Don't Respect the Words You're Speaking
Well where I'm from we have a special salute we aim high in the air
~3 days later~
Valarie held Oliver in her arms as I waved goodbye from my car. I hated leaving him, the only thing that made me happy was knowing that Val was taking care of him.
I drove 4 hours over to a town just outside of Los Vegas where the director just insisted we had to do the music video for Bat Country. I pulled up to the small hotel/motel looking place, that they said I should meet them at. I got out bringing my bag with me and walked inside.
I glanced around at the tacky decorated place that looked to be infested with all types of bugs. "Sorry Hun, were closed for the rest of this week" The old women behind the front desk said. She looked at me like she was the queen and I was nothing more then a servant.
"Yea, because of the Music video being shot. I know, I'm the photographer" She inhaled from her cigirette and looked me up and down.
"Where's an ID" We started to go back and forth about the ID and who I was and the fact that I hadn't been able to get it yet because I just got here.
"Silver?" I looked over to see a very confused Johnny and Zacky.
"FINALLY, Tell this woman that I'm the freaking Photographer" they came closer to me and Johnny started to talk to her for me. I gave her a fake smile and walked off with them.
"Didn't know that you were the photographer, what happened to James"
"I don't know, I was just told he canceled and they wanted the best... so here I am"
"Cocky are we" I glanced over to him as we made our way to the back.
"No, pissed. If the damn director wanted a tacky motel, we could had just gone to down town LA"
"Ah but doesn't this place just reak of something better" Mike, the director, said as he placed an arm across my shoulders, I pushed it off.
"desperation..." We walked into a larger back room that had half naked girls all over the place, I started to laugh "No, Prostitution. Should have know, but they smell pretty much the same"
"We can always get you in a couple of shot's if you want. That body of yours would look GREAT in much less" My eyes widened and coughing sounds came from both sides of me.
"You talk to her that way again and I'll split that skull of yours in two and shove you dick down your mouth" Zacky said as Matt just stood there, arms crossed with is glasses on, giving mike the 'Over Protective Brother' stare.
"She's ours, not yours" Jimmy said and patted Mikes shoulders. "Go do your job" He pushed him off to the side.
"Thank you, three out of the five musketeers, without you I would have been pimped out" I laughed "I have to say though, I was disappointed with your act" I said patting Matt as he brought me into a hug "Thought you would have gone kick ass on him."
"I don't have to worry about you. You would have kicked his ass then and there if it wasn't for the fact you have a bands worth of guys that would protect you with their lives" I just smiled at them as they nodded at me.
"Alrighty then, lets get to work shall we" they nodded and we walked over towards the rest of the people here for the video. The guys had already been filled in on what they had to do and and small pieces with random people had mostly all been shot except for some that had to be done in Vegas.
"Just whenever you see a perfect shot, take it. Don't get in the way of the cameras though. and no flashing, it will mess with what we're filming" I nodded and got my camera's ready.
"Hey" I turned around to see Zacky and Jimmy behind me. I just gave them as I continued to get my equipment ready. I looked back seeing that they were still staring at me. Jimmy just patted Zacky's back and gave me a warm smile before walking off. "We need to talk"
For some reason my heart started racing and I started to feel like I did when me and Zacky were teenagers. I looked stood up from the table and tried not to seem worried. "It its about the court thing or me and you or what happened. If it's okay I would like to just keep that can of worms sealed... at least while I'm on the job" He looked down to his feet as he placed his hands in his pockets.
"Well... It kind of does deal with us, but it is more of an issue about another person" I wasn't following. "one of the gi..."
"VENGEANCE! Stop trying to get laid and get your ass on set!" Mike yelled from the directors chair, he was way to cocky for any ones liking.
"In a minute!" He looked back to me and sighed.
"NOW!"
"Fuck me. I don't think it's right to just blurt it out soo... just don't talk to any of the extra's okay" I just gave him a funny look as he went back to the main filming area. I picked up one of my camera's and went to get some shots of them getting ready. The guys where getting into a hyped playing mode and was beyond ready to film this.
"Alright lets start. Get into places, Rock out and Remember this place is an amazing fucked up place" The guys just nodded as they went on and turned on the song. It was epic watching them matching up the the song. The first pictures I got was of Matt doing his disturbing laugh thing, I know that's his favorite part of this whole thing. They had to start over 5 minutes after beginning again but it seemed like each time only got better.
I got Zacky and Brian shredding it on the guitar and Johnny was doing his best to have fun with one of the extra's as he played the bass. I took my time with Jimmy, he never seize to amaze me when he played. I loved watching them all do what brought them joy.
"Alright, I think we got that instrument portion done. Let's have some fun with the whip cream and stuff." I went back over to the table my stuff was set up at and placed that memory card in a case and marked it as the first shots. I placed another one in and switched my lenses, I turned around as I adjusted it.
"We need to talk, hurry" Zacky grabbed my hand and started to pull me towards the exit.
"Zack! come get lathered up" I laughed at that and stopped. Zacky sighed and started to rub his face.
" If it's that important it can wait a couple more minutes" I shooed him off, he looked hesitant to left but he stopped and stared I just looked at him confused. As I started towards him, I was bumped into.
"Oh, my bad" One of the extras dressed up in a skimpy red prostitutes outfit looked at me and stopped.
She gave me a smile "Don't worry about it" I smiled and started for Zacky again, but he disappeared.
"Freakin weirdo" I shook my head and took pictures of every one pouring 'Drinks' and taking 'Shots' and playing with food and each other. I was in the middle of taking a picture of Johnny when I saw Matt ,Brian and Zacky having fun and I had to get it. I went over and bent down a couple of steps away from Zacky. He looked down and the slightest grin came over his full lips. At that moment I knew I had found my favorite picture of them all. He and Brian had drinks spilling from the air on them and the great pictures only kept rolling.
"Zacky. Carl grab him his guitar" Carl, a tech set guy, did as he was told and Zacky placed the strap around him.
"Why, Mike"
"It will look great with Brian partying and you guys rock out, sit on the bed and play the guitar like crazy" Zacky did exactly that, but Mike wasn't happy. "Genell, go up and grind on him. Won't be the first time, am I right"
My camera fell from my hands as I realized the girl I bumped into earlier, the girl grinding on Zacky; was the same girl he cheated on me with. My chest started to tighten, Zacky looked at me with desperate eyes. Jimmy came over to me and lifted me up off the floor, grabbing my camera while he was at it.
"What are you waiting for! Lets continue" Mike said and they all started up again. I stared at Zacky and ... the girl on him. He looked down at this guitar, not daring to look my way.
"She..."I looked to Jimmy and he just nodded his head. "Are they"
"God no!" I just nodded and grabbed my camera "Silver... Are you sure that's a good idea"
"The bitch isn't getting the better of me" I turned away and went over to Johnny and Matt which was about the time that Zacky's guitar performance was over and he got back up and Genell rejoined with the other girls.
I went to get a picture of Brian doing something funny with one of the extras when Genell and her friend kept on blocking my shot. "Get the hell out of my way"
"We're apart of this too!" She spat at me.
"I'm sorry when did you join Avenged Sevenfold... NEVER! I'm here for them, so get in the background and suck someone off like the good like bitch you are" She glared at me.
"Fine" She looked around "Oh Zacky, come here baby" I gritted my teeth.
"I'M DONE!" I screamed as I pulled the camera strap off of my neck and turned off the camera.
"Yea, I think I am too. But I wasn't gonna make that much of a deal about it" Mike said stepping away from the camera. I walked back over to him. He just looked down to me with a smile. "Don't forget your cameras tonight"
"And We need a break. See you at the hotel!" Matt said as he and Brian grabbed my by both arms and pulled me out of the room.
"LET ME GO! I wasn't gonna hurt him! My stuff is still inside" Matt looked to Brian and they nodded.
"Fine, go get it. Just the stuff, nobody's necks" I turned around to see Zacky a couple of steps away.
"Silver... I d..." I lunged at him but was stopped again. I started to kick and scream, not caring how childish I looked.
"Zacky go get her stuff"
"I don't want his lewd hands touching my stuff" He already turned around and went for it.
"Give me your keys" I handed them to him knowing it probably wasn't the best idea for me to be driving right now. "Come on" I just stood there as I waited for Zacky to come back with my stuff. "He can just put it in the van"
"I don't trust him" a couple of minutes later he finally walked out carring my bags. I went up to him and grabbed them, then turned away.
"Silver, I'm sorry. I d.."
I turned back to him. "JUST STOP! I don't want to hear it" I rose my hand and brought my thumb and pointer finger about half a centimeter apart. "That's how c lose i am to losing it right now. If you don't want me to kill you then just shut your god damn cheating mouth" I went back to the car, placing my stuff in the back and got in the passenger side. "Lets go"
Valarie held Oliver in her arms as I waved goodbye from my car. I hated leaving him, the only thing that made me happy was knowing that Val was taking care of him.
I drove 4 hours over to a town just outside of Los Vegas where the director just insisted we had to do the music video for Bat Country. I pulled up to the small hotel/motel looking place, that they said I should meet them at. I got out bringing my bag with me and walked inside.
I glanced around at the tacky decorated place that looked to be infested with all types of bugs. "Sorry Hun, were closed for the rest of this week" The old women behind the front desk said. She looked at me like she was the queen and I was nothing more then a servant.
"Yea, because of the Music video being shot. I know, I'm the photographer" She inhaled from her cigirette and looked me up and down.
"Where's an ID" We started to go back and forth about the ID and who I was and the fact that I hadn't been able to get it yet because I just got here.
"Silver?" I looked over to see a very confused Johnny and Zacky.
"FINALLY, Tell this woman that I'm the freaking Photographer" they came closer to me and Johnny started to talk to her for me. I gave her a fake smile and walked off with them.
"Didn't know that you were the photographer, what happened to James"
"I don't know, I was just told he canceled and they wanted the best... so here I am"
"Cocky are we" I glanced over to him as we made our way to the back.
"No, pissed. If the damn director wanted a tacky motel, we could had just gone to down town LA"
"Ah but doesn't this place just reak of something better" Mike, the director, said as he placed an arm across my shoulders, I pushed it off.
"desperation..." We walked into a larger back room that had half naked girls all over the place, I started to laugh "No, Prostitution. Should have know, but they smell pretty much the same"
"We can always get you in a couple of shot's if you want. That body of yours would look GREAT in much less" My eyes widened and coughing sounds came from both sides of me.
"You talk to her that way again and I'll split that skull of yours in two and shove you dick down your mouth" Zacky said as Matt just stood there, arms crossed with is glasses on, giving mike the 'Over Protective Brother' stare.
"She's ours, not yours" Jimmy said and patted Mikes shoulders. "Go do your job" He pushed him off to the side.
"Thank you, three out of the five musketeers, without you I would have been pimped out" I laughed "I have to say though, I was disappointed with your act" I said patting Matt as he brought me into a hug "Thought you would have gone kick ass on him."
"I don't have to worry about you. You would have kicked his ass then and there if it wasn't for the fact you have a bands worth of guys that would protect you with their lives" I just smiled at them as they nodded at me.
"Alrighty then, lets get to work shall we" they nodded and we walked over towards the rest of the people here for the video. The guys had already been filled in on what they had to do and and small pieces with random people had mostly all been shot except for some that had to be done in Vegas.
"Just whenever you see a perfect shot, take it. Don't get in the way of the cameras though. and no flashing, it will mess with what we're filming" I nodded and got my camera's ready.
"Hey" I turned around to see Zacky and Jimmy behind me. I just gave them as I continued to get my equipment ready. I looked back seeing that they were still staring at me. Jimmy just patted Zacky's back and gave me a warm smile before walking off. "We need to talk"
For some reason my heart started racing and I started to feel like I did when me and Zacky were teenagers. I looked stood up from the table and tried not to seem worried. "It its about the court thing or me and you or what happened. If it's okay I would like to just keep that can of worms sealed... at least while I'm on the job" He looked down to his feet as he placed his hands in his pockets.
"Well... It kind of does deal with us, but it is more of an issue about another person" I wasn't following. "one of the gi..."
"VENGEANCE! Stop trying to get laid and get your ass on set!" Mike yelled from the directors chair, he was way to cocky for any ones liking.
"In a minute!" He looked back to me and sighed.
"NOW!"
"Fuck me. I don't think it's right to just blurt it out soo... just don't talk to any of the extra's okay" I just gave him a funny look as he went back to the main filming area. I picked up one of my camera's and went to get some shots of them getting ready. The guys where getting into a hyped playing mode and was beyond ready to film this.
"Alright lets start. Get into places, Rock out and Remember this place is an amazing fucked up place" The guys just nodded as they went on and turned on the song. It was epic watching them matching up the the song. The first pictures I got was of Matt doing his disturbing laugh thing, I know that's his favorite part of this whole thing. They had to start over 5 minutes after beginning again but it seemed like each time only got better.
I got Zacky and Brian shredding it on the guitar and Johnny was doing his best to have fun with one of the extra's as he played the bass. I took my time with Jimmy, he never seize to amaze me when he played. I loved watching them all do what brought them joy.
"Alright, I think we got that instrument portion done. Let's have some fun with the whip cream and stuff." I went back over to the table my stuff was set up at and placed that memory card in a case and marked it as the first shots. I placed another one in and switched my lenses, I turned around as I adjusted it.
"We need to talk, hurry" Zacky grabbed my hand and started to pull me towards the exit.
"Zack! come get lathered up" I laughed at that and stopped. Zacky sighed and started to rub his face.
" If it's that important it can wait a couple more minutes" I shooed him off, he looked hesitant to left but he stopped and stared I just looked at him confused. As I started towards him, I was bumped into.
"Oh, my bad" One of the extras dressed up in a skimpy red prostitutes outfit looked at me and stopped.
She gave me a smile "Don't worry about it" I smiled and started for Zacky again, but he disappeared.
"Freakin weirdo" I shook my head and took pictures of every one pouring 'Drinks' and taking 'Shots' and playing with food and each other. I was in the middle of taking a picture of Johnny when I saw Matt ,Brian and Zacky having fun and I had to get it. I went over and bent down a couple of steps away from Zacky. He looked down and the slightest grin came over his full lips. At that moment I knew I had found my favorite picture of them all. He and Brian had drinks spilling from the air on them and the great pictures only kept rolling.
"Zacky. Carl grab him his guitar" Carl, a tech set guy, did as he was told and Zacky placed the strap around him.
"Why, Mike"
"It will look great with Brian partying and you guys rock out, sit on the bed and play the guitar like crazy" Zacky did exactly that, but Mike wasn't happy. "Genell, go up and grind on him. Won't be the first time, am I right"
My camera fell from my hands as I realized the girl I bumped into earlier, the girl grinding on Zacky; was the same girl he cheated on me with. My chest started to tighten, Zacky looked at me with desperate eyes. Jimmy came over to me and lifted me up off the floor, grabbing my camera while he was at it.
"What are you waiting for! Lets continue" Mike said and they all started up again. I stared at Zacky and ... the girl on him. He looked down at this guitar, not daring to look my way.
"She..."I looked to Jimmy and he just nodded his head. "Are they"
"God no!" I just nodded and grabbed my camera "Silver... Are you sure that's a good idea"
"The bitch isn't getting the better of me" I turned away and went over to Johnny and Matt which was about the time that Zacky's guitar performance was over and he got back up and Genell rejoined with the other girls.
I went to get a picture of Brian doing something funny with one of the extras when Genell and her friend kept on blocking my shot. "Get the hell out of my way"
"We're apart of this too!" She spat at me.
"I'm sorry when did you join Avenged Sevenfold... NEVER! I'm here for them, so get in the background and suck someone off like the good like bitch you are" She glared at me.
"Fine" She looked around "Oh Zacky, come here baby" I gritted my teeth.
"I'M DONE!" I screamed as I pulled the camera strap off of my neck and turned off the camera.
"Yea, I think I am too. But I wasn't gonna make that much of a deal about it" Mike said stepping away from the camera. I walked back over to him. He just looked down to me with a smile. "Don't forget your cameras tonight"
"And We need a break. See you at the hotel!" Matt said as he and Brian grabbed my by both arms and pulled me out of the room.
"LET ME GO! I wasn't gonna hurt him! My stuff is still inside" Matt looked to Brian and they nodded.
"Fine, go get it. Just the stuff, nobody's necks" I turned around to see Zacky a couple of steps away.
"Silver... I d..." I lunged at him but was stopped again. I started to kick and scream, not caring how childish I looked.
"Zacky go get her stuff"
"I don't want his lewd hands touching my stuff" He already turned around and went for it.
"Give me your keys" I handed them to him knowing it probably wasn't the best idea for me to be driving right now. "Come on" I just stood there as I waited for Zacky to come back with my stuff. "He can just put it in the van"
"I don't trust him" a couple of minutes later he finally walked out carring my bags. I went up to him and grabbed them, then turned away.
"Silver, I'm sorry. I d.."
I turned back to him. "JUST STOP! I don't want to hear it" I rose my hand and brought my thumb and pointer finger about half a centimeter apart. "That's how c lose i am to losing it right now. If you don't want me to kill you then just shut your god damn cheating mouth" I went back to the car, placing my stuff in the back and got in the passenger side. "Lets go"
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Please post the 2nd part soon!
5/25/14