I don't belong here.

Nora's P.O.V

We drove home as quickly as possible, Matt's voice was ringing in my head, i was quiet the entire drive home, music was full blast as i gripped the steering wheel tight, bombing down the streets. Numerous times Alex asked if i was okay and i just brush her off saying i was fine, but she new me too well. We parking up in the driveway and i practically ran to the door, almost locked Alex outside as i was trying to lock up as fast as i could. She kept trying to calm down as i started to pace up and own my living room, what was taking them so long? My phone beeped, it was Matt, they were here, thank fuck for that. I opened the door at let them in, said hello to all the lads, including Brian, then dragged Matt upstairs. He was shaking, you could tell something had got to him. he sat on my bed with his head in his hands.

"Right tell me what happened, where's the package?"

He pulled a small black box from the inside of his jacket , must of been the same size of a shoe box, but it was thin. He opened it and there it was, photos of me sleeping, photos of me beaten and bruised, obviously from when me and Adam were together, i never knew he took these. then Matt took the photos out then hand me the box "look inside". his voice trembled as he handed me the box, all that was left was a pregnancy test that was positive and a note. With upon seeing the test, memories flooded back.

.....the past.......

I sat on the bed with the test in my hand, positive. This was not the right time nor place to have a baby, especially with him. I was bounced around this house pretty much everyday, imagine that with a child, i couldn't do that to this little person, well not even a little person, just a few cells made of our DNA. It was cruel but i couldn't do it, i knew what i was going to do, i just needed to get out of the house without him knowing, if he found out , he would make me have this child. If i got to a clinic, it could also be my chance to leave for good, to get away from him for once and for all. I started packing my bags, he wasn't due home for another 2 hours so i had plenty of time, it was early morning and the clinic in town didn't shut till 5, i had time to get there, and get out of this hell for good. I started packing, oblivious to if i was alone or not, my bags were packed and i made my way downstairs and for the door, i went to reach the handle when it moved, someone was on the other side, coming into the house. There he was on the doorstop, he looked at the bags in my hands, he stepped inside and slammed the door shut, causing a picture frame to fall from the wall and smash when it hit the floor, causing my to jump out of my skin. Shit how was i going to explain this one.

"Where are you going?"

"Umm i was going to take some clothes to the charity shop, they don't fit anymore."

"Thats bullshit, you were leaving me, you fucking whore!!" He walked towards me and ripped the bags from my grip and chucked them across the room and slapped me up the face.

"What the fuck was that for?!" he gripped my shoulders, turning me round and slammed me against the front door "That is because you were leaving me, no one leaves me, you did that, that slap was your fault, you forced my hand!"

"I what...i..i" and with that he punched my stomach, forcing me to the floor, screaming and shouting abuse at me as i cradled my knees. I tried to crawl away but he grabbed my hair, pulling me up from the ground then kicking me back to the floor, then repeatedly kicking me in the ribs and stomach, it fucking killed, but a part of me was happy, maybe after this round i wouldn't need to go to the clinic, that's cruel to think i know, but its what was best.

"I'm not doing anything, you force my hand, you ungrateful whore, i have given you everything, a house, a family, i even proposed to you but event spat that back in my face, what the fuck is wrong with you, who wouldn't want it all?"

"Your a dick, go suck one im out of here!!" i ran upstairs with him close behind me, before i got to the landing , he grabbed my ankle and pulled me back down, my face rebounded off of every wooden step, splitting my lip in the process. luckily i kicked him in the face and managed to get back on my feet and i legged it for the bedroom, the window has a ledge, from that i could jump, i wouldn't break anything, probably, but to be honest anything was better than him. I locked the door behind me, i tried to open the window, but it was locked, i searched for the key whilst Adam was rattling the door handle shouting my name. As i found the key and jumped over the bed heading to the window, he burst through the door, releasing it off of its hinges, i ran for the window but he grabbed me around the waist and pulled my on to the bed and pinned me down, he went to punch me when his eyes gazed upon the test lying next to me, i must of forgotten to bin it ,shit!! He let go of me and backed to the corner.

"Your pregnant?"

"Not for long..."

"you fucking bitch!! you were going to abort my kid and not tell me!!" He ran back over to me and pinned me down, i kicked him in the groin , causing him to keel over in pain. i got up and watched him fall to the floor, i grabbed the mirror off of the wall and went to hit him over the head with it but he caught it before i could, smacked me with it instead and threw it against the wall, it smashed and sent glass everywhere. he came at me, i was defenseless, i saw a large piece of glass and picked it up and held it against my stomach.

"you come closer and i might do something you'll regret!!"

"You wouldn't dare, you'd bleed out , then you'd be dead!!"

"I'm practically dead now!!"

"You fucking whore!!" He came at me, and with that i plunged the glass in to my stomach, he stopped and all expression fell from his face, i fell to the floor and everything went black.


.....present: the bed room..................................................

Tears fell from my eyes, and i got a sharp pain from my stomach where the stab wound left a scar, i keeled over, Matt rushed to my aid "I'm fine honest, its nothing"

"Were you ever going to tell me you were pregnant?"

"You didn't need to know" he helped my to my feet, we sat back on the bed and i stared at the test " "was that it , anything else?" he pointed at the note attached to the inside of lid, it was addressed to Matt "Read this, then you'll know why it scared me" he handed me the note.


The note:

So its obvious you didn't listen to me when we spoke earlier, here are a few photos of the real Nora, isn't she beautiful, the purple bruise really bring out the green in her eyes, but you can see that for yourself. But cant wait for you to see the real present, shows you how much of a bitch she really is, never telling you about her pregnancy, obviously you don't tell each other everything.

But now you know and with this i promise you one thing, only one person should be allowed to touch and that is me, she is mine and always will be, i love her, remember that and we'll get on fine. I bet you have already had fantasies of having a family with her, well lets bring you back to earth shall we, there is only one child that's should be mothered by Nora, and that is mine, not yours. You touch her again and believe me she will be revisiting the the black and blue all over look once again, and maybe this time she might not recover. If i cant have her, no one will.

....

My mouth dropped, and i saw Matt, his eyes were bloodshot, like he was about to cry. Now i could see why he was worried, he was psycho but i didn't realize he could go this far. My body was shaking all over until i felt Matt wrap his arms around me, holding me tight, i felt safe and for a moment forgot everything about Adam. he lifted my chin from his chest and look me straight in the eyes.

"I love you Nora,i don't care what that psychopath said, he will never ever lay another hand on you again, i promise you" he leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips, and then put his hand on my waist and was feeling my stomach and hips , he then came across my scar, he pulled away and lifted my shirt up.

"I guess this has something to do with Adam, ive never noticed it before".

"Thats because its always been dark, and yeah its how i saved a child from a lifetime of evil ,you could say" he looked at me oddly, he was confused, so i explained like with the memory.

"Did you kill the baby?"

"No according to dad the doctor said the glass never got close, but the blow to the stomach by adam did". when i finished he kissed me and hugged me once again. He smiled, he accepted it and still he was here for me, i loved him for that, holy shit. I guess i did love him, its only been a short time so far but with Adam and Nikki at the moment, he was my rock, he was my everything.

Notes

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