
"How could you be like kit Kat, after everything?" Brian sounded truly hurt as he said this in more of a low tone looking directly in my eyes the way he used to do to Mina
"What does he mean" Zacky said clearly to me
"He's delusional!! He's got nothing" Johnny said too over confident
Matt seemed to be standing back watching it all play out but surprisingly I could see he want enjoying this, he seemed overwhelmed with what he should do.
"Zack, maybe we should just take kat back to her room now.."jimmy offered. Sweet jimmy where had he been this entire time!! I needed him and it took me until now to realize I hadn't talked to him much.
"No I'm tired of this shit! I want to know what's going on!" Zacky yelled
Tears rolled down my face slowly as I tightened my grip on Johnny
"Babe it's okay" Johnny said
"Stop fucking calling her that like you're together!!!" Brian was fuming again it scared me the way his face became flushed with red and frustration
"Well she clearly like me or she wouldn't have kissed me! You saw it yourself Brian! " Johnny was getting more mad he began to pull away from me but I only held on tighter.
"Guys knock it off now come on " jimmy said attempting to intervene
"Yea well you didn't see the way I had her begging me to -"
"BRIAN!" I desperately said trying to cut him off

Dead silence

"Oh my god" I heard Zacky said covering his face with his palms in disbelief
"Oh shit" Matt let out
"Well didn't expect that" jimmy added
Brian did not need to finish his sentence, it was verified what everyone had been thinking...
Johnny shook my arm off and was facing Brian so close I'm pretty sure they could feel each others breath

"Please guys stop" I pleaded
"What his he talking about" Johnny said through a clenched jaw
"I...I...please can we just go" I said
"No Kat why don't you tell him? I mean we are all friends here" Brian looked at me waving he arms out
"No? okay fine kat I'll do the honors, I fingered her" he pushed Johnny in the chest "and she begged me not to stop"
Zackys face looked like a ghost, jimmy and Matt had their jaws open, and I was furious, heartbroken and frozen.

It was like two lions pouncing on eachother Johnny punched Brian straight in the jaw and Brian got Johnny in the stomach. I ran up to break it up and desperately tried pulling their intertwined arms apart. When I suddenly I felt like I had been hit in the face fifty fucking times and I found me self on my ass on the ground a few feet away. This somehow felt s bit familiar. I put my hand to my nose and saw nothing but blood mixed with tears Jimmy and Zacky rushed to my side. I could not piece together what had happened.
I've never seen Zacky so livid, he didn't even know what to do, I could his mind conflicted as to whether to go after Brian and Johnny or help me.
But it was too late Matt had joined the fight, pulling Johnny off of Brian not to stop them, but to have a go at them.
I didn't understand why he started attacking both of them with such velocity and anger until Matt said
"What the fuck is wrong with you guys!!?!? You just a fucking hit girl!!! You pieces of fucking shit!!"

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