Don't Respect the Words You're Speaking
Lies inside your head your bestfriend
I felt like I was running for my life. Hell I was, Silver is the light in my life and I'm losing her just as quick as I got her back.
She took a turn and was out of my sight. I speed up and ran. I stopped though as I about ran into a little boy and his mom.
'Maybe mine would have been a reality if I didn't get pregnant with your baby, Zacky!' I leaned against a wall as her screaming rung in my head. I kept on staring at the kid... what did my kid look like, was it a boy or a girl.... WHY DIDN'T SHE TELL ME!
" SILVER" I went running again, I automatically thought of the beach. I ran off having cars stop, people yell and stare at me. Sand flew around everywhere as I went through it stopping quickly to look for her. There over by the pier she stood looking out towards the water.
I started to walk, not wanting her to go off again. I couldn't help but have all these questions running threw my head..
What if she was lying. What if she wasn't. I can't take care of a kid. She obviously didn't tell me for a reason. Did the others know... Why has nobody told me.
My train of thought was cut of as I heard her talking, on her phone.
" Just.... please come get me.. thank you" She hung up and turned around. Whipping her eyes as she did so only to stand there looking like she saw the grim reaper his self right in front of her.
I walked closer to her, she would take a couple steps back but I finally stood directly in front of her.
" I ... uh...." she looked down.
" Go away, I don't need your pity nor help" Something inside me just went off. I lifted her chin, smashing our lips together.
The world stopped spinning, time was ours. And for that moment in time... I was truly happy.
But time had to start again. Like I knew it would.
" I want to be apart of it's life" I told her taking a breather, not having a kiss like that... EVER. my forehead laid against hers and she seemed to be in shock, her eyes still closed and her breathing just as heavy as mine.
" No" She pulled away and started walking up the beach to the street.
" IF YOU DON'T I'LL TAKE YOUR ASS TO COURT... AND GET CUSTODY" Her feet stopped dead in there tracts looking, not for long though. Pissed and on a Rampage she came to me with fist flying. Laying a few good punches on me.
I grabbed her arms. She had her eyes shut, crying and shaking like crazy.
" YOU HAVE NO RIGHT... No right. You'll never win" She let her body fall, I fell with her. She looked over to me and sighed.
" I want to be apart of it's life"
" His.." she seen that I was confused. " His life, not it's"
That feeling that you get when you see somebody or hear news that makes your heart flutter... that was the feeling I was having now.
" What's .... His name" She feel backwards, covering her eyes.
" Oliver Avenge ... Baker-Sanders" couldn't help but laughing.
" what, you don't like it. CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT!!!"
" I love it, sounds like something I would name... my child" She sat up. I guess it hit her, that she told me I mean.
" No... No, no, no, no, no. You know what... he's not yours, I cheated on you and passed it off as your child" She couldn't even get herself to believe that. " Here's the deal. We go on with life how it has been and forget everything that has happened within the past hour, hour and a half. okay" She got up.
I grabbed her hand. " No, I wont" I got up with her. " Guaranteed... I never saw a kid in my life. But I always imagined you in it. And having you back, with Oliver... It seems right, and I'll take it" I bent in to kiss her but she stopped me.
" No... you don't have me back. You won't have me back. The only person that will have me forever and ever no matter what is Oliver." My heart started to hurt... in the bad way. " And I'm the only person that he needs"
" HE NEEDS A FATHER"
" HE'S LIVED FOUR YEARS WITHOUT ONE, HE CAN GO ON A BIT LONGER" She yelled back to me. I seen Jimmy standing by the street. I went running up to him.
" How long have you known"
" known what" Jimmy said as he opened the door for Silver.
" About my SON, you idiot" Jimmy just stood there in complete shock.
" Jimmy, don't worry. Let's go" Silver yelled out, rolling the window back up.
" Silver... just let him see him"
" FUCK YOU ALL" Jimmy looked to me and smiled as he walked around to the other side of the car.
" See you in ten minutes at Matt's" He waved to me and drove off.
I have a son. I have a son name Oliver... Oliver is my son... I'm going to meet Oliver.
I walked back to my house.
" Zachary! you okay" my neighbor Mrs. Barton called at me.
" I HAVE A SON!!" I yelled to her and walked inside.
I have a son.... Oliver. Oliver has me.....
I'm a Dad.
She took a turn and was out of my sight. I speed up and ran. I stopped though as I about ran into a little boy and his mom.
'Maybe mine would have been a reality if I didn't get pregnant with your baby, Zacky!' I leaned against a wall as her screaming rung in my head. I kept on staring at the kid... what did my kid look like, was it a boy or a girl.... WHY DIDN'T SHE TELL ME!
" SILVER" I went running again, I automatically thought of the beach. I ran off having cars stop, people yell and stare at me. Sand flew around everywhere as I went through it stopping quickly to look for her. There over by the pier she stood looking out towards the water.
I started to walk, not wanting her to go off again. I couldn't help but have all these questions running threw my head..
What if she was lying. What if she wasn't. I can't take care of a kid. She obviously didn't tell me for a reason. Did the others know... Why has nobody told me.
My train of thought was cut of as I heard her talking, on her phone.
" Just.... please come get me.. thank you" She hung up and turned around. Whipping her eyes as she did so only to stand there looking like she saw the grim reaper his self right in front of her.
I walked closer to her, she would take a couple steps back but I finally stood directly in front of her.
" I ... uh...." she looked down.
" Go away, I don't need your pity nor help" Something inside me just went off. I lifted her chin, smashing our lips together.
The world stopped spinning, time was ours. And for that moment in time... I was truly happy.
But time had to start again. Like I knew it would.
" I want to be apart of it's life" I told her taking a breather, not having a kiss like that... EVER. my forehead laid against hers and she seemed to be in shock, her eyes still closed and her breathing just as heavy as mine.
" No" She pulled away and started walking up the beach to the street.
" IF YOU DON'T I'LL TAKE YOUR ASS TO COURT... AND GET CUSTODY" Her feet stopped dead in there tracts looking, not for long though. Pissed and on a Rampage she came to me with fist flying. Laying a few good punches on me.
I grabbed her arms. She had her eyes shut, crying and shaking like crazy.
" YOU HAVE NO RIGHT... No right. You'll never win" She let her body fall, I fell with her. She looked over to me and sighed.
" I want to be apart of it's life"
" His.." she seen that I was confused. " His life, not it's"
That feeling that you get when you see somebody or hear news that makes your heart flutter... that was the feeling I was having now.
" What's .... His name" She feel backwards, covering her eyes.
" Oliver Avenge ... Baker-Sanders" couldn't help but laughing.
" what, you don't like it. CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT!!!"
" I love it, sounds like something I would name... my child" She sat up. I guess it hit her, that she told me I mean.
" No... No, no, no, no, no. You know what... he's not yours, I cheated on you and passed it off as your child" She couldn't even get herself to believe that. " Here's the deal. We go on with life how it has been and forget everything that has happened within the past hour, hour and a half. okay" She got up.
I grabbed her hand. " No, I wont" I got up with her. " Guaranteed... I never saw a kid in my life. But I always imagined you in it. And having you back, with Oliver... It seems right, and I'll take it" I bent in to kiss her but she stopped me.
" No... you don't have me back. You won't have me back. The only person that will have me forever and ever no matter what is Oliver." My heart started to hurt... in the bad way. " And I'm the only person that he needs"
" HE NEEDS A FATHER"
" HE'S LIVED FOUR YEARS WITHOUT ONE, HE CAN GO ON A BIT LONGER" She yelled back to me. I seen Jimmy standing by the street. I went running up to him.
" How long have you known"
" known what" Jimmy said as he opened the door for Silver.
" About my SON, you idiot" Jimmy just stood there in complete shock.
" Jimmy, don't worry. Let's go" Silver yelled out, rolling the window back up.
" Silver... just let him see him"
" FUCK YOU ALL" Jimmy looked to me and smiled as he walked around to the other side of the car.
" See you in ten minutes at Matt's" He waved to me and drove off.
I have a son. I have a son name Oliver... Oliver is my son... I'm going to meet Oliver.
I walked back to my house.
" Zachary! you okay" my neighbor Mrs. Barton called at me.
" I HAVE A SON!!" I yelled to her and walked inside.
I have a son.... Oliver. Oliver has me.....
I'm a Dad.
@foREVerBlissful
Please post the 2nd part soon!
5/25/14