I don't belong here.

Matt's P.O.V

We gathered ourselves together and headed downstairs to be with the others. It was hard to go back down to them and pretend as if everything was ok, we had both made a pact to make out to them that the sexual frustration was to much to bare, guess Nora preferred them to think that than to think about Adam, as much as they know he is around but he hasn't gone near her or made any contact, for all they know she is safe and just happily in love, that is true but her safety was the main thing on my mind at the moment even the idea of the new album and the studio and tours etc was non existent nor important to me at this time.

The only thing that matter to me was Nora, she was my everything, she was from the minute i laid eyes on her. We hid the box in the bottom of her wardrobe, she piled clothing and shoes on it , she said it was to hide it from others, but i know it was for her to forget it, that's what she did with everything Adam had done lately, she'd put it to the back of her mind and forget about, i wanted to get the police involved but she insisted that it wouldn't work and we needed to carry on with our lives and eventually he'd get bored, she was used to him being like this, she would cry but then act like nothing happened, i couldn't bare to see her like this, bottling it all up, eventually she would break, break at the most vulnerable time, i just hope he fucks off before the tour, if she cant come with me, i wont be able to protect her and i couldn't bare to see her hurt or even worse, i didn't know what he was capable of.

She changed her shirt, there we wet patches from her tears of frustration had landed, she put on a low cut white vest on, if anything that was a positive of this incident, got to see her cleavage, probably not the best thing to be thinking about at the moment, but hey what you going to do, im a dude, im only human. To be honest she could wear a bin bag and still look beautiful. She grabbed me hand and led me out of her room, her hands were so small compared to mine but i adored it, she then stopped in the corridor before the stairs and motioned me to crouch down, i did as she commanded, she put her hands through my hair and ruffled it a bit, i gave her a confused look, she was crazy already and this wasn't helping.

"Dont give me that look, there is method to my madness!" she carried on but still i was confused." There we are, all done, perfect looking sex hair" she just looked at me and smirked, now i understood what she was doing. "Ahh is see well hang on here Missy you fucked too" i said fucked in air quotes, i pulled her close to me, pulled her band out and ran my hands through her hair, messy her hair up real, when i was done there was just a collection of red in all directions, it made me laugh, something we hadn't had the chance to do today yet. She smiled as she put a strand of hair behind he ear, she tugged on my shirt and pulled me forward and threw her arms around my neck "you are my everything, forever and always Matt sanders, i don't know what i would have done if you weren't with me this last week" she kissed my lips then pulled away, linking our hands again we walked downstairs to find everyone messing about in the living room, music blazing and everyone drinking and dancing, it was a sight, an entertaining one though. Johnny was trying but failing to do the worm, he just looked like he was having a fit, Brian was i think trying to twerk but he was a mess, jimmy attempting to line rows of shots on the counter but it looked like Alex and Zacky kept ruining the rows by taking the shots before jimmy was finished, causing him to get frustrated.

"What the fuck has happened in here?!" i turned my attention back to Nora, guess she was as surprised and confused as i was, "Well we started the party off whilst you too were fucking, don't try denying it you can smell it on you and the hairstyles are a big give away!" Brian practically screamed at Nora, not in a nasty way, more of a jokey tone, she giggled and hid in my chest, she looked up at me and winked "oops" slipped from her lips, it made me smirk but i felt odd, we didn't have sex, something bad happened and she wanted me to pretend we had fun upstairs, instead of her getting worked up, telling me she was once pregnant and stabbed herself to get rid of the baby, that Adam had threatened her life, and she wanted me to pretend as if nothing had happened!! Matt keep it together, you promised Nora..

Her hand slipped away from mine as she headed to the kitchen, i watched her as she skipped to jimmy and nicked a shot causing him to get frustrated even more, watching her go on like nothing happened, still confused how she could do that but she did it, hats what i loved about her, she was scared and vulnerable but still she was strong and wouldn't go down without a fight. Suddenly i felt a hand on my shoulder, Brian had stopped tormenting us shagging upstairs "God she's stunning" "Watch it Gates, she's with me remember"... "yeah i know, how are you two?" why did he want to know everything, normally he'd know everything but something with Nora was different, i didn't feel like i had to share every detail about us, and why should he care he's happy with Nikki, maybe be there was a part of me who wanted to rub it into his face that Nora chose me not him, something Brian wasn't used to happening with girls. "Yeah we're good, to be honest Bri, i could myself with her for a long time, i could see myself settled down with her, making a home and a life for ourselves" He took a step back, literally and then turned to me, look of shock and surprise was plastered on his face " Shit man, you got it bad, well good luck man!" He patted me on the back "Well you wont be seeing me anytime soon settled down with rugrats, dont think thats the life i want" we headed to the kitchen with everyone else for drinks.

Notes

sorry its short, lack of inspiration, please i beg if u have any ideas please message me, would be very grateful x

hope you like it, dont you think matt is sweet?