I don't belong here.

Brian's P.O.V

What the fuck!! This was not the Matt i knew...i knew he could get pissed if i got with a girl he liked before he did, but this time it was different. He went psycho on me, on Nora. Zacky and Johnny dragged Matt out the front door, i saw Nora, tears were in her eyes and she looked empty. She slid down the wall, helpless. Me and Alex ran over to pick her up off of the floor.

"Beaut...im sorry its all my fault i.." i didnt get to finish as she looked up at me and placed her finger on my lip. Her eyes were red and were full of tears, any moment they would run. She looked so defenceless, and i knew it was all my fault. Even-though i didn't actually know what i had done wrong. She was a state, she look drained and no matter how hard she tried, she couldnt put a sentence together, she was speechless.

"Brian...can you take her upstairs, i dont care who or what you guys are , im gonna have a word with Matt.." Alex smiled and got up, i nodded in agreement as she walked out the door and slammed it behind her. I looked down to the little red who once was a feisty, sexy minx with so much energy and personality. She was blank, her makeup ran down her face, no expression was on her perfect , beautiful face. " come on little lady, i think we should get you up to bed" I picked her up off of the floor, she was so small and dainty. She weighed nothing. I bridal carried her up the stairs. I looked down at her to see how she was, she was buried in my chest and had a tight grasp on my shirt. It made me smile. We got to her room, and i placed her on the bed. It was like she was broken, she said nothing, expressed nothing, she was blank. I felt sorry for her, Matt was a dick, he needed to grow up. If he liked her as much as he made out , he wouldn't of touched her, or scared her..

She barely moved and it appeared she had no strength or motivation to get her clothes off. I pulled her shorts down, left her in her vest and bikini. I didnt want someone to walk in and think i was taking advantage of Nora. She was now lying in bed, a tear ran down her face and she whimpered. IT hurt seeing her like this...something deep inside of me was tearing at me seeing her like this. Maybe i did have feelings for her, i dont know but it was heart breaking seeing someone like Nora, once strong and happy, now reduced to this. I kissed her forehead "Night little Red" i continued to walk out of the door and go downstairs to see the outcome of Alex's word with Matt.

"Please stay..." Nora was sat up in bed with tears down her face. I couldn't say no, i smiled and stripped to nothing but my boxers and t-shirt, and sat on the bed next to her. " Please stay Brian, i dont think i feel safe without you" I got under the covers and before i had time to adjust, she was wrapped round my torso, her head resting on my chest. I looked down and relaxed. She looked beautiful. She was beautiful. I felt my heart race and so did she. Nora sat up smiled and then resumed her position. I laid there watching her fall asleep. i felt comfortable and i prayed no one would walk in and ruin this. This was it i guess...my confession. I was falling for her.


Alex's P.O.V

I trusted Brian; he seemed trustworthy and generally scared and worried for Nora. I could see it in his eyes, you could see he wanted to fix her but he was useless, and he knew that. "Brian. Can you take her upstairs, i don't care who or what you guys are, im gonna have a word with Matt" he nodded and i walked out the front door, i saw Matt there with his head in his hands as he was sat on the curb, i slammed the door behind me shut. I felt anger and pain in my heart, he seemed like he cared for Nora, what the fuck did he go all Psychopath on her!! I needed answers. Now!! It was hard for me to control my anger, normally id let the palm of my hadn't do the talking but i just met the guys, and Zacky, and i didn't want to tarnish their impression of me. But it was difficult, last time i saw someone touch her like that was Adam, and it infuriated me, i couldn't do anything back then, but im not gonna stand aside and watch history repeat itself.
“Oi what the fuck was all that about sanders?!” I was not going to take any shit from him. Zacky stepped in front of me. “Alex calm down, he is sorry” sorry? Sorry my fucking arse. “Zacky move now and let me get to him so I can have my say” Z shook his head but I managed to push past him and headed towards Matt. “Alex I can explain...i” I didn’t let him continue I was furious she was my sister and no one treats her like that. “Shut the fuck up, I hear u like her, well I didn’t see that at all this evening just you screeching like a fucking banshee with an attitude of a child!” His head dropped and he sunk to the floor. This 6’ft man reduced to a blubbering wreck, maybe Zacky was right, maybe he was truly sorry. “Matt...” He looked up at me. “What happened in there” I sat next to him, and decided to calm the tude down so he didn’t feel as if he was being attacked.
“I think I might be falling for Nora, and the way we acted outside…well it made me feel wanted and loved again...” A single tear fell from his face. “How were you acting outside?” “Umm we nearly ended up having sex, against the wall, until short shit here interrupted us “Johnny smirked and Zacky laughed. “Boys this is no laughing matter” They soon shut up.

“Matt carry on, please “He nodded.

“From the moment I laid eyes on her my heart ached for her, I have fallen for her…and hard…and when you all went inside we got carried away until Johnny interrupted but im glad he did, it’s not how I would want us to start anything like that. We lay under the stars that’s why were gone for so long, but my heart changed when we came back inside…she went straight over to Syn, I knew it was nothing but when he touched her and kissed her cheek and she was fine with it, it proved she didn’t care the same way, it hurt and jealousy consumed me, and then when we played spin the bottle, I lost it…im sorry Alex…im sorry guys..i didn’t want to hurt anyone…hurt Nora… but sometimes my emotions take over me like a beast…and it ruins things. I should of never shouted at her, pinned her, im so sorry, im a monster and I understand if you hate me, if she hates me” I could see the hurt in his eyes, I forgave him and kissed his cheek and gave him a hug. But it was easy for me, I wasn’t the one who was scared shitless.

“Let’s go back inside, it seems all of the alcohol has worn off us all, let’s get some sleep and talk to her in the morning, I know Nora. If you are honest like you were to me Matt, everything will be back to normal, I promise” He smiled, I guess my words were encouraging.

We walked back in to see the room was trashed, didn’t realise Brian and Matt created such a mess. We all went into the kitchen and got beers out. We all sat around the island, including Jimmy who was stunned by the whole thing, since he stood speechless when it went down, and didn’t go with either party. We sat there drinking and the mood was back to normal, until Brian and Nora walked down stairs pretty much in nothing, oh god Nora…please no. They reached the bottom of the stairs and Matt connected eyes with Nora, he was thinking the same as we all were. They were giggling, hand in hand, hot flushed cheeks. Matt got up from his stool and walked to Nora. We all got to our feet, ready for round 2 to start between them three. But it was different. I couldn’t make out what he said but all I saw was him say something then put his hand on her shoulder. He then turned with his head down, and went straight out of the door. I felt sorry for him, yes he was a prick but it was obvious he had fallen for her, and if Syn and Nora had knocked boots, then they were being really unfair and selfish.

I looked at Nora and saw her eyes start to glisten with tears; she removed her hand from Brian’s and ran after Matt. That was the last we saw of them both for the rest of the evening.

Notes

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