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Don't Respect the Words You're Speaking

Heart bleeds but not for fellow man

Silvers P.O.V
Despite the fact that I was the one giving Jimmy the silent treatment, I wasn't working for me.
" Come on, you can't stay mad at me forever" Jimmy said pulling into the drive way. I went to pull open the door, jimmy being jimmy he would lock the door every time I'd try to open it.
" YOU KNOW WHAT JAMES, YOU HAD NO RIGHT TO INVITE HIM TO SEE OLIVER!!" after yelling at him, I finally was able to get out of the car and head for the house. Jimmy got out of the car and jogged up to me.
" Okay, I'll give you that... I am only his uncle and Godfather.. But your his mother and you do have the right to choose that stuff. I could call him to stop him" I shook my head as syn and Johnny both looked up from their very intense Halo game, giving me smiles that faded quite quickly.
" Oh no... how bad was it. Did he hurt you." Johnny turned to Syn. " SEE I TOLD YOU WE SHOULD HAVE FOLLOWED" Syn just pushed him away and followed me into the kitchen. Valary was putting the icing on some cupcake's as Oliver at a chocolate one at the island.
Oli looked at me and smiled. " 'Ello mummy" He loved to act like he was British. I smiled at him pushing his hair back, giving him a kiss on his forehead.
" 'ello Love" I could feel the eyes burning on my skin. " Hey, Oli... Why don't you go play with Uncle Jimmy" He looked from me to his cupcake back to me.
" Can I bring my cupcake" I laughed and nodded. He hopped down from the chair and went running into the living room.
" So" I took his seat and looked at everyone.
" So me and Zachary talked" Matt oohed.
" Went that bad" I nodded and the all stepped a bit closer.
" Well it was simple at first, just questions like. 'Why'd you leave', 'why'd you cheat'... you get my point. After I told him I left because he cheated, he started to piece things together." I leaned back letting them absorb what I had told them.
" And" Michelle said popping in from no were.
" I got mad cause he said that 'his dreams came true, what about mine' ... that's when I slipped about Oliver. After that I ran out and he chased me. Then I just gave in telling him a little about him" Matt came over to me giving me a little hug. " He's gonna be here within ten minutes"
All of the guys just looked at me.
" Oh did i forget to tell you that Jimmy told him to come over to see me. Zack said that if he didn't see him or something like that, then he was going to take me to court" my eyes started to well up just at the thought of not seeing my baby everyday.
" I think you should warn Oliver... so then he isn't SO disappointed to find out that his dad isn't the Joker" Johnny said putting in his two cents.
" Yea... go get him" The guys dispersed but still within the hearing distance. Johnny came back with Oliver in front of him and Jimmy behind him.
" I was beating Uncle Jimmy at tag" I gave him a weak smiled as I picked him up and seated him on my lap.
" Honey, a man is going to come... His name is Zacky" I played with his hair as I tried to think of a way to tell him. Valary gave me thumbs up as others were acting like they weren't paying attention but obviously were. " He's your Father..."
Oli looked a little taken back. He thought about it for about a minute then spoke. " the Jokers name is Zacky" He was surprised. "
" No... you see the joker isn't really your da..." The doorbell rung and everybody just stood froze. Oli looked between us all and apparently was going to run this show. He hopped off of my lap and ran towards the door. " OLIVER" He didn't pay attention.
Zack went from looking up to looking down. I swear that he looked like he just died. " Uh"
" Are you Zacky" Johnny went over to them picking up Oliver, kicking and screaming, bringing him over to the couch.
" Come on in, Zacky" Matt said sitting on the lazy boy. He just nodded shutting the door and stepped in. He looked down the hall way a bit to see me sitting there... shocked. He didn't look pissed or mad, he didn't look happy either though... just blank.
" So your my dad " Zacky looked at Oliver and then back to me. I walked into the room sitting to the side of Johnny.
" Yea" Oli nodded, mulling this over and then looked at me " He doesn't look like the Joker" I looked over to Zacky who looked lost. Michelle went over and told him, about the 'Joker' thing I guess cause he nodded and came over to the couch sitting down.
" well no, I'm not the Joker" Oliver's face just, sunk.
" so your not evil" He laid back on Johnny's chest.
" Well, I am call the Prince of Evil... so I guess in a way I am" Zacky said.
they just talked about each other, Zacky was obviously still in shock. After a while of talking between all of us. We had some cake and deserts, singing the birthday song and giving him his presents. After that we had some games and a movie, Oli fell asleep.
" You want me to put him in bed" Syn asked holding Oliver.
" No, thanks though" he handed him to me. I gave them a smile, taking him to my room and placed him in bed.
When I turned around Zacky stood there. Not in shock any more, but pissed.
" How DARE you no.." I stopped him pushing him out of the room, to keep Oliver from waking up. Zacky grabbed my arm pulling me out of the house and to the porch. " WHY!!! Do you think that I would be a horrible father."
" You didn't want any thing beyond me being called your girlfriend, you told me multiple times... 'No marriage, No Kids, those things are for the idiots in life that can't live without being bossed or bossing'" He shook his head putting his hand on his forehead.
" I WOULD HAVE STEPPED UP! You seen me in there, I embraced him... I didn't push him away"
" YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T REMEMBER SENIOR YEAR THEN" He laughed, putting his arms on my shoulders and looked me straight in the eyes.
" NO ONE DOES, it was fucking senior year"
" Yea, that's right, you spent more time being drunk and high then ever being sober. Well if You can think back a bit. After your first real gig with the guys, I was afraid that I was pregnant... You said ' Get it the fuck gone or else you'd be gone'"
" That was high school. I've grew up a LOT"
" YOU AREN'T FIT TO BE A DAD. You just happened to be hear on a good night. What about the days that he's cranky or is sick. What about when he is so sick with the flu that he had to be sent to the HOSPITAL. You can't handle that, you can bearably handle yourself"

Notes

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Comments

@foREVerBlissful
Please post the 2nd part soon!

ZackySynJimmy ZackySynJimmy
5/25/14

@xAtomic_Venomx
@BillieJoxoxoxo
@ZackySynJimmy
Thank you guys so much for reading my stuff and i know that the second part of this was suppose to come out earlier, a lot of unexpected things have happened that has caused me to have to delay it till i say the end of this week. I also am finishing up the first couple of chapters for the second one so I hope you guys wont be disappointed :)

Update!! I need to know if the present's what I think it is!!!!

ZackySynJimmy ZackySynJimmy
4/10/14

Update sooooon!

Billiehobo Billiehobo
4/8/14

Ahhh I loved the update! I can't say just how much 'cause it was too awesome! I can't wait for the next update, even though it's the last, but I can't wait for it so then I can start reading the second part! :D :D