Nora’s P.O.V

It was nice to see jimmy, speaking to him made me think about everything, to think about matt, I don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing? I’ve been focusing on me and only me these past few months, and matt’s been the furthest thing from mind, actually that’s a lie, the thought of him has also remained lodged in my brain, can’t get him out of my head, I loved him, no matter what he did, I loved him, I think I might still do. As I drove away from Jim, I was going over choreography for tonight’s show in my head, it was going to busy, I could feel it in my bones. I parked up and headed into the shop, needed to pick up my pill prescription before heading to Xposed.

I walked into the store, it was so big compared to me, I could easily get lost, as usual I always have look about, normally the make-up, im a girl at the end of the day and we ladies have out needs.

“Fancy seeing you here” I hear someone, a female to be exact snicker behind me, before laying my eyes on her, I can already tell who is behind me.

“Nikki, long time no see” I turn round, still blonde and fake, wearing a black blouse and jeans, heels and a blazer, and poking out of her jacket is her little baby bump, from her size she must be about 4 months, round little thing, adorable, then look back at its mother and feel disgusted, god did I hate that woman with every inch of my being.
“Oh don’t you dare play dumb with me dear” she snarls, and shakes her head “Excuse me?” what the hell was this woman trying to do, start a fight? Im a bitch but hitting a pregnant woman is a bit far, and Brian would hate me for it, stay cool Nora…

“Acting all innocent, but he’s probably been with you since the minute he stormed out..” im so confused “What the fuck are going on about Nikki , I don’t have time for your bullshit, some of use work, we don’t all rely on our rock star boyfriends to support us” she smirked at me “Well you defiantly don’t do you Nora, Matt probably realised the little whore you were, like Adam did, so did Brian, and dropped you like you were nothing, but now Brian has gone running back to you hasn’t he!!” she started to raise her voice and stepped closer towards me “Nikki fuck off, you don’t know anything about me and Matt so keep your nose out of it, and as for Brian, if you can’t keep him on his leash that’s your bag, I have nothing to do with it so back off!!” I turned to walk before Barbie grabbed hold of my shoulder and swung me round, her eyes cold as ice and her face very close to mine.

“Why are you sleeping with him?” Huh? Sleeping with whom? “Brian? “she nodded “I haven’t seen him in months I swear, don’t start accusing me of something I haven’t done” she backed off a little “ I don’t believe you, your lying, your lying like you did to matt, now you’re lying to me, the woman carrying bri’s kid!!”

“Wait, I lied to matt? Where the fuck did this come from!”

“I know everything my dear...” how? Im so confused…how she would know, he hasn’t told anyone and neither have I...

“Please enlighten me” she walked over to me and whispered in my ear “ He didn’t care that I was pregnant, he still fucked me all night long, I can see why you went there, would be a shame to let it go to waste” she blew me a kiss and walked off…she what!

And jimmy said he was broken, my fucking arse!! I felt tears stain my cheeks and I fell to my knees, what was with this woman and fucking every man I cared for!! Did she really hate me that much? And as for matt, he could go fuck himself! How could he do this? Did I ever mean anything to him, at all? And Brian? Oh god he is going to be heartbroken…

I forgot about the prescription and ran straight for my car, before I drove home I phoned Kol and told him I wasn’t going to be working tomorrow night, tonight I was going dance like there is no tomorrow, and tomorrow I was reacquainting myself with the group, gonna face matt, be with my friends and get wasted…sounds like a plan. I drove to Xposed and decided to get the party started early. I walked in and hugged Kol and kissed him on the cheek “What was that for?”

“That was for this job, for being back in my life, for showing not all men in my life have been seduced by the devil “he looked at my weirdly “Huh?” I smiled “never mind, im going to get ready, your gonna see the real Anastacia tonight!” he chuckled “Yeah and how you going to do that?”

“Im showing the real stuff, no wig, no cover-up of tattoos, all of me, I don’t give a crap anymore, it’s time for people to see me in a new light” he cheered “Well go on and get ready, im sure they will love you!” I blew Kol a kiss before heading in to the dressing room, I looked at the wig and contacts and laughed, tonight I was going to let my red hair flow and my green eyes shine, to hell with disguising myself, if anyone has a problem with it, I’ll just bottle them!

Tonight we all had to dress burlesque, so that meant sexy, not trashy, and lots of corsets, my cup of tea. I pulled on a silver and black lace corset, it fit like a glove and was stunning, I wore frilly black panties, sexy and fun, very cute….I topped the outfit off with very high blank heels. I now deciding to stay away from the wig and contacts, I had to style my hair, I’ve always been a fan of pinup style, so roll the sides of my hair up and place a black rose clip in the side to match the black lace on my corset.

I did my makeup Smokey but not so bold that I looked like a panda bear, I then put red lipstick to match my hair, I looked at myself and felt so happy, I was me, and no-one was going to get in my way tonight, I then put some perfume on and found a black masquerade mask, that only covered one eye but was like netting so didn’t cover up completely, I put it on and my look was complete.

“You look stunning…” I smiled “Thankyou” turned around expecting to see Kol, but no…Adam…how the fuck did he get in here, the bottle of beer next to me, smashed the bottom off on the side and held it out as protection “What the fuck are you doing here!” he smiled and walked towards me “I came to bring you these “He held out a bouquet of red roses, he put them on my dressing table “and to do this..” He leaned forward and grabbed me, pushing me against his chest and crashed his lips against mine, I tried to resist, pulling my head away but his hand pushed my head to his, I couldn’t move, I felt his tongue lick the bottom of my lip, I hated this, the taste of him, but he knew how to drive me crazy and as much as I hated him, somehow he was turning me on.

He pushed our bodies to the dressing table and without moving our lips he picked me up and placed me down, he then pushed my legs apart and stood in between. He started kissing down my neck and then he bit down hard “Oh matt” I whispered, then reality hit, this was not matt, but Adam.

I jerked back and without thinking kneed him in the balls. As he lay cradling his jewels I ran for the door, as I opened the door there stood Kol “Is everything…what the fuck!” I watched him look down at Adam, his eyes grew dark and his jaw clenched “get him out of here Kol please “ he nodded before calling security to take him out of the club, as they dragged him out he looked up at me “Fucking Whore, I’ll get you for this….fucking cocktease” and then he was gone.

What the fuck! This really wasn’t my day, first Nikki, now Adam, what next matt? Think that would be the death of me. “come here” Kol grabbed me and pulled me into a hug, I buried my face into his chest, staining his white cotton shirt with tears “I’ll make sure he never comes back here again, I swear” Kol kissed the top of my head, I pulled away and wiped my eyes “Thankyou, but I have a crowd to please wish me luck!” I headed to the stage “Wait!” I turned to see Kol “You don’t have to, go home if you want” I smiled “Your kind but im a big girl, im used to this, the show must go on” I kissed his cheek and headed to the stage.

Notes

comments ! :) hope you enjoyed this, loads of drama i know but think it makes the story interesting :)

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