Don't Respect the Words You're Speaking
Towards all those pompous assholes who spend their days pointing fingers
The first 5 minutes in the car were silent, that was till I went to turn on the radio and Matt turned it right back off.
"So I can't listen to music"
"He didn't plan on her being there" I started to bang my head against the window. "She worked with one of the extra's and that girl got her a job with us"
"I don't want to talk about it" I looked out to the bare roads. We were at the motel for 7 hours and the sky was starting to darken.
"Really? Almost 6 years of keeping it bottled up and you don't want to talk about it" He laughed "You know that your gonna blow up at some point"
"... Yes, but my problem doesn't really deal with you." He looked at me for a second and then back at the road.
"But you're still mad at me"
"I don't want to be"
"Why are you"
"You and all the other guys knew when Zacky cheated on me, multiple times and no one bothered to tell me"
"He begged us not to, he didn't just say 'please don't tell Silver'. He was on his hands and knee's BEGGING us not to, he was freaking crying. The man was already a wreck from you not taking his calls for a week. I felt as though he would tell you. I kept your secret too."
We pulled into a Hotel that was in Las Vegas. The place was full of lights and people running around.
"That doesn't justify him cheating, not even close. And your my brother, what the hell happened to you being a protective caring brother" I was caring my bag and ran into him.
"He's also one of my Best friends. I wanted things to work out for the two of you and if that meant keeping my mouth shut then I was going to do it" With that he walked into the place and up to the front desk. We got our room keys and as we headed for the elevator a noisy group came in.
"She'll get over it! So shut up already!" Johnny yelled and then he seen me. "Guess they hadn't made it to their rooms yet.
"MATT, IM BUNKING WITH YOU!" Zacky said as he ran over to us. I Started pounding on the Elevator button.
"COME ON!"
"Silver, can I please talk to you" I looked to him and then back to the elevators, which were taking their sweet time.
"I can take the stairs" I dashed for the stairs and starting running up them. That only lasted a minute till i noticed on the 2 floor that 11 floors was much farther then it seemed. So 9 flights of stairs later I finally made it to my floor and into my room.
As soon as the door was shut though, a knocking came. "Silver! It's Brian, we're heading out for dinner and start the filming here. We leave in 30 minutes"
"WHATEVER" Yes that's right, I'm going to be immature about this. I placed my bag on my bed and pulled out a new outfit to change into since I was all sweaty. I took a quick shower, redid my makeup and fixed my hair.
When I finished I grabbed my phone and room key and headed out the door. To my surprise though, Zacky was standing right outside my door. He looked up from his phone and gave me a slight smile.
"you look nice" I just nodded and went on. "The guys are almost ready"
"I'll be downstairs" I went to the elevator and waited. Zacky stood beside me, staring.
"I didn't know, I tried to tell you" The elevator finally came and lucky for me there were 5 people already in there. I walked to the back and Zacky ended up front. As soon as the elevator got to the lobby, he was out and waiting for me. I was tempted to hit the close button and stall the elevator, but I hated them to much to be trapped in one by my own will.
I stood there by the wall watching people as Zacky watched me, he was looking for any sign of emotion to cross my face. I wasn't going to let that happen, I couldn't let that happen.
"Will you please say something. Scream, yell, just say something..." I looked at him and he looked pained as he stared back.
"There they are, who let them be together. I told someone to be with her at all times" Matt said as they came over to us. "So. Are we playing nice" Zacky just started walking away. "What did you do"
"Nothing" We followed, me and Matt in my car and the others in the van. We stopped at a casino where Mike and the production crew was. I grabbed my stuff and headed over, Mike pulled me aside right away.
"I don't know what happened earlier and I don't care. We don't need as many pictures of this, just get the guys playing some games and then lets finish this up" I nodded and pulled out a camera, thankfully the one I dropped still worked fine and I wasn't going to have to replace. I got up and went over to the area that was reserved for them. The guys were dressed nicely and at the blackjack table.
"well don't you guys look handsome" I took a picture of them and then backed up. "Have fun" I got out of the way and started to just take side pictures and pictures from behind. There wasn't much to do with this one and it was done with in an hour.
"Alright, that's a rap. At least for today" Mike said and and the guys came over to me.
"ready for dinner" I nodded, Jimmy grabbed one of my bags and Put out his arm.
"My Lady" I curtsied and took his arm.
"Dear sir, you look quite dafer. If i might say"
"Really, I was going for sexy as a Greek god... Oh well" I started to laugh as we went to the cars. "Can I ride with you"
"Sure, why don't you wanna be with the guys" He shrugged. It most likely had something to do with the Zacky situation. "Jim Jim." He looked at me as we started to drive off. "Your awesome"
"I know"
"Haha, wow"I stared out the window at the crowed place. Everybody looked like they were having fun, not one thing could bother them. I wish I was like that. "Where we eating"
"I don't know, I'm just following them" two minutes after that we pulled into an old school 50's dinner that looked deserted. We got out and went in side. "Yea can we have 6 in our group" The hostess nodded and lead us to a round booth. "Silver, you get in first" I slid in and went into the middle, Zacky sat on the other side of me, and then the rest followed in.
"This was a trick wasn't it" They just smiled at me. "Assholes" The waitress just looked at me surprised. "Yea Can I get a Dr. Pepper with a classic cheese burgar and a sharp knife"
"Please hold on the knife" Zacky said and looked at me. "Stop joking around"
"Who was joking" I looked at him with a serious face, he just turned and ordered. After she got the orders and left we all started to fight about this setting thing and who's idea it was. Finally the food came and no one cared at that point cause we were starving and hadn't ate anything the whole day.
"Delicious hamburger" I took another bite, I still had half my plate and most of the guys were already done. "I'm not leaving till I'm done"
"Well I'm full so I'm gonna get a to go box" Johnny said and brought his food with him to the counter... he does know the waitress can bring him it, right?
"Hey, Silver do you have any gum" Jimmy asked as he chewed on his nails.
"Yea in my bag, it's in the car"
"Okay" He just continued to sit there.
"You gonna go get it"
"No, it can wait"
Brian looked over to Zacky. "Hey can I see your wallet" Zacky looked at him confused. "I wanna go play with the jukebox and don't carry change. You do" He nodded and tossed him it.
"Your an idiot, giving him your wallet"
"I'm kind and trust my friends"
"Yea. well I bet they don't trust you"
"No, that's just you"
"Yea and I have a good reason not to"
"You freaking didn't answer my calls or anything"
"That doesn't give you a right, maybe my phone was just broken. I don't know your number by heart"
"Yea well it wasn't, why the hell were you jealous at the shoot any way? You don't have a right to be"
My Eyes widened at that. "I don't have a right to be! I have every right to be angry and jealous of the girl that you cheated on me with! Still fucking hurt Zacky"
"Not like I meant to hurt you"
"That's exactly what you meant"
He looked away from me and around the table. "Silver..."
"What" I was focused on my food.
"Look" I looked around and the guys were gone. They weren't in the diner any more and the cars where gone.
"They took my car too!" The waitress came over to us.
"Here you go" She laid a to go box down on the table. "And the people you were here with told me to tell you that they already paid and that you two need to talk it out" With that she walked away.
"This is ridiculous" I said getting up with my food and placing it in the box. "It's because of you" I started out the door.
"Because of me! Try you, you're the one having the hissy fits" He said as he jogged up to me. "Yelling the whole time" I stopped and looked at him.
"IM ALOUD ZACKY! YOU FUCKING HURT ME"
"AND YOU KEPT MY KID FROM ME... we are both in the wrong" I looked around trying not to cry.
"The shit I've done has been to protect me and Oliver. You do what you have done out of spite. Can you please get us a taxi." I started to wipe my eyes.
He started to pat his pockets and looked at me with wide eyes. "Shit, they took my wallet. Do you have money"
"It's in my purse, which is in my car. Which Jimmy took." I sighed, something started to hit my head. I looked up and droplets of water started to fall faster and faster. "Shit"
"Come on. Let's just walk" He took his jacket off and held it over both of us.
"You don't have to do that... not like I deserve it" He looked down to me.
"We've been shitty to each other for a long time now... Let me be nice" I didn't say anything and we just continued to walk as people left the side walk and headed inside.
"Should we be going inside"
"It's Vegas, anyplace you go inside you have to have money for" I laughed at his logic. "Do you remember that football game that we went to and it started to storm and we just sat on the bleachers making out"
I hadn't thought about that in years "yea, game sucked but that was the best make out session I ever had" We stayed quiet after that.
"Silver" I looked to him. "Why did you never get with someone else after we... broke up"
I thought about it for a bit. "It didn't feel right.... not like I didn't try to date around. It felt forced though." he didn't say anything. "heard you didn't have any problems getting girls. You were with Genell for quite some time"
"She was a fill in. At the time I hated you and wanted to hurt you, I realized though I was only hurting myself my dating that bitch. You didn't care, you fucking moved to a whole other city to get away from me" I stopped and looked at him.
"That's not fair! You had told me multiple times that you didn't want kids and I wasn't going to abandon my own for you" He just looked down at me. He pulled his soaked jacket down and looked away.
"Thank you for that, I would rather lose you for 5 years then had never meant Oliver at all. He means the world to me"
"Zacky" He looked back to me. I pulled his face down and kissed him. He wrapped his hands around me and pulled me in closer, deepening the kiss. It tasted sweet and the rain made it feel like a movie. Zacky backed me up against a wall and I pulled away to look at him. He started to let me go but I held on tighter and he smiled. I brought my head to his neck and started to nip at his sweet spot.
He let out a moan. "Damn. You remember" I stopped sucking on it and gave him a grin. He brought him lips back to mine and bite it. I didn't budge, he grabbed my ass causing me squeal. He shoved his tongue in and we started a battle, he won and started to massage mine. I let my hand wonder down his chest and under his shirt. He started to moan again and I laughed. I pulled on his lip ring and he let out a growl of pleasure.
A bright light lite up the sky and a clap of thunder followed. He pulled apart from me and looked around. Some people where staring. "Come on, where almost back" we started to run as lightning and thunder followed us. We got in to the building and shoved our way to the elevator. He started to laugh. "What?"
"Is it cheesy if I say I want you" I laughed at him and shook my head no.
"Just horny" I kissed him again "That's okay though. Cause I want you too"
"So I can't listen to music"
"He didn't plan on her being there" I started to bang my head against the window. "She worked with one of the extra's and that girl got her a job with us"
"I don't want to talk about it" I looked out to the bare roads. We were at the motel for 7 hours and the sky was starting to darken.
"Really? Almost 6 years of keeping it bottled up and you don't want to talk about it" He laughed "You know that your gonna blow up at some point"
"... Yes, but my problem doesn't really deal with you." He looked at me for a second and then back at the road.
"But you're still mad at me"
"I don't want to be"
"Why are you"
"You and all the other guys knew when Zacky cheated on me, multiple times and no one bothered to tell me"
"He begged us not to, he didn't just say 'please don't tell Silver'. He was on his hands and knee's BEGGING us not to, he was freaking crying. The man was already a wreck from you not taking his calls for a week. I felt as though he would tell you. I kept your secret too."
We pulled into a Hotel that was in Las Vegas. The place was full of lights and people running around.
"That doesn't justify him cheating, not even close. And your my brother, what the hell happened to you being a protective caring brother" I was caring my bag and ran into him.
"He's also one of my Best friends. I wanted things to work out for the two of you and if that meant keeping my mouth shut then I was going to do it" With that he walked into the place and up to the front desk. We got our room keys and as we headed for the elevator a noisy group came in.
"She'll get over it! So shut up already!" Johnny yelled and then he seen me. "Guess they hadn't made it to their rooms yet.
"MATT, IM BUNKING WITH YOU!" Zacky said as he ran over to us. I Started pounding on the Elevator button.
"COME ON!"
"Silver, can I please talk to you" I looked to him and then back to the elevators, which were taking their sweet time.
"I can take the stairs" I dashed for the stairs and starting running up them. That only lasted a minute till i noticed on the 2 floor that 11 floors was much farther then it seemed. So 9 flights of stairs later I finally made it to my floor and into my room.
As soon as the door was shut though, a knocking came. "Silver! It's Brian, we're heading out for dinner and start the filming here. We leave in 30 minutes"
"WHATEVER" Yes that's right, I'm going to be immature about this. I placed my bag on my bed and pulled out a new outfit to change into since I was all sweaty. I took a quick shower, redid my makeup and fixed my hair.
When I finished I grabbed my phone and room key and headed out the door. To my surprise though, Zacky was standing right outside my door. He looked up from his phone and gave me a slight smile.
"you look nice" I just nodded and went on. "The guys are almost ready"
"I'll be downstairs" I went to the elevator and waited. Zacky stood beside me, staring.
"I didn't know, I tried to tell you" The elevator finally came and lucky for me there were 5 people already in there. I walked to the back and Zacky ended up front. As soon as the elevator got to the lobby, he was out and waiting for me. I was tempted to hit the close button and stall the elevator, but I hated them to much to be trapped in one by my own will.
I stood there by the wall watching people as Zacky watched me, he was looking for any sign of emotion to cross my face. I wasn't going to let that happen, I couldn't let that happen.
"Will you please say something. Scream, yell, just say something..." I looked at him and he looked pained as he stared back.
"There they are, who let them be together. I told someone to be with her at all times" Matt said as they came over to us. "So. Are we playing nice" Zacky just started walking away. "What did you do"
"Nothing" We followed, me and Matt in my car and the others in the van. We stopped at a casino where Mike and the production crew was. I grabbed my stuff and headed over, Mike pulled me aside right away.
"I don't know what happened earlier and I don't care. We don't need as many pictures of this, just get the guys playing some games and then lets finish this up" I nodded and pulled out a camera, thankfully the one I dropped still worked fine and I wasn't going to have to replace. I got up and went over to the area that was reserved for them. The guys were dressed nicely and at the blackjack table.
"well don't you guys look handsome" I took a picture of them and then backed up. "Have fun" I got out of the way and started to just take side pictures and pictures from behind. There wasn't much to do with this one and it was done with in an hour.
"Alright, that's a rap. At least for today" Mike said and and the guys came over to me.
"ready for dinner" I nodded, Jimmy grabbed one of my bags and Put out his arm.
"My Lady" I curtsied and took his arm.
"Dear sir, you look quite dafer. If i might say"
"Really, I was going for sexy as a Greek god... Oh well" I started to laugh as we went to the cars. "Can I ride with you"
"Sure, why don't you wanna be with the guys" He shrugged. It most likely had something to do with the Zacky situation. "Jim Jim." He looked at me as we started to drive off. "Your awesome"
"I know"
"Haha, wow"I stared out the window at the crowed place. Everybody looked like they were having fun, not one thing could bother them. I wish I was like that. "Where we eating"
"I don't know, I'm just following them" two minutes after that we pulled into an old school 50's dinner that looked deserted. We got out and went in side. "Yea can we have 6 in our group" The hostess nodded and lead us to a round booth. "Silver, you get in first" I slid in and went into the middle, Zacky sat on the other side of me, and then the rest followed in.
"This was a trick wasn't it" They just smiled at me. "Assholes" The waitress just looked at me surprised. "Yea Can I get a Dr. Pepper with a classic cheese burgar and a sharp knife"
"Please hold on the knife" Zacky said and looked at me. "Stop joking around"
"Who was joking" I looked at him with a serious face, he just turned and ordered. After she got the orders and left we all started to fight about this setting thing and who's idea it was. Finally the food came and no one cared at that point cause we were starving and hadn't ate anything the whole day.
"Delicious hamburger" I took another bite, I still had half my plate and most of the guys were already done. "I'm not leaving till I'm done"
"Well I'm full so I'm gonna get a to go box" Johnny said and brought his food with him to the counter... he does know the waitress can bring him it, right?
"Hey, Silver do you have any gum" Jimmy asked as he chewed on his nails.
"Yea in my bag, it's in the car"
"Okay" He just continued to sit there.
"You gonna go get it"
"No, it can wait"
Brian looked over to Zacky. "Hey can I see your wallet" Zacky looked at him confused. "I wanna go play with the jukebox and don't carry change. You do" He nodded and tossed him it.
"Your an idiot, giving him your wallet"
"I'm kind and trust my friends"
"Yea. well I bet they don't trust you"
"No, that's just you"
"Yea and I have a good reason not to"
"You freaking didn't answer my calls or anything"
"That doesn't give you a right, maybe my phone was just broken. I don't know your number by heart"
"Yea well it wasn't, why the hell were you jealous at the shoot any way? You don't have a right to be"
My Eyes widened at that. "I don't have a right to be! I have every right to be angry and jealous of the girl that you cheated on me with! Still fucking hurt Zacky"
"Not like I meant to hurt you"
"That's exactly what you meant"
He looked away from me and around the table. "Silver..."
"What" I was focused on my food.
"Look" I looked around and the guys were gone. They weren't in the diner any more and the cars where gone.
"They took my car too!" The waitress came over to us.
"Here you go" She laid a to go box down on the table. "And the people you were here with told me to tell you that they already paid and that you two need to talk it out" With that she walked away.
"This is ridiculous" I said getting up with my food and placing it in the box. "It's because of you" I started out the door.
"Because of me! Try you, you're the one having the hissy fits" He said as he jogged up to me. "Yelling the whole time" I stopped and looked at him.
"IM ALOUD ZACKY! YOU FUCKING HURT ME"
"AND YOU KEPT MY KID FROM ME... we are both in the wrong" I looked around trying not to cry.
"The shit I've done has been to protect me and Oliver. You do what you have done out of spite. Can you please get us a taxi." I started to wipe my eyes.
He started to pat his pockets and looked at me with wide eyes. "Shit, they took my wallet. Do you have money"
"It's in my purse, which is in my car. Which Jimmy took." I sighed, something started to hit my head. I looked up and droplets of water started to fall faster and faster. "Shit"
"Come on. Let's just walk" He took his jacket off and held it over both of us.
"You don't have to do that... not like I deserve it" He looked down to me.
"We've been shitty to each other for a long time now... Let me be nice" I didn't say anything and we just continued to walk as people left the side walk and headed inside.
"Should we be going inside"
"It's Vegas, anyplace you go inside you have to have money for" I laughed at his logic. "Do you remember that football game that we went to and it started to storm and we just sat on the bleachers making out"
I hadn't thought about that in years "yea, game sucked but that was the best make out session I ever had" We stayed quiet after that.
"Silver" I looked to him. "Why did you never get with someone else after we... broke up"
I thought about it for a bit. "It didn't feel right.... not like I didn't try to date around. It felt forced though." he didn't say anything. "heard you didn't have any problems getting girls. You were with Genell for quite some time"
"She was a fill in. At the time I hated you and wanted to hurt you, I realized though I was only hurting myself my dating that bitch. You didn't care, you fucking moved to a whole other city to get away from me" I stopped and looked at him.
"That's not fair! You had told me multiple times that you didn't want kids and I wasn't going to abandon my own for you" He just looked down at me. He pulled his soaked jacket down and looked away.
"Thank you for that, I would rather lose you for 5 years then had never meant Oliver at all. He means the world to me"
"Zacky" He looked back to me. I pulled his face down and kissed him. He wrapped his hands around me and pulled me in closer, deepening the kiss. It tasted sweet and the rain made it feel like a movie. Zacky backed me up against a wall and I pulled away to look at him. He started to let me go but I held on tighter and he smiled. I brought my head to his neck and started to nip at his sweet spot.
He let out a moan. "Damn. You remember" I stopped sucking on it and gave him a grin. He brought him lips back to mine and bite it. I didn't budge, he grabbed my ass causing me squeal. He shoved his tongue in and we started a battle, he won and started to massage mine. I let my hand wonder down his chest and under his shirt. He started to moan again and I laughed. I pulled on his lip ring and he let out a growl of pleasure.
A bright light lite up the sky and a clap of thunder followed. He pulled apart from me and looked around. Some people where staring. "Come on, where almost back" we started to run as lightning and thunder followed us. We got in to the building and shoved our way to the elevator. He started to laugh. "What?"
"Is it cheesy if I say I want you" I laughed at him and shook my head no.
"Just horny" I kissed him again "That's okay though. Cause I want you too"
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Please post the 2nd part soon!
5/25/14