I don't belong here.

Brian’s P.O.V

Since Jimmy came home, he hasn’t shut up, singing and humming everything that pops in to that damn head of his, god that girl must have done a deal on him. We were both getting ready to meet the lads so Johnny could take us to this club he’d been banging on about for ages. “Hey jimbo you ready, they gonna be here in a minute!!” I shouted up the stairs “Bri calm it your giving me a headache” he chuckled as he walked down the stairs, I couldn’t help but laugh either. It felt good to laugh, since the fallout with Nikki and the tension rising between me and Matt for some unknown reason, it was nice to think that it was back normal, even if it was for a minute or two. Much to Jimmy’s acknowledgement, me and Nikki are together but not talking, when in actual fact we weren’t, but yet she would phone for money for the baby, I couldn’t say no so I did as I was told, im glad im not with her anymore she was driving me up the wall, but im scared that she won’t let me see the baby, that’s if it is even mine, still can’t get my head around it, we always used protection and she was on the pill, but I guess mistakes happen, but we hadn’t had sex around the time she conceived, my gut is telling me there were lies mixed into this, however that’s not the reason she left me, after Matt stormed in my house that night after dropping Nora home, I guess the night her and Matt split, Nikki got suspicious and start accusing me of sleeping with Nora, which was not true, so she upped and left me, but I felt guilty partly so told jimbo that we were on a break.

But since she walked out, someone else has been on mind constantly, Nora. Oh how I’d love to see her again, I know it sounds crazy but if she doesn’t want matt again, maybe this was my shot, you never know. I think I’d make her happier, id treat her like she was the only thing in the world that mattered, I wouldn’t be jealous 247 and drive her insane, basically I wouldn’t be matt. Then a honk outside pulled me out of my thoughts “Oi doofus stop dreaming and get your ass out of here, taxi is here!” Jimmy screamed in my face, so I flipped him off before heading out the door to the taxi to be greeted by the other lads, well everyone except matt, god this was going to be a long evening.
We arrived outside of the club, I looked up and was blinded by lights “Xposed”, as we walked in we were greeted by ladies in beautiful underwear; they looked stunning not slutty or trashy like most strippers. We were all escorted to our seats by beautiful women, I had this dark haired Latino looking chick, dark brown eyes and plump luscious lips, as we walked she stroked my arm “Oh what strong arms you have” I smiled and leaned in to whisper in her eyes “You are truly stunning, when do you finish?” she blushed and kissed my cheek “To late for you sunshine” she smiled and I smirked, playing hard to get eh? “What’s your name?” she fluttered her lashes at me as I sat down and she hand me a beer “Liza” she kissed my cheek and walked off back stage, I couldn’t help but watch her wiggle her dainty hips as she walked away further and further away from my vision.

“Gates?” I felt a smack to the back of my head as I turn to see all the lads laughing and smirking at me, including matt, as he was the one to hit me “What?!” Zacky shook his head and to a sip from his beer “Not even five minutes and already you’ve got your eye on a bird” I smirked “Im fast, in and out of bed “ I winked and jimmy began gagging “That’s enough Bri” he laughed and so did everyone else.

“gentlemen id liked to introduce you to posed, where tonight you entertainment has been whisked way to the night at the burlesque, get ready to endure beautiful women both on stage and on your laps!” the man laughed earning a cheer from every horny bastard in the place, including all us lads, you could see the anticipation on their faces, even Zacky’s and he was in a relationship.

“To start off this night we have our beautiful headliner, our main girl, our queen B, if you are a regular you will know just by her music, gentlemen may I introduce the intoxicating and beautiful Anastasia!” and the man walked off stage, the stage went dark with just a single light highlighting a chair in the centre of the stage, all we could see was a beautiful silhouette straddling the chair and then the music hit, id know that guitar piece from anywhere, because I wrote it was clairvoyant disease from our second disease, good song I may add, and then matt’s vocals filled the room, which was weird and not something anyone of us wanted to hear when we were becoming aroused by the sight of half-naked girls. I looked next to me to see matt with a silly smirk on his lips, guess he didn’t care that much, was I the only one who found this odd.

The silhouette started grinding on the chair she was perfectly placed on, she then leaned back and hooked her leg on to the back, her legs from what I could see, were long and slender, what I would do to touch them, to run my calloused fingers along her smooth succulent skin. She then spun herself round and pushed her self of the chair coming further into the light, her perfect hips swaying to the rhythm, she walked up to the pole and grasped hold of it quickly.

Don't acknowledge right, just dwell on wrong;
This spot in hell's where I belong
I've come so far - it's been so long
Don't know why it started or where it came from

And with that she was fully immersed by the light, and you could see every beautiful detail, she was truly something, small petite but busty bird, long legs, plump lips, shocking jade eyes and red hair reminding me so much of the little mermaid, she wore a mask but it didn’t once draw attention from her beauty, she looked so familiar but I was so lost in the music and the way she moved to care, and with that she climbed up the pole, just like that. Her movements were fluid and you could see how everything moved together as she did with that pole. She then managed to twist her body around the pole that she was now hanging upside down, gripping on the pole with her thighs. She slithered down, sexily, slowly, seductively, god I felt my breath catch in my throat, god this girl hadn’t done much up there but still she had this effect on me I didn’t know why, she seemed so familiar, the way her hips moved, the look of pleasure plastered on her face, but how? I couldn’t keep my eyes of her, the way her body undulated in time with the rhythm of the music was intoxicating, and it was like I was on a high.

I looked next to see some odd faces plastered on the lads, I dint know if it was pleasure or horror, but matt, he looked furious, his jaw was clenched and his hands gripped to the leather sofa we were on, jimmy gulped down his beer and his eyes never left the stage, what was going on, was I the only one who seemed to enjoy this for obvious reasons? Then the upstage beauty flipped herself the right way up, her long red hair cascaded down her petite shoulders, the black rose that was once on her hair was long gone, it was messy but so sexy, reminding me of a girl I once had in my arms with hair like that, umm yes… I then felt hands on my shoulders, I didn’t want to look away but I had to as I felt like this person wanted to tear my shoulders from me, I turned and saw it was Zacky he whispered “Did you have any idea?”

“About what?” he looked at me and frowned “Gates, really you haven’t clicked yet, the penny hasn’t dropped?” I was so confused what was I supposed to know. I turned to the side of me to see matt was still in a furious state and kept glaring at every man that hollered at the stage and even slapped short shit and jimbo a bit every time they whistled “Zack im so confused?”

“Gates pay close attention to the girl entertaining us on stage” I did as I was told but was scared i would get a massive fucking boner if I carried on. She was spinning around the pole, her mouth was so close to the pole and she was using her hands in provocative way, I wished her hands were around me and I was the pole that she was dancing on, I felt my dick twinge at the thought of it. She then flicked herself in to a handstand, how the fuck she did that in heels I’ll never know… gripping the pole with her thighs, she pulled herself up right, so she was sitting with her legs wrapped around the pole, and that was when I clicked on to what the problem was, her hair was pushed to the side how I never realised it before now, it appeared the dancer had a tattoo on the back of her neck, in the shape of a pentagram, the tattoo, green eyes, bright fucking red hair, holy shit!!

“Nora...”

“Well no shit Sherlock!!” matt bellowed at me “Dude? Really attitude” Zacky said holding on to the both of us, holy shit Nora, wow could she move…damn this girl, could she do everything, and god was it nice to see her , and like this well double the fun. Then suddenly she threw her head back in pleasure, the way her lips formed a sexy smirk, causing all of us lads to catch ourselves, god she was smoking. And then it was like some magic trick!, Nora had shifted her body vertically at a angle to the pole, and her legs moved and if she was walking…more whoops and hollers came from behind us and we all watched as we saw matt get even more furious with the entire situation, I don’t blame him, the woman I loved was a stripper I think I’d be a pissed, wait that woman up there was the woman I loved but why wasn’t I pissed, guess I appreciated her and her many talents more than mister sanders!

It then was coming to a close as she finished her routine spinning her body around the pole so fast it made me feel bloody dizzy, she then slowed down to as if she was hanging in mid-air then suddenly she let herself drop “FUCK!” matt swore as he leaped from his seat as if he wanted to catch her, shit she gave us all a heart attack before she caught herself before she collided with the floor. Then the music, our music, finished on cue, and every man in the club was on their feet including us, even though matt wasn’t the happiest in the world he still applauded, and was that a tent I saw rising in his jeans? Ha-ha, Nora then bowed and winked and blew kisses all around the room then shit it the fan, her eyes connected with matt’s and it went odd, her confidence kind of drained away and she looked so vulnerable up there, I looked at matt and tears were forming and then we looked at Nora and as we were so close to the stage, she seemed like she was going to cry as well, she then hurried of stage as the audience became nothing but a riot of hollers and wolf whistles.

“Well shit, didn’t expect that did you matt” short shit really? He always knew how to bring up the elephant in the room, as we turned to face matt we watched this brick house of a man leg it to the direction of the back of the stage and what I was guessing the dancers dressing room, holy shit here we go, time for bloody hide an seek! “MATT…FUCK SAKE!”

Notes

comment i hope you enjoy, hope u all had a good xmas too, holiday spirit all around X

bet you didnt expect that, to be fair neither did i but it popped in my head and thought it wouldnt be my story if there was no drama :)