I don't belong here.

Jimmy's P.O.V

Its been a week since the beach day, and its sad to say, but our family, our band has become distant, and when i mean that, i mean Brian. Since the beach, none of us have spoken to Brian. We haven't seen any of us to be exact, i heard Nora's dad was down so she has been busy with him, and apparently Matt and her dad get on well so he's been there as well. I'm just waiting for them to announce there together, we all know its going to happen, they just need to realize that themselves now . I have been mainly drinking or gaming. Zacky has had Alex staying round his and we all know eventually something is going to happen there too. And as for short shit , well to be honest i don't know, i never know with Johnny, half the time he is in his own little world. And Brian, well like i said no one has spoken to him since, guess he's been busy with Nikki. Zacky is siding with Nora completely and is disgusted by Brian's choice to stand by Nikki. Johnny i think is confused but fuming all the same. Alex is on the same page as Zacky and johnny. Matt and Nora, well for Nora we all know her opinion. God Brian seriously fucked things up, ive never seen the band like this, thank god we have been away form the studio or hell could of broken loose or silence would be how the session would go. I understand how he took his women's side but did he really know her, like this was the first proper time we had heard anything about her and it ended with a fist fight among st the sand. Brian was a jerk to Nora, and considering his feelings for her, he was cruel. He had told me how he felt, know one knows this, ive known Brian since we were young, secrets are hard to keep from one another. He said he cared for her deeply, but then he does this, and the way he pinned her to the rock, i was shocked, this was not the Syn i knew.

I decided to give him the benefit of the doubt and pop over to his and have a chat. No-one has seen him or spoken to him since the beach, and to be honest if i can sought things out then that's what im going to do. I pulled up in his driveway, looks like he got my text as he made space for me in his driveway. It had been a while since id spoken to Brian, it was weird, normally we'd see each other everyday or at least speak on the phone, i didn't like being distant from him, but on the other hand i didn't like seeing my brother being a dickhead, i knew i could straighten his ass out, all was going to be fine. I knocked on the door, i heard footsteps, as if they were scrambling to the door and someone was running to hide, guess Nikki was there. The door opened, Brian had answered whilst doing up his shirt, typical Brian, had guest coming over but still had to have a quickie beforehand.

"Jimmy! its great to see you man!" He hugged me and we both entered the house. "Dude its been a while but seriously do your zipper up im not in the mood" i laughed and motioned to his crouch, he looked down and went red. "Oh shit, haha very funny Jim, anyway you aint my type" I walked past heading to his couch, i slapped his ass as i went past "That isn't true" i winked and he shook his head. I plonked my ass on his couch as he headed to the kitchen, i heard commotion behind me, i heard a girl's voice, i guess Nikki's hadn't ran upstairs yet, she was still lurking about.

"Fancy a beer Jim?"

"Yeah sure dude, what ever you got, and tell Nikki she doesn't have to whisper" I tried to contain my laughter as i saw a certainly pissed of Nikki storm off up the stairs in barely anything. She was a bitch but as i watched her up the stairs, i saw the attractiveness that drew Brian too her, apart from her fine body she was nothing but a dog. "Here you are mate" Brian sat opposite me as he passed me the beer. He looked tired and warn out, guess he'd been busy this week, busy with Nikki i mean. "Guess she's got you on a very short leash" He shot me a dirty look, but then i saw a smirk emerge. "Wouldn't say leash but we've done nothing but each other if you catch my drift" Yes i caught his drift, i wouldn't expect anything different from Brian. I took a sip from my beer and saw him fidget in his seat, guess something was on his mind, i could already tell what he was going to ask, he was going to ask about Nora, so i answered his question before he had a chance to ask me.

"She's fine, Nora i mean, she's doing ok i think haven't seen much of her, her dad has been down, so her, her dad and Matt have been out most days". I saw his eyes drop, the mention of Matt spending a lot of time with Nora i guess was not want he wanted to hear but tough it was the truth and Brian messed up, he lost out on an amazing girl, he has to deal with it. He made his bed , now he has to lay in it. " Ahh that's good, i guess, is she umm.."

"With Matt? Pissed Off?"

He looked up at me and i guess that's what he was trying to get at. "I don't know if Nora is with Matt, but i know she is pissed off with you, to be honest bro, we all are, you were being a twat, if u had any loyalty to Nora, to any of us, you would of kicked Nikki to the curb the minute Nora said who she was, but no you were thinking about one thing as per usual, yourself. and as for Matt and Nora, well i don't know but you have no say in what happens, as your with Nikki".

"whoa dude calm down with the attitude" Seriously? was he going to be like this now, i wasn't making this shit up, like i said as his brother, i was going to be the one to set hims straight. "Ah Dude...there is no attitude im just telling you or answering your question to be exact, but we both know im right in what im saying though, don't you think you owe some people an apology?" He smiled, i knew he got what i meant, thank god.

"I'm scared you know, like i did really mess up, i was a jerk i know that and your right i only thought about myself in all of this, but i think i do care a little about Nikki, even though she is a pain at times". This made me laugh, a little? did he not see the mess she made of Nora's face? Oh well at least he is excepting some responsibility i guess. Speaking of the devil, Nikki ran down the stairs and went straight to Brian's lap, typical action of a dog. She wrapped her arms round his neck like an anaconda around a prey, crushing their body, i watched as she straddled him and tugged at his hair, was i about to experience a live porno? wouldn't put it past Brian to be honest. "Right guess that's my cue to go, nice chat Brian" I hope he got the sarcastic tone in all that, i had go through to him but we were nowhere finished, but the tramp interrupted us.

"Uh man, you don't have to go, im sure Nikki can leave us for a bit" She looked pissed off and hurt by this, haha bitch sorry but i was here first!! "Brian?! why do i have to go?!!"

"Uh because im talking to my brother and you just interrupted us, in my book that's rude, so would you please leave us be" This was hysterical to watch, most people would feel uncomfortable being here, i did not, it was the most entertaining thing i had seen in a while. "Fuck you, both of you, im going out, call me when you realize you hand doesn't do the job!!" She grabbed her keys off of the coffee table and slammed the door behind her. Brian grabbed his keys as well "Umm did i miss something, since when did you run after a girl?"

"I'm not , this is like the fourth time this week she has walked out in a pissy, she'll be back, she's just having a tantrum because im not fucking her on demand, ive got my keys so i can lock the door behind us as we are hitting the bars and clubs Jimmy!!" Now this was the Brian i knew, he was talking my language, a bar crawl during the afternoon, he was back. I nodded as we both headed out the door, i could already tell this was going to be chaotic, but the good kind.

Notes

A short chapter but i hope you all like it xx