Don't Respect the Words You're Speaking
Like the heartbeat of this country when antagonized too long
Zacky's P.O.V
I woke up in a room that wasn't mine, I sat up and looked over to see a sleeping Silver next to me. The thoughts of last night rushed through my head.
We got up to her room and as soon a we walked in, shirts where the first things to go. I remember wrapping my arms around her delicate body and kisses just washed over us. We moved to the bed and things got heated. She bit down on my bottom lip and looked me in the eyes. Not a word was said, but her look told me everything.
I looked over at her now, completely naked and tangled in sheets. I was afraid to move, afraid that she would wake up and regret everything that we did. I just sat there and watched her chest move up and down as she went on dreaming peacefully.
Buzz...Buzz...Buzz. I looked over at the floor near the door where her phone was ringing. I got up slowly and rushed to it.
“Hello” I whispered and stepped into the bathroom.
“...Zacky? Where's Silver” It was Valarie.
“Sleeping”
“It's noon, why is she still sleeping”
I smiled “I don't know, something must had really tiered her out”
“... Okay, well I was just checking to make sure she was okay. She never called me yesterday”
“How's Oliver”
“Sulking, he misses his mommy and daddy” I didn't care if she was saying this just to amuse me, it still broke my heart.
“Tell him that we miss and love him”
“Will do”
“Okay well, I'll call back later to talk to him”
“Okay... Oh, hey Zacky. Wait a minute”
“Yea?”
“Was the sex as good as you remembered” She laughed and hung up. I sighed and hit my forehead. I walked out the door to see Silver changing into a new outfit.
“Who was that” She looked at me and then back down to the ground where she picked up the clothes that were tossed around.
“Val, just calling to check up on you. I answered so you could sleep in more, sorry if I woke you”
She handed me my pants and shirt. “Na, it's fine. It's the afternoon anyways... How's Oli”
“Fine. Misses us” She looked up to me after I said that. “What”
“Is there an... Us?” She started to laugh “I freaking feel so stupid in even asking that” I walked up to her and started to rub her arms. She looked up at me.
“You know that I want there to be an us... Do you want it though, maybe we were just caught up in that movie moment we had last night. Maybe we really aren't meant to be together and this whole this was a mistake.”
“Wow... put faith in us why don't you” She grabbed her phone and put it in her pocket.
“I did before and you moved away from me... I just want to make sure that you have faith in this. And it's not just me this time” She looked at me a little hurt, but she knew I was right.
“I feel that if I make a decision right now that I will regret it. I just want to take this slow”
“And I'm fine with that. As long as we don't have to hide this for months on in from everyone” She laughed. I pulled on my pants “I hated hiding our relationship from your brother and our friends. It made me feel like I was doing the wrong thing” She came up to me and ran her fingers threw my hair.
“But it made it that much more fun” she pulled me into a kiss and started to pull on my lip rings.
“You know that you make this taking it slow thing; SOO much more harder” She laughed and pulled apart.
“Fine, I don't want to start working on another baby for a long time anyways” She looked back to me with a grin.
“Hey, baby making is totally fin...” I looked back to the bed and started to think about last night. “Silver”
“Hmm.” She was pulling on her shoes.
“We didn't use a condom” She looked at me, but didn't seem worried.
“I'm on birth control” She started out the door.
“Were you having sex before or … was this your plan all along” She just laughed at me.
“Us girls have half of the material needed to make a baby, Zacky. Unlike you though, it hurts like shit about once a month. Birth control helps it be less painful. Ever since having Oliver, it just hurted so much more. The doctor recommended some” I nodded at this.
“How long were you in labor for” She looked up at me as we entered the elevator. “What”
She just shrugged. “I don't know, 16 hours. He was born at 12:12 P.M” She smiled as she thought about it. “It was the most painful experience I have ever had to go threw... but when he came out and they handed him to me” She looked up at me. “I knew he was the best thing to ever happen to me”
“What did he look like when he was born” She laughed.
“Like he does now... You. He was 5 pounds, and 18 inches. His hair was like yours as soon as he came out and lips just like ours, poofy. The only thing he got from me was his nice slender nose.” She walked out of the elevator and looked back at me. “You know what”
“What”
“When I left, the thing I missed the most was waking up and seeing you looking back at me with those eyes. When Oliver turn a month old his eyes suddenly went from a nice shade of blue, to your green... I wanted to call you that day and tell you everything because of those eyes” She placed a hand on my cheek and smiled; I bent down and kissed her.
"I miss you all the time" She giggled.
"I'm right here though"
I grabbed her hands and held them. "I know... I just don't want to lose you" She just laughed.
"You don't have me" I looked at her shocked "Yet. I maybe easy but I don't just let anyone be my boyfriend"
I laughed at her and bent down to her lips. "Your not even close to easy, you make me work my ass off" She smiled and removed the space between us.
When she separated, she just smiled. "Good. Now I have a question for you"
"You do?"
"Yup... Would you like to go on a date with me?" I smiled wide.
"I would love to"
"Good, tonight we shall go." I smiled and brushed her hair back from her face. "I have to go, I got to get set up for your guys photo shoot" She brushed her lips on mine but then backed up and started to walk away.
I grabbed her arm and stopped her. "Don't go. We can go back up to your room and have some more fun" She laughed and walked back up to me.
"See ya" She gave me a full kiss and walked away. I watched till she was out of sit.
"So, you went back to her... I can't believe she took you back" Genell walked up to me and wrapped her hands around my waist. "That dumb Bitch"
I woke up in a room that wasn't mine, I sat up and looked over to see a sleeping Silver next to me. The thoughts of last night rushed through my head.
We got up to her room and as soon a we walked in, shirts where the first things to go. I remember wrapping my arms around her delicate body and kisses just washed over us. We moved to the bed and things got heated. She bit down on my bottom lip and looked me in the eyes. Not a word was said, but her look told me everything.
I looked over at her now, completely naked and tangled in sheets. I was afraid to move, afraid that she would wake up and regret everything that we did. I just sat there and watched her chest move up and down as she went on dreaming peacefully.
Buzz...Buzz...Buzz. I looked over at the floor near the door where her phone was ringing. I got up slowly and rushed to it.
“Hello” I whispered and stepped into the bathroom.
“...Zacky? Where's Silver” It was Valarie.
“Sleeping”
“It's noon, why is she still sleeping”
I smiled “I don't know, something must had really tiered her out”
“... Okay, well I was just checking to make sure she was okay. She never called me yesterday”
“How's Oliver”
“Sulking, he misses his mommy and daddy” I didn't care if she was saying this just to amuse me, it still broke my heart.
“Tell him that we miss and love him”
“Will do”
“Okay well, I'll call back later to talk to him”
“Okay... Oh, hey Zacky. Wait a minute”
“Yea?”
“Was the sex as good as you remembered” She laughed and hung up. I sighed and hit my forehead. I walked out the door to see Silver changing into a new outfit.
“Who was that” She looked at me and then back down to the ground where she picked up the clothes that were tossed around.
“Val, just calling to check up on you. I answered so you could sleep in more, sorry if I woke you”
She handed me my pants and shirt. “Na, it's fine. It's the afternoon anyways... How's Oli”
“Fine. Misses us” She looked up to me after I said that. “What”
“Is there an... Us?” She started to laugh “I freaking feel so stupid in even asking that” I walked up to her and started to rub her arms. She looked up at me.
“You know that I want there to be an us... Do you want it though, maybe we were just caught up in that movie moment we had last night. Maybe we really aren't meant to be together and this whole this was a mistake.”
“Wow... put faith in us why don't you” She grabbed her phone and put it in her pocket.
“I did before and you moved away from me... I just want to make sure that you have faith in this. And it's not just me this time” She looked at me a little hurt, but she knew I was right.
“I feel that if I make a decision right now that I will regret it. I just want to take this slow”
“And I'm fine with that. As long as we don't have to hide this for months on in from everyone” She laughed. I pulled on my pants “I hated hiding our relationship from your brother and our friends. It made me feel like I was doing the wrong thing” She came up to me and ran her fingers threw my hair.
“But it made it that much more fun” she pulled me into a kiss and started to pull on my lip rings.
“You know that you make this taking it slow thing; SOO much more harder” She laughed and pulled apart.
“Fine, I don't want to start working on another baby for a long time anyways” She looked back to me with a grin.
“Hey, baby making is totally fin...” I looked back to the bed and started to think about last night. “Silver”
“Hmm.” She was pulling on her shoes.
“We didn't use a condom” She looked at me, but didn't seem worried.
“I'm on birth control” She started out the door.
“Were you having sex before or … was this your plan all along” She just laughed at me.
“Us girls have half of the material needed to make a baby, Zacky. Unlike you though, it hurts like shit about once a month. Birth control helps it be less painful. Ever since having Oliver, it just hurted so much more. The doctor recommended some” I nodded at this.
“How long were you in labor for” She looked up at me as we entered the elevator. “What”
She just shrugged. “I don't know, 16 hours. He was born at 12:12 P.M” She smiled as she thought about it. “It was the most painful experience I have ever had to go threw... but when he came out and they handed him to me” She looked up at me. “I knew he was the best thing to ever happen to me”
“What did he look like when he was born” She laughed.
“Like he does now... You. He was 5 pounds, and 18 inches. His hair was like yours as soon as he came out and lips just like ours, poofy. The only thing he got from me was his nice slender nose.” She walked out of the elevator and looked back at me. “You know what”
“What”
“When I left, the thing I missed the most was waking up and seeing you looking back at me with those eyes. When Oliver turn a month old his eyes suddenly went from a nice shade of blue, to your green... I wanted to call you that day and tell you everything because of those eyes” She placed a hand on my cheek and smiled; I bent down and kissed her.
"I miss you all the time" She giggled.
"I'm right here though"
I grabbed her hands and held them. "I know... I just don't want to lose you" She just laughed.
"You don't have me" I looked at her shocked "Yet. I maybe easy but I don't just let anyone be my boyfriend"
I laughed at her and bent down to her lips. "Your not even close to easy, you make me work my ass off" She smiled and removed the space between us.
When she separated, she just smiled. "Good. Now I have a question for you"
"You do?"
"Yup... Would you like to go on a date with me?" I smiled wide.
"I would love to"
"Good, tonight we shall go." I smiled and brushed her hair back from her face. "I have to go, I got to get set up for your guys photo shoot" She brushed her lips on mine but then backed up and started to walk away.
I grabbed her arm and stopped her. "Don't go. We can go back up to your room and have some more fun" She laughed and walked back up to me.
"See ya" She gave me a full kiss and walked away. I watched till she was out of sit.
"So, you went back to her... I can't believe she took you back" Genell walked up to me and wrapped her hands around my waist. "That dumb Bitch"
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Please post the 2nd part soon!
5/25/14