I don't belong here.

Matt's P.O.V

I woke up, and memories of last night were pretty much just blurs, it was all vague due to the amount of shots we had taken. Last night was to lift everyone's spirits since the Brian incident at the beach, and who of all people did we bump into,Brian. I'm not going to lie, it was fun, we had missed him, even Nora, who was the most pissed at him. However i was enjoying the time i had Nora all to myself, it was obvious the chemistry syn and Nora had between each other, and when they weren't talking , i had her all to myself and didn't have to worry about losing her to him, now they seem ok , and the way they were on the dance floor, i didn't say anything but hit me hard. It sounds stupid to say, but i could see myself spending the rest of days with this girl, she was beautiful inside and out, she was my best friend as well. This past week, we haven't left each other's side, i felt comfortable and natural to be with her, i never had this with any other girl id been with. I'd even had dreams about us, dreams about our future together. One dream was very clear, i couldn't stop thinking about it, it was so clear .

....The Dream....

I came home, i had been on tour and was returning home.I opened the door and i could hear giggling but couldn't see where it was coming from. I put the bags down and headed outside, i followed the giggling to the garden. There on the lounger laid Nora, beautiful as always, with our 8 month year old son on her lap blowing raspberries. I had missed them so much, i had to leave for tour when our son was about 2 months old he, he had grown , he was beautiful and so was his mother.

"I'm home, anyone miss me?"

She saw me and tears streamed down her cheeks. She put our son on her hips and came towards me. " Ahh!!" She kissed me, and i held her close, never wanting to let go, but trying to not squish to hard as our son was between us. I had grabbed him and swung him around and he smiled, i kissed his head, i missed my little man, and my little lady, i held them both close to me, not wanting to let them go.

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This dream, every part of me wanted it to be reality. Id wake up disappointed that it was not real but then see Nora cuddled into my side then become happy again, and now Brian and Nora were speaking, it could all disappear. I had woke up feeling a bit rough but nothing a strong cuppa couldn't fix, i woke with Nora on her side with her back against me, not cuddling into me, it was weird but guess i didn't need to over think it, at least i wouldn't wake her up when i got out of the bed. I hopped out of the covers leaving sleeping beauty to her slumber, chucked some joggers on and headed downstairs. Since i had slept here every night since the beach incident, i had kind of moved in, not completely, but i had a draw and a part of the wardrobe containing my clothes, i even had a toothbrush in the holder in the bathroom. Nora had done the same at mine as well.

I went to the kitchen and made myself a strong cup of coffee and sat on the couch in silence, silence was good for this sore head of mine. Then someone's phone started going off, it was Nora's. Normally she takes it to bed with her, guess she left it down here, to be honest i don't remember coming home, she drank more than i did so neither would she. I picked up the phone , i looked at the caller's id, it was unknown.

"hello...who's this?"

"Oh Matt, what a surprise, don't think ive had the pleasure, its Adam. hows Nora? when you going to hand her back over to me, she belongs with me..

"Adam! right listen there's a few things you need to get in your head 1. Nora isn't an object, she's a person 2. back off, if you care for her, respect and leave her be 3. you come in her house or come anywhere near her again, i will not regret my actions!!"

"Ahh you got the photo then, got some talent there if i do say so myself. Your mighty words are not threatening Matt, the more you threaten me, the worse it will be for poor miss red, understand?"

The line went dead.

His voice, his everything enraged me. I had to be strong for Nora, but all i wanted to do was find Adam and make sure he never gets back off of the ground to go near Nora again. Speaking of the devil, i heard her moan as she walked down the stairs. "Hows your head?" I said as i hid her phone under the sofa and walked towards her. "fucking pounding, and my stomach feels like a dishwasher.." She did look a bit green around the gills "Guess its a quiet day today?" I chuckled , she wrapped her arms around me and i did the same to her "Yes please" she looked up at me and smiled, i kissed her sweet soft lips before she pulled away and walked to the kitchen, pouring her self a large coffee and then taking a sip "better?" she looked up at me and smiled "Much better" she giggled. I sat on the couch as she joined me, i lifted my arm up as she snuggled in. She started to wriggle "Ouch what the fuck is up with the couch?" She shoved her hand down between the cushions and found her phone, shit, she'd found it.

"Ahh there you are, fuck look at all the messages and missed calls, god im popular this morning" I started to worry, if she had seen i had answered to Adam earlier, she didn't want me to get involved if i didn't have to, she didn't want me getting hurt, would she be pissed if i said i spoke to the psycho earlier? " Whoa, lots of missed calls from a unknown number...wait...fuck!" She threw her phone against the wall. "What was with that?" she crawled up next to me and grabbed my arm, i felt her nails dig in causing me to bleed a little, the blood trickled down my arm, onto her leg.

"The unknown number, its Adam, he's been trying to get hold of me, again, fuck!!" I saw tears gather in her eyes, her body started to shake, she became rigid. i grabbed hold of her forearms and pulled her towards me, i lifted her chin so her eyes were locked on to mine "Stop, just stop it, don't let him get to you, this is want he wants, he wants you to fall apart, you are better than this, better than him, you've walked away from him before, you can do it again, your strong, remember that". She crumbled , she fell into my arms and chest and burst into tears, i held her close and tight, it pained me to see her like this, it made me want to rip Adam apart for what he was doing to her.

"I cant, he is there, in my head, im going crazy at the thought of him, i feel sick just hearing his name, im not strong that's my weakness, he is my weakness, i can't do this anymore , i don't want to be here anymore, i cant call the police because he'll find someway to make out im going mad, i don't want this anymore, i just cant...deal...with this.." She burst into tears once again, and at one point couldn't catch her breath, she started to panic, and it was heartbreaking to see her like this. I pulled her in again , hugging her, swearing to never let her go.

"Ssh Nora...calm...down...now that's better, i love you...im not going to let that psycho go anywhere near you, your safe, i promise!". She stopped crying and looked up at me, smiled then cuddled back into my chest. i swore to her dad i'd keep her from harm, and that's what ill do, maybe i need to teach Adam a lesson or two? then maybe he'll listen and take a hint.

Notes

please comment :)

so adam, causing some shit, promise this is all leading to a big drama piece revovling adam, cant wait to get to that point, in the mean time, enjoy the road, the journey at the moment.

What do u think of matt and nora? cute eh?