So far away

It was all black here. Is this death? Its so lonely. I felt warm and tired all the time. I could hear noises but they sounded too far off. I tried to move but my body was too heavy. It felt like I was being pushed down, like something was holding me here. Don't even get me started on the voices. Theyre always here. It sounds like everyones talking all at once but loud and in different tones.

I tried to look around but I couldn't. It was dark. Where am I? Maybe its the afterlife or purgatory. Whatever it was I didn't like it. "Seriously just stop waiting and go with me. Its better than this." I looked over to see Cayse next to me cross-legged. He looked disappointed in me.

"I cant just leave them here." I muttered. Why could he move and I couldn't?

"But you thought about it. You know youll be better off. Think about it, do you really want to continue hurting people for fun? I mean, that's morbid." He shook his head. In a way he was right. I didn't want to hurt people but If I choose to let go, I get to go to Heaven. I've never been religious but hey I guess god is forgiving.

"Can you just take me back?" I asked seeing his face twist before he smiled.

"You always have been a fighter." He laughed.

*Matts P.O.V.*

I held her hand staying by her side. Id give anything for her to wake up. "Mr. Sanders, would you like to feed him?" The nurse asked. I shook my head. She frowned turning away. I knew it wasn't his fault but I resented him for some reason.

"Why cant you just wake up?" I sighed. I gripped her hand tighter as if willing her to wake up. she squeezed my hand making my heart stop. I looked up to see her looking around the room. Finally her eyes met mine. I was speechless.
*Ivy's P.O.V.*
"Get this tube out." I said but it came out sounding like a jumble of words. He laughed pushing the nurse button. Seconds later a short woman peeked in the door as soon as she saw me her face lit up.

As she began taking the tubes out it hit me,"Matt, wheres the baby?" I started to panic. Was it dead? Please god no!

Notes

this is filler! I'm not sure if I want to continue the story or not. Let me know in the comments!