Synyster Truth

I had just finished talking to the guys and our manager about going on tour in a few months and since Abby’s now out of school I’d be taking her with us. I was on my way home right now I found myself thinking about Abby more and more every day, I don’t know why, I just did. I was always thinking about her beautiful eyes, her lips, her hair, just everything about her and I think I was falling in love with her but I still didn’t know what was going through my messed up head.

I pulled up in my driveway and saw the light on in the living room and kitchen, I got out of the car, locked it then walked into the house ‘Abby?’ I asked and she popped her head out of the kitchen ‘you're early?’ ‘yeah we finished up a little early’ I said and she smiled then walked over and hugged me and kissed my cheek, I smiled and did the same back ‘was I supposed to stay later?’ ‘yes! I have a surprise for you now shoo!’ she said and I laughed then walked into the living room ‘you watching this babe?’ I called and she walked back in to see what was on, it was the fairy odd parents, I loved how she was still so innocent.

‘no you can change it, I got caught up in what I was doing’ ‘ok’ I nodded and then changed it after she walked away. I put on some movie that was on syfy and watched that until Abby called me into the kitchen ‘I'm coming I'm coming’ I said and I heard her laugh a little and she came out to meet me ‘now if you don’t like it, then you don’t have to have it’ she said as she grabbed my hand and lead me into the kitchen. She made us dinner, it was steak, mashed potatoes and mac and cheese

‘you did all this for me?’ I asked and she nodded and bit her lip ‘I hope it’s ok’ ‘it’s perfect baby girl, come on, let’s go eat’ I said and she nodded then took both of our plates to the kitchen table. I pulled out her chair for her and she blushed a little then sat down, I sat next to her and started eating ‘oh my god this is amazing!’ I said happily with a mouth full of food ‘really?’ ‘god yes’ I said as I ate more, she laughed and then started eating herself.

After dinner I washed our dishes then got me a beer and her a diet coke from the fridge, I walked back into the living room and she was all cuddled into a blanket waiting for me ‘here you go baby’ I said when I handed her the drink ‘thanks daddy’ she smiled and I smiled back then sat next to her and pulled her close, she smiled and nuzzled her face into my neck a little ‘so how was your meeting?’ ‘it was good, we’re going to be going on tour in a few months’ ‘you're leaving?’

‘you're coming with me baby’ I said and she moved to look up at me ‘I am?’ ‘well I can’t just leave you here alone’ ‘I know but I didn’t know I was coming with you’ ‘well you are and you're going to have a great time I promise’ I smiled and she nodded and laid back against me ‘I love you’ I whispered and I felt her breathing quicken a little ‘I love you to’ she whispered, I smiled and pulled her a little tighter as we finished the movie.

‘do you wanna do anything else before bed?’ I asked and she looked up at me ‘well, I wanted to go in the hot tub’ ‘that sounds great’ I said and she smiled the stood up and pulled me up ‘we have to change first though’ ‘yeah I suppose’ I laughed and she smiled and we walked up stairs to our rooms and I defiantly caught myself looking at her ass. Her hips moved back and forth so seductively I thought I was going to lose it and she didn’t even know she was doing this to me.

I walked into my room and went into my closet to change into my black and white trunks ‘ok Brian, calm down, it’s fine’ I whispered to myself as I walked out of my room and into the hallway just was Abby was coming out of her room in a black and red checkered bikini, I was watching as she walked over to me and hugged my waist ‘what’s this for?’ I asked as I hugged her shoulders, she shrugged and looked up at me.

I smiled and kissed her forehead softly ‘let’s go’ I said and she nodded then let me go and I let her walk down the steps first so I could, again, watch as her hips moved very sexily from side to side. We walked into the back yard and I turned on the hot tub ‘will you go get me another beer?’ I asked and she nodded then walked back into the house and into the kitchen ‘ok, calm down’ I whispered again as I tested the water, it was just right so I got in and sat on the side of it ‘here you go daddy’ I heard and I looked up to see Abby getting in the water while handing me my beer, I smiled and took it then leaned back against the wall

‘can I still cuddle you?’ Abby whispered and I smiled and nodded ‘you can always cuddle me baby’ I said and she nodded then came over to me and leaned against my side, I wrapped my arm around her shoulders and smiled as I felt her relax ‘so, what's tour like?’ she asked and I sipped my drink a little so I could think of what to say ‘well, some time’s it’s really hectic but most of the time we’re just on the bus not doing anything’ ‘how come?’ ‘well, we have the concerts at night so we’d be up all night then sleeping all day. Watching tv or movies, on the computer or reading, it gets boring some time’s but I love it’ I said and she nodded ‘how do you shower?’ ‘well, you don’t’ I said and she sat up and raised her eyebrow at me ‘you don’t shower at all?’ ‘I mean some time’s we can but most of the time no because there isn’t enough water on the bus and you can’t go number two on the bus either’ I said,

she made the cutest face I think I've ever seen ‘how do you live like that?’ ‘we’re used to it by now but some of the places we go to have showers in the dressing rooms so we shower after shows when we can’ I said and she nodded then leaned back against me ‘where do I sleep?’ ‘in a bunk’ ‘how many are there?’ ‘six, we all chose when we get on the bus but Matt and Jimmy usually get top just because their tallest and it’s easier for them to get up and down from there’ ‘ohh ok’ she said and I nodded ‘if you ever need to sleep with me you can but the bunks aren't too wide’ ‘ok daddy’ she nodded and I smiled and kissed her head.

We were in the hot tub for a while just talking about random things, we’d be having her birthday party before we left for tour and we decided to have something small even though I wanted to go all out because it would be her 16th but she doesn’t like being around a lot of people so it was fine. Since her birthday is Halloween we were going to have a costume party which I thought was a great idea and I had to beg her to go with it. I was still off in my own little world when I noticed she poked my side making me jump

‘are you listening to me?’ she asked and I just looked down at her with my eyes wide ‘you weren’t were you?’ ‘ummm’ ‘it’s ok, I said I was going to get a shower and go to bed’ ‘oh ok, that sounds like a good idea’ I nodded and she smiled then stood up and I watched as the water dripped down her beautiful body. She wasn’t supper skinny but defiantly not fat at all, she was so perfect ‘you coming daddy?’ she asked and I nodded then leaned over and turned off the hot tub and stepped out then helped her out so she didn’t slip ‘thank you’ she said softly, I smiled and wrapped my arm around her waist and we walked inside after drying off some.

We walked upstairs and went to our rooms to shower and change for bed, I just pulled on some boxers and when I walked back into my room Abby was sitting on my bed watching tv ‘you ok baby girl?’ I asked as I walked over to my bed and crawled in with her, she shrugged and cuddled into my side ‘what’s wrong?’ ‘tomorrows the day’ she whispered and I got really confused ‘what day baby?’ ‘my brother’s death date’ she whispered again and I nodded then pulled her tighter into me ‘everything will be ok’ I said gently as I rubbed her back, she sniffled and looked up at me with tears falling down her face

‘he would’ve been 11’ ‘I know baby, I know’ I nodded and she just started crying harder so I wrapped both my arms around her and pulled her tight into me, I rubbed her back and shushed her but there wasn’t anything I could do to make her pain stop ‘I want you to listen to me ok?’ I whispered and she nodded the best she could ‘it wasn’t your fault what happened, it was his time to go and no one could’ve predicted that would be the way he went. You have to remember all the good times you had with him, you can’t dwell on the bad things because that’s not remembering him, that’s mourning him and you have got to let go. I know it’s hard baby but you have to do it’ I said softly,

she looked up at me still crying but not as bad, I wiped away her tears and smiled at her, she smiled back a little then went back to cuddling me ‘I love you’ I whispered as I pulled the blankets up on us, she looked up and me then leaned up and kissed my cheek ‘I love you to’ she whispered back and I smiled then kissed her forehead. She turned over onto her side and I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her back against me. I felt her tracing my tattoos mindlessly before she finally passed out, I smiled and then closed my eyes and fell asleep also.

When I woke up the next morning I felt ghost like fingertips going up and down my arm ‘why are you so handsome’ I heard being whispered but I didn’t do anything to give away that I was awake, I just moved a little and tightened my arm back around Abby’s waist, everything was perfect but then my phone went off and Abby started to move. She reached over me to get my phone and I felt her chest press into mine ‘hello?’ she asked softly then waited ‘he’s asleep, do you want me to wake him up?’ ‘ok uncle Matt, hold on’ I heard then I felt Abby move again and she started shaking me,

I moved a little then opened my eyes ‘what is it?’ I whispered and she handed me my phone ‘its uncle Matt’ she said and I nodded and took my phone from her ‘hey man’ ‘hey sorry to wake you up but were having a barbeque today, you and Abby coming?’ ‘Umm, hold on’ ‘alright’ he said and I looked up at Abby, ‘do you wanna go to Matt and Val’s for a barbeque?’ I asked and she nodded a little ‘yeah were coming, what time?’ ‘Around noon’ ‘alright man, we’ll see you then’ ‘alright, bye’ ‘bye’ he said and I hung up then placed my phone back on the night stand, I looked back at Abby and smiled as I ran my hand over her face softly.

‘What?’ she whispered and I just smiled a little more ‘you're just too beautiful’ I whispered and she blushed and pushed her cheek into my hand a little. ‘come on, let’s go have some breakfast’ I said and she nodded then climbed out of bed and stretched, I did the same and we walked down into the kitchen to look for food. ‘what about an egg and cheese bagel?’ she asked and I nodded ‘that sounds great’ ‘good, I’ll make them. You can make coffee’ she giggled and I laughed and kissed her head. ‘so what am I supposed to wear to uncle Matt’s?’ ‘I guess just shorts and a tank top with your bikini underneath because he has a pool and I know I'm getting in but you don’t have to’ I said and she nodded as she made the eggs.

I finished the coffee then sat at the bar and waited while she made breakfast ‘alright, here you go’ she said as she handed me my plate and coffee cup ‘you better be eating’ I said and she nodded and sat next to me ‘I am I am’ she giggled and I laughed a little and kissed her temple, she blushed and we both started eating and drinking. When we finished we watched some tv until about 11:30 then started to get ready to go to Matt’s, I just pulled on my trunks and a shirt.

I grabbed my wallet, keys and phone then walked back downstairs and made sure that everything was off, I heard Abby walking down the steps and when I turned around she was in black cut off shorts, a black tank top and had her white bikini on underneath with black flip flops on her feet. ‘ready?’ she asked and I nodded, we walked out the door and to the car ‘you wanna drive?’ ‘nah that’s ok’ ‘alrightly’ I nodded and we got in then drove over to Matt’s.

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