I don't belong here.

Brian’s P.O.V

I woke up in the bath. Guess Nora’s as I don’t remember walking home, to be honest I didn’t remember a lot from last night but I know it went well. All of a sudden a felt water drop on my face, I tilted my head upwards to see the shower head being turned on by the most amazing and beautiful arm I’ve ever seen. I looked upon this arm and followed it to the shoulder, then looked at the being who owned the perfect limb, it was Nora. She had her long red hair in somewhat of a scruffy bun, no makeup, short gym shorts and a vest. She looked so beautiful all natural. She was sat on the toilet seat with a cup of coffee in her hand. I climbed out of the bath and sat on the floor with my back against it, my struggle to get out of the bathtub made Nora laugh.

“How is watching an old man climb out of a bathtub still a bit drunk funny?” I joked. “My Gates, you are not old, you’re only like 4 years older than me!” When she laughed, her face lit up. She was stunning, inside and out. “Here have this, it will help get you out of this state” Nora handed me the cup of coffee she had in her hands. “What would I do without you little red?” She smiled, and so did I.

“So…how did I end up in here, did you put me in here last night?” I did wonder how she could have managed dragging me in here.

“I didn’t put you in here” What was she going on about, she must remember what happened last night, how we ended up together.

“You were last person I saw last night, after you know, we had sex”.

“No we didn’t, I had sex with matt, I woke up with him this morning, both naked, he even commented on my volume” She blushed but how did she not remember, I did, I couldn’t get it out of my mind.

“You did?! Do you not remember me stumbling through your door and helping you out of your dress, kissing your neck then laying you on your bed, then proceeding to other activities?!”

“No, oh good lord, I thought you were matt!!” she held her head in her hands and started to cry.

“Please don’t cry, what you crying for?” I got up and kneeled down in front of her with my hands on hers and pulled them away from her face. “You’ve done nothing wrong, what’s with the tears little red?”

“Im a whore...”

“What?! No you’re not, I’ve slept with whores, and you’re much better” This made her smirk. “Shut up Gates, that weren’t helpful” she smiled and playfully punched my arm.
“Im sorry I didn’t know it was you, but we can’t tell anyone about this, it will hurt matt and the others”. Hurt matt!! I sound selfish but an image of them both together made me sick to my stomach. But I left her alone when I left her room, maybe I should have stayed by her side. Last night was amazing but anything after me walking out of her room I don’t remember, it’s just completely blank. If I had stayed, matt and she would have never happened, things wouldn’t be so messed up.

She sat up and tears ran down her face.” Munchkin, I promise I won’t tell anyone about this mix up, it was a casual thing so don’t worry about it, Matt doesn’t need to know either, it can stay between us, let’s fix that beautiful face of yours, a smile will do the trick, then let’s go downstairs and see the lads and go on like nothing happened”. I wiped the tears away; I hurt to see her cry. She smiled and I couldn’t resist the urge to kiss her, I leaned but stopped mid-way, it was too soon.

“Brian, the boys left hours ago, including matt, it’s just us” this made me feel happy, I wasn’t going to try anything as I know last night shook her up, but it was hard, I just wanted to hold her and never let her go.

“Fancy a movie day then little lady?” She stood up and kissed me lightly on the cheek.

“What was that for?”

“Your sweet and you so understand, and yes let’s have a movie day, I’ve got popcorn in the cupboard” She jumped up off of the toilet seat and hugged me, then skipped out of the bathroom and downstairs. I followed her and watched her has she hopped down the stairs.

I eventually got downstairs and by the sound of it Nora had turned on the stereo. Her speakers were blaring out megadeth and Nora was dancing around the kitchen like a little red-headed fairy. The sight was wonderful, much better than the state she was in upstairs in the bathroom. “Come dance with me Brian” she motioned me over to her. I walked over to her and her mood change made me laugh; now this was the Nora I liked to see. We danced and made popcorn then sat on the couch, we snuggled with a blanket, and she nestled into my chest.

“Im sorry about last night again, I truly am, I don’t want to mess with your head, or matts, im so confused with my feelings at the moment”.

“Feelings?”

“Brian, I have feelings for you, I can’t deny that but I have feelings for matt as well, my head is so fucked up and to top it off Adam is back in town”. Adam?! Why did she not tell me, forget about that she has feelings for me, and she wasn’t denying it?
We must have watched about four or five films when the lack sleep caught up with us and we fell asleep in each other’s arms. We hadn’t of spoke about last night since she had admitted her feelings for me that made me so happy, nothing could ruin my mood. I knew she was scared, if I decided to do anything, anything to make her mine; I would do it properly.

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