So far away

*10 months later*

we we all prepared for what was about to happen. The boys went to the gym everyday. They got bigger and stronger. I had to stay home to help jasper around the house. He was getting better really fast but he was still healing. Hannah didn't ask questions. Something told me they both knew. She avoided me and that was fine.

Everything had had changed in those two months. Matt and I formed a relationship. I actually found out that I was pregnant 7 months ago. My stomach was huge. Matt and Brian had fought on several occasions about today. Eventually they agreed that I would be the driver. It was simple. I wanted to do more though. But given that I wasn't very fast anymore, I had to come to terms with it. I didn't want to harm the baby either.

I pulled in black leggings and a black T-shirt. I pulled my hair up out of my face and put a black skeleton bandana over it. I was nervous but what could possibly happen? I was driving a car. They were doing all the scary work. I worried for Matt as well but I knew he could handle everything himself.

"Brian and the rest of the guys should be here soon are you nervous?" Matt asked getting dressed in all black

"not really. More for you than me but you'll be fine. " I smiled running my hand over my stomach getting a small kick in return.

"You sure you don't wanna just sit this one out? Everyone would understand. " he asked almost pleading. I was set in this. I knew I wanted to do this. This was it, our last before the baby got here.

"Matt, stop worrying so much. everything will be okay. " I smiled. He pulled me close to him and kissed me softly before we could hear someone running up the stairs.

"Guys, you ready?" Johnny asked. He looked scared or nervous which was normal.

We we nodded following him down the stairs. They were all dressed in black. The baby kicked knowing I was nervous as hell. Something told me not to go but I had no choice.

"You guys all know your positions right? We have to do this perfectly one thing could fuck everything over" Brian said and got replies from everyone

"Zack, here's the spray paint. There's a camera in every corner. Don't fucking mess up. Everyone depends on you. " he said and zacky nodded

We walked out to Brian's SUV. Everyone climbed in. "Don't forget to pull the plates off when we go in." Brian reminded. I groaned in response. He had told me the same thing over and over.

I headed towards the the bank parking a block away. The guys slipped on their masks before throwing the door open. I got out of the car and pulled the plates off before sitting back in the drivers seat. I parked in an alley right outside the back entrance. Now we wait.

*Matts point of view*

"everyone get the fuck down! You put the money in the bag and if I were you, I would t think about pressing any alarms or I'll break every single fucking finger you have " Brian yelled

The lady did as he said while crying. I walked around making sure everyone was down. There was a pregnant lady with a small child crying in the corner. She reminded me of ivy. I walked over to her.

"Please don't hurt us." She pleaded. Hurting her was the farthest thing on my mind. With ivy being pregnant I've grown kind of soft.

The he closer I got the more the little girl cried and his behind her mom. Johnny broke a window behind them and glass flew everywhere. I ran to the little girl and the woman. "Are you okay?" I asked kneeling next to her. She coward away from me and cried more.

"This isn't fucking social hour!" Brian yelled at me. I should never of agreed on this. My head wasn't in it.

I walked back to Johnny punching him before running to the vault with Arin like I had planned on in the first place. We put money in the bags we had before looking each other in the eye. "Let's go!" Zacky yelled before I could say something. We ran out to the alley hearing sirens. I got in the car next to ivy as the others piled in. I was glad to see she was untouched.

*ivys point of view*

i put put the car in drive and drove away as fast as I could. I knew exactly where to go but there were police following us. I felt pressured by everyone. Brian was screaming at me and Matt was screaming at Brian.

My my heart beat really fast out of my chest. I was trying my best to do exactly what everyone was telling me to. Before I could tell back we hit something and I lost control. The car swerved before tipping over the edge of the bridge into the ocean.

Everything seemed to go slower. Matt grabbed my hand just before we hit the water. The impact threw me out of my seat and through the windshield. Suddenly it was all black.

I opened my eyes to see a woman with a little girl. She picked her up and spun her around. Then it hit me, that little girl was me.

She Giggled before her mom or my mom placed her back on the ground. They laughed looking at the sky. I could feel myself smile a little. Then there was a flash.

It it was dark out. Teenage me was laying in the grass next to Cayse. We dated for a year before he commited suicide. He was abused by his father. I guess he couldn't take anymore.

I looked at at him and whispered something to him before we kissed. Teenage me looked up at me with a smile, "ivy you can let go now. It's okay now. " she said before laughing and looking away.

There was another flash except now I was in a bed in the ambulance. "Try harder!" Matt yelled before looking at me "ivy don't let go. Come back to me. You can't leave me like this. Come back please. " he pleaded. He was crying. He grabbed my hand and kissed my knuckles.

I tried to open my mouth to tell him I was found but nothing would come out. I looked up to see my mother standing next to cayse. "Ivy you have to make a choice my dear. " my mom said.

"You need to choose to stay or go." Cayse said.

Notes

What will she choose?

Sorry for grammar errors. I have to update on my phone because my computer is super slow.

Comment below what she sould do!