you saved me

*Jessy's POV*
"Jessy," Chris said as we entered Fozzy's bus, "I'd like to introduce you to Rich, Billy, Sean and Eric. Guy's this is Jessy." The four guys smiled kindly and waved. I gave a shy wave, hiding myself half way behind Zack. "They won't bite baby," Zack laughed as he pulled me around to stand beside him. I looked up long enough to see them all staring at me before returning my gaze to the ground.
"So what would you guys like to drink?" Chris asked kindly. The guys all answered but I remained silent. "Jess, what would you like to drink baby?" Zack whispered gently. I shrugged, "I don't care." "How 'bout a beer? That okay?" I nodded. "Make that six beers if you would Chris." Zack shouted. "Will do!" Chris replied with a laugh. "Let's have a seat." Zack said as he started to walk, nearly pulling me with him.
He sat down on the floor before pulling me onto his lap. Chris returned and handed both of us a can of beer. "You know there's no need to be nervous," Chris said with a kind smile, "honestly we're just people." I nodded before sipping at my beer.
"You know Jessy," Jimmy piped up, "I'm kind of offended. You didn't act this starstruck when you met us!" I laughed, "well slimjim," I started, "I was drunk out of my mind when I first met you. The by the next day I figured if I was blackout drunk when you met me it was too late to make a good first impression."
*Zack's POV*
"Well now I really want to know how you to met," Rich said through his laughter. Jessy looked at me desperatly. "You want me to tell the story so you don't have to?" I whispered as quietly as I could. She nodded. "Well," I started, looking up from Jessy, "we had just finished the last show on our tour and we were at a bar celebrating. I saw Jess siting at the bar but she had a guy with her. After a few hours I hear her screaming 'leave me God damnit William' and looked up to see him leaving and her with her head down on the bar. She had a few more drinks before I got up the courage to go over to her. We were going to take her home but she passed out before we got a chance to ask for directions so we brought her to our hotel and we've kind of been together ever since that day."
I leant down and gave Jessy a quick kiss on the lips when I finished telling my story. "That's beautiful!" Billy nearly shouted. Everyone else laughed at Billy's outburst but I continued to stare at Jessy. I tried to look away or to think of anything other than her. My attempt was useless and my pants continued to get tighter.
Jessy must've notice my dilema too because she turned and looked at me, grinning from ear to ear. "Got yourself quite a predicament there, don't you?" She whispered. I nodded in response, desperate for a way out. "Well we can't both leave without it being obvious so you better excuse yourself to the bathroom." She said. That was definatley not the answer I was hoping l'd get.
She climbed off my lap and I stood up and made my way to the bathroom quickly but slowly enough to not draw too much attention to myself. I reached the bathroom and nearly slammed the door behind me. It seemed that I couldn't get my pants undone quickly enough. I spit on my hand and grabbed ahold of my dick. I bit down on my lip to stop any moans from escaping. I'd never hear the end of it if the guys knew what I was doing in here.
I pictured Jessy sitting on my lap laughing that beautiful laugh. Imagined my hands running into her jet black hair and my lips pressing to her's. It was like I could hear her moan and feel her body against mine. I bit into my lip harder as I came into the toilet.
By this point I was sweating and panting. I grabbed a paper towel and whiped the sweat off my face as I finally regained my breath. I flushed and washed my hands before returning to the livingroom area of the bus.
Everyone stared at me as I returned to my spot and Jessy climed back onto my lap. "Zack, you got a little....." she pointed to the corner of her mouth to show me there was something on my face. I whiped my mouth to find blood on the back of my hand. Shit.
She dug through her purse for a few seconds before pulling out a tissue and a chapstick. She pressed the tissue to my lip and handed me the chapstick. "Hold the tissue there untill it stops bleeing then put on some chapstick." She instructed me, "your lip just cracked because it's chaped." "Thanks babe," I said, certain that no one but Jessy and I would really understand what I meant.
*Jessy's POV*
"Anyone else too hot?" Sean asked as he crushed his empty can. I nodded in agreance. "Sean you're always too hot." Chris laughed, "and Jess, why don't you take your jacket off?" "No thanks," I replied quickly, "I'm fine." Chris looked slightly shocked at how quickly I responded but he just let it go. "Jess, you're not keeping it on because of..... well you know... are you?" Zack whispered.
I couldn't look Zack in the eye. "No," Zack stated, "no, I'm not letting you hide. Take the jacket off." "But I..." "No buts Jess!" He said sternly, "take the jacket off. You already won the fight, no need to chicken out now!" I sighed before slipping off the jacket. "I got in a fight." I explained as everyone's eyes shifted to my arm that was covered in stitches.
"Awe you get scratched in a cat fight princess?" Eric asked with a laugh. "What the fuck did you just say?" I said as I tried to stand. Zack pulled me back down, "calm down Jess." He whispered. "Eric," Matt warned, "you don't want to do that man." "Please!" Eric laughed, "I'm not afraid of some little girl!"
"That's it!" I said as I fought my way out of Zack's grasp. "Hold on there killer!" Matt said as he drug me away from Eric. I looked up to find all of my new aquaintances looking terrified. Shit, my eyes must've changed colors. "If you'd really like to know what happened," Matt started as he handed me back over to Zack, "I'd be more than happy to tell the story while Zack and Jessy step outside for Jess to calm down." Zack nodded and guided me outside.
*Zack's POV*
"Well that's one way to get us some alone time." I said as Jessy leaned back against the bus. She didn't reply. "Hey, you okay baby?" I asked, quickly becoming concerned. She shook her head. "Hey, talk to me baby." I attempted to coax her into a response.
She looked up at me and I found her eyes to be nearly white. "Jessy?" I asked breathlessly. "This shouldn't have happened," she whispered, "it's my fault." She ran onto the bus before returning with her purse and jacket. Running away from the bus. "Jessy!" I yelled, trying to catch up to her, "Jess! Wait!"
Next thing I knew, Matt, Brian, Jimmy and Johnny were running beside me. "What happened?" Brian asked. "I don't really know," I replied breathlessly. Jimmy and Matt could run faster than the rest of us so they ended up ahead of the rest of us. I allowed my pace to drop slightly, they could handle her if they caught up to her.
After a few more seconds of running our bus came into view. I watched as Jess darted up the steps, Matt and Jimmy close behind her. I followed, still gasping for air. I found Jimmy knocking on the bathroom door, "Jess, unlock the door sweety." He coaxed gently. How the hell wasn't he out of breath?
*Jessy's POV*
"Go away James!" I shouted through my tears. "C'mon Jess, just let me in." He pleaded. "I don't want you to see me," I said sternly. I looked in the mirror to see my black hair slicked with sweat. My face was puffy from crying and my eyes, my blue eyes were nearly white. I couldn't stand to see myself. Without any thought, I screamed and blasted my fist through the mirror. "Jess!" I heard Zack scream. I ignored him as I picked up a piece of glass and began to reopen the scars on my hip.
Next thing I knew the door opened and Matt came crashing through. "Jessy!" He yelled as he ripped the shard of glass out of my hand. He grabbed ahold of me despite my struggling and drug me out of the bathroom. "First aid kit!" He snapped as he set me down gently onto the couch. Johnny entered soon after with the first aid kit.
Matt slipped on gloves and started to bandage my cuts. "No!" I protested as I tried to fight him. Brian grabbed my shoulders and Jimmy grabbed my feet so I couldn't fight back. Finally my blurred vision cleared up enough to see Zack and Johnny sitting on the floor, Zack's head burried into Johnny's neck. The sight drained all the fight from me. Once I stopped fighting Jimmy and Brian let go of me. It wasn't long untill Matt was finished patching me up.
"Zack?" I whispered, trying to sit up. "Let me help you," Matt said gently as he grabbed my shoulders and helped me to a sitting position. "Zack!" I said louder. He let out a loud sob and Johnny wrapped his arms tighter around him. "Zack," I said again as I slid off the couch to the ground beside him. "Zack, baby, please forgive me. Please baby I'm sorry. Zack please......" he didn't respond. "Zack..."
I don't know how long we all sat in silence, but it felt like an eternity. "Zack," Jimmy said as he knealt down beside Zack, "Zack you have to say something man." Zack sniffed again before pushing himself away from Johnny. He was white as a ghost when he turned to face me. "Jessy," he whispered in disbelief before wrapping me in a tight hug, "baby I was so scared."
"Shh, it's okay baby, I'm so sorry I scared you. Please for give me." I choked out, pushing back my tears. He released his hug, placed his hands on my shoulders and looked me in the eyes. "I could never live without you." He whispered. "You don't have to baby, I'm here." I reasurred him.

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